Hosea Stout (1810-1889)

Diary of Hosea Stout, (1810-1889)
Vol. 1, Typescript, HBLL
Diary (1844-1846) of Hosea Stout, vols. 1 and 2, typescript, HBLL. For additional information on Hosea Stout and his diary, including notes and comments, see Juanita Brooks, ed., On the Mormon Frontier: The Diary of Hosea Stout 1844-1861 (University of Utah Press, 1964).
DIARY (1844-1845) OF HOSEA STOUT
From October 4, 1844 to May 12, 1845–7 months, 8 days
JOURNAL OF HOSEA STOUT, VOL. I
[Hosea Stout left an important record of events impacting the history of the LDS Church. He participated in some of the pivotal incidents at Nauvoo and this journal gives a record of immediate happenings after Joseph Smith was murdered and the Twelve Apostles assumed leadership of the Church. Stout was married to several women while in Nauvoo and by the time he left his wives included Louisa Taylor, Lucretia Fisher and Marinda Bennett. His first wife, Samantha Peck, had died in 1839 at Surgar Creek, Iowa, less than two years after they were married at Far West, Missouri.]

October 4 [1844]. I was ordained an Elder in the Quorum of Seventies on the night of the fourth day of October, 1844, under the hands of Benjamin L. Clapp, Samuel Brown and Henry Jacobs, presidents in the Quorum of Seventies.

October 5. Attended the Court of Inquiry and assessment of fines, which was held at the Seventies’ Hall for the 5th Regiment, 2nd Cohort, Nauvoo Legion, and in the evening met with the police.

October 6, 7 and 8. Attended the General Conference on the 8th; the Eleventh Quorum of Seventies were organized at the conference and I was appointed one of the presidents of said quorum upon the nomination of President Brigham Young and was ordained to that office under the hands of Presidents Brigham Young and Amasa [Mason] Lyman.

October 9. At home until in the evening then went to the meeting of the police and at dark went to a public concert of vocal and instrumental music at the Masonic Hall, was [agreeably] entertained until about nine at night and then stood guard with Brother J. [John] D. Lee until twelve o’clock p.m.

October 10. At home until evening and then went to the meeting of the police and at dark met with the Quorum of High Priests at the request of President Brigham Young who taught on the powers and authority of the High Priests and Seventies, in relation to their jurisdiction over each other and the proper order of sending the gospel to the nations, and etc., and about half past ten came home.

October 11. At home, was unwell, at five o’clock met with the police; at dark went on guard and at twelve at night came home.

October 12. At home. At five o’clock met with the police; at dark met with the 11th Quorum of Seventies at the Seventies’ Hall; the 3rd and 6th Quorums was also there. President Brigham Young attended and taught on the duties of the Seventies and High Priests as on the evening of the 10th inst. in the High Priests Quorum.

October 13. Sunday at home all day. My wife was very sick.

October 14 and 15. At home till five o’clock; then met with the police, came home at dark.

October 16. In the morning went to see a lot of 100 muskets, at the request of General [Charles Coulson] Rich, which were at Colonel [Theodore] Turley’s which had just been purchased at New Orleans for the Nauvoo Legion, by Brother [Theodore] Turley, then came home and [at] five went to the police and came home at dark.

October 17. Worked for Allen Taylor; at five met police and came home an hour after dark.

October 18. At home. Was unwell with a cold. General [Jonathan] Dunham came to get a list of the names of some men who were needed at the Carthage Court; there was a melting snow falling today very fast, which covered the ground about six or seven inches deep.

October 19. At home till in the evening, went to the meeting of the Seventies. No business done.

October 20. Went to the meeting of the Seventies at their Hall. Done business; at twelve, adjourned till two and met again and proceeded to business again. In the meantime there was a request sent in from General [Charles C.] Rich for some preparations to be made for the brethren who had to go to Carthage to court in the morning, whereupon there was thirty teams raised to go and carry the brethren there and all were to await the order of the court. This was in the case against the brethren who had been bound over to the court for riot for executing the orders of the mayor to destroy the “Nauvoo Expositor” which had been declared a nuisance by the city council. After the meeting I had orders from General Rich to raise 100 minute men who were held in readiness to act as occasion required and who were wanted in the morning to go to court, which order I executed and came home about ten at night.

October 21. Early in the morning I went to the Seventies’ Hall as agreed the evening before to assist in sending to Carthage according to the arrangements the day before; came home in the forenoon and settled with Jesse D. Hunter; about noon met with the police as usual and came home about nine at night.

October 22. Went down in town; stopped Allen Stout’s who came home with me came by B. Jones, and brought home some corn and at five met the police as usual; came home about nine in the evening.

October 23. In the morning went to see General Rich to learn the news from Carthage. There was none received. Came home and crouted away my cabbage. Met the police as usual. Came home after dark.

October 24. In the morning heard from Carthage and went to see General Rich, who sent me to Brother [Joseph W.] Coolidge’s to a council of the officers of the legion and others, in relation to affairs at Carthage. The brethren who had gone there as before related having came home the evening before, heard a letter read from the governor authorizing the Lieutenant General of the legion to call out the legion to protect the court at Carthage and suppress all mobs which might rise in Hancock County, if necessary. At that time the mob was gathering at Carthage very fast with the express purpose of depriving the brethren from having the benefits of a fair trial and also to deprive the grand jury from hearing any testimony against those who had assassinated brothers Joseph and Hyrum Smith; for they had sworn that they would murder anyone who dared to appear against them and had sought to take the life of one man, named [William W.] Daniels, who was present at the time the murder was committed and he narrowly escaped with his life to Nauvoo where he now is. [See Oaks and Hill, Carthage Conspiracy; and Roberts, Comprehensive History 2:332-34.]

It was decided by the council that the legion be put in immediate readiness for actual service and I was ordered to call out my regiment forthwith which I did. And at four o’clock p.m. at the stand reviewed it and examined the arms and equipments and made returns of the situation. It was in to General Rich at dark. From thence I went in company with General Rich to see General [George] Miller, where we held another council in relation to affairs at Carthage. We then went to Brother Coolidge’s and Taylor’s and some other places and learned how matters was going at Carthage. We then came back to General [George] Miller’s when it was concluded to send with the deputy sheriff to court at his request, a posse of 30 men to guard the witnesses above referred to, against the violence of the mob. It was then concluded that I procure five wagons to convey the 30 men to Carthage who were to meet at Brother T. [Theodore] Turley’s in the morning at sunrise. I then went in company with Brother Cyrus Daniels and engaged the wagons as was decided upon and came home about eleven o’clock at night.

October 25. I went in the morning to [Theodore] Turley’s to assist in sending the 30 men to Carthage, as before decided. When I got there I learned that they had received additional intelligence from Carthage upon which they had concluded to send a posse of only [four] men who were now gone. I then came home and in the evening met with the police and at dark went to hear John A. Forgess preach. He was one of those who had left the church in the dissension which Sidney Rigdon had occasioned. He endeavored to show that Joseph Smith was a fallen prophet and that Sidney was a prophet in his place. In his opening remarks he said that anyone who wished to make any remarks after he was done should have the opportunity, when Brother Earsley followed and showed that according to Sidney’s own teaching Joseph was not fallen, and finally confounded him in all his points of doctrine against Brother Joseph and the Twelve, and sustained the present organization of the Church under the administration of the leaders. After meeting I came home about twelve at night.

October 26, Saturday. In the morning went to mill; home at noon. Met the police as usual. At dark went to hear a debate between the said Forgess and Brother Earsley, at which Forgess was again beaten.

October 27, Sunday. At ten a.m. went to a meeting of the Eagles at the Masonic Hall. From thence to the meeting at the Stand and at two in the evening met with the meeting of the Seventies. It was here arranged that each quorum should meet one night in succession at the Seventies’ Hall that each quorum might have an opportunity to transact their own business. Came home at dark.

October 28, Monday. At home till evening met police and came home at dark.

October 29, Tuesday. In the forenoon went with my wife to the store and at two in the evening met with the Eagles at the Masonic Hall and came home at dark.

October 30, Wednesday. In the morning went to see President Brigham Young on the subject of G.G.E.D. [Eagles ? See JH, 30 Oct 1844], which he disapproved. Wrote in the after [blank] –met the police as usual and at dark met with the Eagles; made a speech and after some remarks by others it was concluded not to have any more meetings at present; came home about ten at night.

October 31, Thursday. Worked at home till in the evening; met the police as usual. Came home about seven o’clock at night.

NOVEMBER 1844

November 1, Friday. Worked the roads; in the evening, met the police, at dark went on guard with J. D. Lee, came home at twelve at night.

November 2, Saturday. Worked the roads. At home in the afternoon.

November 3, Sunday. At home till in the evening then went to the meeting of the Seventies after which I went on guard at H. [Heber] C. Kimball’s with Brother Lee. Came home at twelve.

November 4, Monday. Today was the presidential election and the brethren all concluded to vote for Polk and Dallas for President and Vice-President of the United States. However, it was with peculiar feelings that I went to the polls. I thought of the man whom we had elected as the man of our choice for President of the United States: our beloved Prophet Joseph Smith whose voice seemed yet to sound in the air, teaching this nation the way they might be saved and the means to pursue to avoid a disunion and overthrow of our government. I well remembered the never to be forgotten 27th of June, 1844 when fell a sacrifice to the violence of a mob while the constituted authorities of this state winked at their deeds, after the honors of the governor and faith of the state had been pledged for his protection and his blood, is now to be seen on the floor of the jail at Carthage where it cries to God for vengeance on this nation who rejoice at his fall. It is no wonder then, that it was with little confidence that I took part in the election for I could but vote for those, who, if they had not approved of the murder of our own candidate had remained silent and each party was willing to truckle to us for our votes and say all is well. It was a dreadful alternative; truly the corruption of this nation is great. After the election I met the police and we had a reorganization and came home about dark.

November 5, Tuesday. Went to mill in the morning. At home till in the evening. Met the police as usual. Stood guard at Brother Brigham Young’s; came home at two in the morning.

November 6, Wednesday. At home till evening; met the police as usual, came home after dark.

November 7, Thursday. Went round through the city on patrol duty with other policemen and came home about three p.m.–very sick with a headache went to bed and at dark got up and went to the meeting of the Eleventh Quorum of Seventies at the Hall. Taught on the necessity of looking up and keeping our genealogy and organizing the Quorum more perfectly and was followed by several other brethren on the same subject. Adjourned about half-past nine and patrolled with other policemen till two and then stood guard at Brother Brigham’s till day and came home about sunrise.

November 8, Friday. At home met with the police as usual, came home a little after dark.

November 9, Saturday. In the morning went to the Mansion House to pay taxes. From thence went to the city council at ten to lay the case of the police before them. From thence met the police as usual, came home at dark then went on guard at Brother Brigham’s; was relieved at twelve then patrolled till day with other policemen and then came home.

November 10, Sunday. At home in the evening. Met the police as usual, and at dark went to the meeting of the Seventies at the Hall. Brother George A. Smith taught; came home at about ten.

November 11, Monday. At nine met with a General Council [Council of Fifty] at the Masonic Hall composed of the Twelve, the High Council of the Church, Trustee in Trust of the Church, mayor of the city, the police and some of the officers of the Legion, to take into consideration the general welfare of the city and regulate the police, etc. And when it was agreed that the Trustees in Trust for the Church should pay the police all that was due them from the city and redeem or pay up all the treasurer’s orders which had been issued to pay the police heretofore. Also, that there be 400 policemen raised in the city and that it be guarded in future by said police force, at twelve adjourned one hour and met again and continued in council till dark. I then went home not being very well.

November 12, Tuesday. At home ’til in the evening met police as usual; came home one hour after dark.

November 13, Wednesday. Went down in town in the morning, came home and met police at Colonel Harmon’s at which place the police were to meet in future; came home at dark, and then went on guard at Brother Brigham’s and came home about two o’clock a.m.

November 14, Thursday. Worked at home till evening met the police as usual, home a little after dark.

November 15, Friday. Was at home till evening, met the police as usual and at dark stood guard Brother Brigham Young’s at which place there was a consultation held with Brother Young and others about building the arsenal and carrying on the public work pertaining thereto and the best method to pursue. Came off guard at one, and patrolled till three with Brother Lee and others; came home very sick with the headache.

November 16, Saturday. In the morning Dr. Barnhisel came to my house, had some talk about the murder of Brother Joseph and Hyrum; let him have several numbers of the old Star and Messenger and Advocate. Was still very unwell in the evening. Met the police, came home at dark and went down in town with Brother A. Lytle. Came home at ten.

November 17, Sunday. At home till in the evening. Met police as usual, came home at eight.

November 18, Monday. At home till evening, met the police as usual. Patrolled on the bank of the river till one; was with C. [Charles C.] Rich and others. Came home about half past one.

November 19, Tuesday. At home in evening. Met police as usual. At dark went to a meeting at the Seventies’ Hall which was met for purpose of making up a school to teach the sword exercise by a Mr. [H.] Stanley and signed one scholar. Came home about one hour after dark.

November 20, Wednesday. At home, wife had a quilting. Met police as usual and went on patrol guard with Harmon, Arnold Hamilton and others. Came home about twelve.

November 21, Thursday. At home, met police as usual. At dark met with the Eleventh Quorum of Seventies then stood guard at Brother Brigham’s till twelve and then came home.

November 22, Friday. At home, met police, came home a little after, unwell.

November 23, Saturday. At home writing for Colonel J. [Jonathan] H. Hale; met police, came home after dark.

November 24, Sunday. At home, met the police as usual. At dark went to a meeting of the Seventies at the Hall and came home about nine o’clock.

November 25, Monday. At home in the evening. Met the police and at dark went to a meeting of the presidents of the Seventies at Brother Chandler Holbrooks, and was agreeably entertained by [President Joseph] Young, after which all the rest of the presidents told their feelings and testified of their faith and confidence in the present organization of the Church under the Twelve; came home about nine.

November 26 and 27. Was at home till evening, and met police as usual on the evening of the 27th; patrolled with [Benjamin] Jones.

November 28, Thursday. Was at home, wife very sick, met police, at home at dark.

November 29, Friday. At home, met police, patrolled with Brother A. [Andrew] Lytle and M. D. Hamilton, at home at ten.

November 30, Saturday. In the morning went to the fencing school but being very unwell came home again.

DECEMBER 1844

December 1, Sunday. At home, in the evening met the police, came home about nine o’clock.

December 2, Monday. At home, in afternoon went down in town, met police. At dark met with the Presidents of the Seventies at Brother C. Holbrooks; came home about nine.

December 3, Tuesday. At home, went down in town. Came home, met police, gave them some instruction relative to their duty, patrolled on the hill with some other policemen.

December 4, Wednesday. Attended fencing school near the [Nauvoo] temple, met police. At dark met the fencing school at Seventies’ Hall, came home about nine.

December 5, Thursday. At home there was an election at my house in Allen J. Stout’s company. After, I went down in town, met police, at dark met with the Nauvoo Legion. There was an election of officers took place and I was elected secretary of the Lodge, after which I patrolled on the hill with several policemen, home at two.

December 6, Friday. At home, met police; at dark met with the Lodge. Was duly installed and took my place as secretary of the same, came home at nine. There was a wet snow falling this evening which was, in the making, four and one-half inches.

December 7, Saturday. At home, met police, at dark went to Lodge; came home about eleven o’clock.

December 8, Sunday. At home, met police, came home at seven o’clock.

December 9, Monday. Wrote at Lodge, came home, met police, went to Lodge at dark, came home at ten o’clock.

December 10, Tuesday. Wrote at Lodge, home at three, met police. At dark went to trades meeting at Lodge, home at twelve o’clock.

December 11, Wednesday. Wrote at Lodge, came home at three, met police; At dark met with the Lodge, came home about ten o’clock.

December 13, Friday. At home, met police and Lodge.

December 14, Saturday. Went to the City Council–there was an ordinance passed by the council chartering the “Seventies Library and Institute Associations.” Came home at three, met police and Lodge; afterwards patrolled on the hill with Hunter, and others.

December 15, Sunday. Went to the meeting of the Seventies, home at three, met police.

December 16, Monday. Wrote at the Lodge, home at three, met police and Lodge as usual.

December 17, 18, 19. At home, met police and Lodge.

December 20, Friday. Wrote at the Lodge, met police and attended the Lodge at dark. Home at ten.

December 21, Saturday. Worked at home, met police and Lodge as usual.

December 22, Sunday. Met with the Quorums of Seventies at their hall. Attend to procuring subscribers for the Seventies Library and Institute Association. Came home about two and met the police as usual then went to Brother Lee’s at dark; obtained a share in the Seventies’ Hall, home at nine.

December 23, Monday. Wrote at Lodge, met police and the Lodge as usual.

December 24, Tuesday. Went to write at Lodge, was unable to write, was with Brother [John D.] Lee, met police at dark, attended the meeting of the stockholders of the Seventies’ Library and Institute Association for the purpose of holding an election of the Board of Seven Trustees of said association. G. [George] A. Smith, Amasa Lyman, John D. Lee, Joseph Young, L. [Levi] W. Hancock, Albert Carrington, and [James] M. Monroe said Board of Trustees; came home at nine.

December 25 [1844], Wednesday. Christmas; wrote at Lodge, met police and Lodge as usual.

December 26, Thursday. At home. In afternoon met with the Seventies at the dedication of their hall. Met the police at dark met the eleventh Quorum of Seventies, home at nine o’clock.

December 27, Friday. At home in the afternoon. Met the Seventies at the dedication as before, met the police. At dark met at the Seventies’ Hall with a General Council [Council of Fifty] of the whole authorities of Nauvoo to take into consideration the affairs of our city as it was before the legislature and give our representatives instruction. Came home about eleven o’clock.

December 28, Saturday. Wrote at the Lodge, met police and Lodge as usual.

December 29, Sunday. At home, met police came home about eleven o’clock p.m.

December 30, Monday. Today was the 5th day of the dedication of the Seventies’ Hall and the day that the Tenth and Eleventh Quorums met; myself and wife went. We had an agreeable time, was well-entertained under the instruction of the Twelve. It was a time long to be remembered. The dedication took seven days. Two Quorums met each day until all the Quorums were through. There was then fifteen Quorums, or about 1000 members belonging to the Seventies, all who were heralds of salvation to the nations to wind up the law and seal up the testimony. It was well calculated to awaken our minds to a sense of our duty. Came home about five o’clock p.m. and then met the police and Lodge as usual.

December 31, Tuesday. At home, met police and Lodge as usual. JANUARY 1845

January 1, 1845, Wednesday. Today was the beginning of another year and God grant that it may not prove as ominous to the Saints as the year just gone. I went to the Seventies’ Hall again and about two o’clock came home and then met the police and Lodge as usual.

January 2, Thursday. Wrote at Lodge came home. At two met police and Lodge as usual.

January 3, Friday. Went on a visit with my wife to see her sister at Isaac Allred’s. Came with her home and then met the police and Lodge as usual, came home at eight o’clock.

January 4, Saturday. At home sick. About two o’clock George D. Grant came after me and said that Brother J. [Jesse] D. Hunter was taken up on some charge and wanted me. He was one of the police. I went; he was found not to be guilty. I plead his case before A. Johnson, Esquire, which caused some to have feelings at me but it turned out to be an evil plot laid to injure the credit of the police. At dark Brigham met police at the Seventies’ Hall; gave instruction.

[January] 5 [1844], Sunday. Went to meeting at the Stand. President Brigham Young taught on the necessity of having more order and against the progress of iniquity, and exhorted the brethren to rise up en masse and put down the thieving, badhouses, swearing, disorderly conduct of the boys, gambling, retailing spiritous liquors, bogus making, and such like abominations which was practiced in our midst by our enemies who, after they could not live among us any longer would go out to the world and publish all these things upon us. He severely rebuked the civil authorities of the city for their want of energy in the discharge of their duty and said that, “If we did not as a people uproot such things from our midst they would uproot us, and we would have to leave before we had done the things the Lord had commanded us to do.” In the [evening met the police as usual.]

January 6, 7, 8. Wrote at the Lodge, met police and Lodge as usual; on the evening of the 8th met at the Seventies’ Hall with the Twelve, High Council and city officers to hold a caucus to maintain the officers for the next City Council. The Twelve spoke at length on the subject and unanimously declined serving in any capacity in the City Council because they were anxious to attend to the affairs of the Church and not be brought under the persecuting hands of their enemies until the [Nauvoo] temple was finished and we had our endowment. After which on motion of Orson Spencer, Esquire the Twelve were appointed a nominating committee and were to nominate the candidates for office when, after a short absence they declared the following nominations to wit: Orson Spencer, Esquire, for Mayor; Daniel Spencer, C. [Charles] C. Rich, N. [Newel] K. Whitney and G. W. Harris for Aldermen and Phineas [also spelled Phinehas] Richards, W. [William] W. [Wines] Phelps, James Sloan, Edward Hunter, Jonathan C. [Calkins] Wright, John Pack, George Miller, Samuel Bent, and David Fullmer for counselors. All of whom were unanimously accepted by the caucus. After some remarks, next Tuesday the 14th, inst. was appointed as a day for a general meeting of the people at the Stand to take into consideration the nominations as above. I came home about ten o’clock.

January 9, Thursday. Today the police had jointly made a dinner at which all the police and their wives were to attend. The Twelve and Father John Smith were also invited. We met at two o’clock p.m. at Brothers Dunn and Tufts and a large turnout. Most of the Twelve were present; we had an agreeable time. All were well-pleased and joy good feeling prevailed throughout. We continued our meeting until twelve o’clock a.m. and came home rejoicing.

[January] 10, Friday. At home. Met police and Lodge.

[January] 11, Saturday. Went to the City Council to present a petition from the police which was granted in part; was appointed judge of the coming election for municipal officers by the City Council, which was to be held on the first Monday in February next. Came home at two, and then met police and Lodge.

[January] 12, Sunday. At home. Met police home.

[January] 13, Monday. Wrote at the Lodge, met police and at dark met the Presidents of Seventies.

[January] 14, Tuesday. Wrote at the Lodge. Today commenced going to a writing school at ten o’clock and at one o’clock met at the Stand as appointed on the 8 inst. and the same persons nominated then were also nominated and accepted. I came home and then met police and Lodge.

January 15, 1845. At home till one o’clock, went to writing school, met police and Lodge as usual.

[January] 16, Thursday. Was a cold rainy day. In the morning went to the mayor’s office then to the writing school, then to police and at dark met the 11th Quorum at the Seventies’ Hall and took up a subscription for President Joseph Young; home at eight o’clock.

[January] 17, Friday. At eleven o’clock went to the mayor’s then to the writing school which was held at the Lodge then to police, and at dark to the Lodge then home at ten-thirty.

[January] 18, Saturday. At home with President J. P. Harmon assisting him in making out a short biographical sketch of his life. At one o’clock went to the Seventies’ Hall where there was a meeting of some 200 police just raised and met for instructions, then met police and Lodge.

January 19, Sunday. Went to the meeting of the Seventies at the Hall and in the evening met the police and gave them some instructions in relation to the appointment of city officers by the City Council after the next municipal election, and the policy for them to pursue in relation thereto. President Brigham Young met with us and gave us good instructions on our duty. All was well satisfied and seemed determined to continue to discharge the duties of policemen and abide council. I came home at eight o’clock.

January 20, Monday. Went as a witness to a trial between Brothers Coultrin and Matthews. Thence at one o’clock to the writing school then to the police and Lodge; as usual home at twelve o’clock.

January 21, Tuesday. At home in forenoon then went to the writing school at one o’clock, then went to the police and Lodge; home at eleven o’clock p.m.

January 22, Wednesday. Went down on the flat to rent a house, went to the writing school then to the police and Lodge. Home at nine o’clock.

January 23, Thursday. Went down on the flat as before then went to the writing school as before then met the police and at dark met with the 11th Quorum at my house, and taught at some length on the necessity of being united and giving heed to council, being prepared for the endowment, the order of the judgement, and took up a subscription for Brother J. [Joseph] Young had a good meeting.

January 24, Friday. In the morning went down to the river, came home about eleven o’clock a.m. then went to the writing school, then to the police, then to the Lodge and came home at nine-thirty [o’clock].

January 25, Saturday. At home in the forenoon, then went to attend a trial before Esquire [Daniel H.] Wells for Benjamin Jones who was sued and was unable to attend. The trial was adjourned one week. I came home and then went down to the Lodge where the 500 new policemen were to meet. From thence to the police, and then to the Lodge as usual. Home at eight o’clock.

January 26, Sunday. In the forenoon met with the Seventies at their Hall; came home about one, then met with the police and at eight o’clock went to Brother Brigham Young’s who wished to see me on some police business; received instructions from him on police duty.

January 27, Monday. At home in the forenoon on business with some of the police, then went to the writing school, then to the police, and at dark went to a meeting of the presidents of the Seventies at the Hall. Had a good meeting, teaching by President Brigham and Joseph Young and others.

January 28, Tuesday. In the morning went to Colonel [Jonathan] Hale’s to make some arrangements for the municipal election on Monday next. Came home and wrote for President Harmon till one, then went to the writing school, then to the police then to the Lodge at dark as usual; home at ten o’clock.

January 29, Wednesday. In the morning David Fullmer came to my house to learn something about the High Council records as they were wanted for Willard Richards in writing the Church History, which was arranged by myself and Brother [David] Fullmer at Brother [Willard] Richards. I then went down on the flat and came home about two o’clock then went to the police, and at dark met with the 11th Quorum at Brother Joseph Murdock’s. Came home about ten o’clock.

January 30, Thursday. In the forenoon wrote for President Harmon, when Brothers [Lucius N.] Scovil and Worthen came to me desiring that I would join with them and others and form a mechanical and mercantile association the condition of which may be given hereafter. I concluded to join with them and went with Brother Worthen to see some other brethren on the subject, and at two o’clock p.m. met with a General Council of the Authorities of the City and Church, held at the Mason Hall, for the purpose of consulting the best method for us to pursue in relation to the course the legislature has taken in repealing our charter, which they had granted to us for the term of perpetual succession. The repeal of which was not only cruel and tyrannical but unprecedented in all civilized nations. It was thought best to hold onto the charter and if necessary appeal from them to the Supreme Courts of the United States. And to this end there was a committee appointed to confer with the most able and learned legal men on the subject. Brother George Miller informed the council that he had received propositions from a friend of his in offering to have a petition sent to Congress to have a tract of land set up to us and we organized into a territorial government of our own, with the privilege of making our own laws, not however to be repungent to the laws of the United States. The matter will most likely be spoken of hereafter. After the Council broke up I went to the police from there to the Lodge as usual, then came home about nine o’clock.

January 31, Friday. At home in the forenoon. At one o’clock met at the Seventies’ Hall with some others for the purpose of forming a mercantile and mechanical association as mentioned yesterday when it was concluded to form an association as aforesaid. The meeting proceeded to elect twelve trustees, who were to govern the association; whose names were Daniel Carn, Samuel Bent, Shadrach Roundy, C. [Charles] C. Rich, John D. Lee, L. [Lucius] N. Scovil, Joseph Worthen, Joseph Horn, Hosea Stout, Edward Hunter, Gustavius Williams, and Charles A. Davis. The said Trustees appointed next Tuesday at nine o’clock at the Masonic Hall, to meet to proceed to business. There was a good spirit manifested by all present. From thence I went to the police, and at dark to the Lodge as usual, and came home at about nine o’clock.

FEBRUARY 1845

February 1, Saturday. At home till four o’clock then went to a fencing school composed of the police; then went to police meeting and Lodge as usual. Home at nine o’clock.

February 2, Sunday. Went to the meeting of the Seventies at the Hall; met police, then came home and met with Presidents Jesse P. Harmon, Alvin Horr, and Alfred Brown at my home. We had a good time; our minds were occupied on the best manner to pursue to unite our quorum and prepare them for the endowment, and agreed to meet here every Sabbath evening and thus cultivate a spirit of perfect union among ourselves, and thus be prepared to teach our quorum with one heart and mind in meekness. We broke up about nine o’clock.

February 3, Monday. Today I attended the municipal elections as one of the judges of the same, as mentioned on the 11th of January last. There was about 850 votes polled and the persons nominated by the Twelve on the 8th of January was unanimously elected without a dissenting voice. The greatest union and peace prevailed that I ever knew before in the place at an election. Came home about dark.

February 4, Tuesday. In the morning met with the Board of Trustees as appointed on the 31st inst., and learning that the order of the Association differed from the arrangements then made by the Twelve in some points the matter was laid over until a proper to let the matter rest where it is. From thence met police, and at dark met with the “Trades” meeting, and came home about nine o’clock.

February 5, Wednesday. At home in the forenoon then went to see S. Rich on some old business which was discussed and again laid over. Then went to Fencing School. Then met police, and at dark there was a meeting at my home of the 11th Quorum. We attended to the business of the Quorum as usual.

February 6, Thursday. At home in the forenoon then went to see T. Rich again on same business, which was not settled as it should be. Then went to fencing school; then met police, then met with the Lodge; came home at ten o’clock.

February 7, Friday. Friday in the morning went to see Brother S. [Samuel] Bent and C. [Charles] C. Rich to regulate some matters in relation to the “Mercantile Mechanical Association” as mentioned the 31st. inst. We concluded to lay the matter before the committee appointed by the Twelve to regulate such matters, which was set for today at ten o’clock, at Elder John Taylor’s. We accordingly went there and laid it before them, which they gave some instructions about and the matter rests there. From thence I went to the fencing school, thence to police, and thence to the Lodge and came home at ten o’clock.

February 8, Saturday. In the morning I went to the City Council to have some business transacted for the police, as it was the time that the old Council went out and the Council elected last Monday took their seat, and consequently all the officers who received their appointments by said Council were to be reappointed or others put in their place. I succeeded as follows in having two appointments conferred on the old police; Lorenzo Clark was appointed Supervisor of Streets of the First Ward; J. P. Harmon of the Second Ward; Benjamin Jones of the Third Ward, the old supervisor to have the supervision of the whole and also the Fourth Ward; and Benjamin Boyer, Constable of the First Ward; E. J. Sabin the Second Ward; Howard Egan the Third Ward, and D. M. [Roper], the Fourth Ward. The Constables were likewise appointed Fire Wardens of their respective wards. Daniel Carn, Flour Inspector for the city, with privilege of having agents. Jesse P. Harmon was also appointed Pound Master; John D. Lee, Water Master.

I was much pleased with the good feeling manifested towards the old police by the council, who seemed willing to extend the hand of patronage to us after we had spent the winter thus far without any remuneration, and kept up the guard to the satisfaction of the Twelve and other authorities and now they in return were willing to put some business into our hands to afford us a small compensation for our support. It also was an encouragement to us to persevere in the discharge of our duty as policemen.

In the evening I met with the police and reported to them what had been done at the council, and the course I had pursued toward them; they were all well satisfied and unanimously gave me a vote of thanks for the interest I had taken in their behalf and all warmly assured me that they would be governed by me as heretofore in all matters. To stand at the head of so worthy and honorable a company of brethren who possess the intelligence and hold so honorable a standing in society as they, who are willing to be dictated by me in all cases without a dissenting voice in a matter of so vital importance as the safety of the [Nauvoo] temple and the lives of the Twelve at this critical and trying time places me in a position and responsibility which is more easy to be imagined than described, and to know that I am approved of by them is a satisfaction added to a consciousness that I am in the discharge of my duty which I hope I may always be in possession of. I went from the police to the Lodge and came home about ten o’clock.

February 9, Sunday. In the morning went to the meeting of the Seventies at the Hall; my brother Allen J. Stout was ordained a President of the Nineteenth Quorum of Seventies. I came home about two o’clock p.m. and in the evening met with the police and then met with Presidents J. P. Harmon and Alford Brown at my house for social and brotherly conversation as on last Sunday.

February 10, Monday. In the morning I went to the Lodge to get some papers relative to the war last June and in the evening met police then went to the Lodge then home at nine o’clock.

February 11, Tuesday. At home wrote a sketch of my life for the 11th Quorum of Seventies as mentioned on the 7th November last. At four o’clock went to fencing school and then met the police then went to the Lodge home at nine o’clock.

February 12. Went to a trial. A man named John C. Elliot who had been engaged in the murder of Joseph and Hyrum [Smith], came in town and put up with William Marks, who done all he could to secret him, but he was found out and arrested and brought before A. Johnson, D. [Daniel] H. Wells and Isaac Higbee, and examined found guilty, and sent by the Sheriff, who was present, to Carthage, to lay in the lonesome jail which he had stained with the best blood in the world. As soon as he was arrested [William] Marks used all his influence to notify the mob and raise an excitement against us, and several lawyers and other men from Warsaw came to his trial, and used every stratagem in their power to get him discharged. One of the lawyers gave the court to understand that if they committed him to jail, that it might cause some of our best men to be slain, thus threatening us with a mob if we attempted to put the law in force against willful murderers. But the court took a bold and decided stand in favor of the Laws. From thence I met with the police and at dark met the 11th Quorum at my house; we had a good meeting. I taught at some length on the duties of Seventies, and other matters.

February 13, Thursday. At home writing for the 11th Quorum in the forenoon, when Brother John Kay came after me to go to Brother [Theodore] Turley’s to consult on the safety of some of the Twelve whose lives were sought. From thence went to the Police, and Lodge, and home at nine o’clock.

February 14, Friday. At home in the forenoon writing my history. And at four o’clock went to the fencing school; thence to the Police and Lodge. Home at nine o’clock. Today Lucretia Fisher came to live with me.

February 15, Saturday. At home till four, and then went to the fencing school; then to the police and Lodge; home at nine o’clock.

February 16, Sunday. At home, wrote Alvin Horr’s life for the Seventies. Met with the police as usual; home at dark.

February 17, Monday. Went with wife to Dibbles, and then to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s; and at one o’clock went to a meeting at the Stand, which was held to take some action in relation to building a dam in the Mississippi River, and other purposes for giving employment to the poor. Thence went with Brother Lee to the fencing school; had some talk on the way with him on “Eternal Exaltation.” Met Police and Lodge; home at nine o’clock.

February 18, Tuesday. At nine o’clock met with the Board of Twelve Trustees of the Mercantile And Mechanical Association, as organized on the 31st of January last, as they had received instructions to proceed to business. All the Board were present. Elder [John] Taylor and some others met with us and gave us the necessary instructions. Requested, that inasmuch as Brothers Bent, Rich and Hunter of our board was appointed in the Board of Twelve who were called the “Living Constitution” [a group within the Council of Fifty] that we would release them from our Board which was done, and Levi W. Hancock, Erastus Snow, and James Mendenhall were appointed in their place. The Board then proceeded to business, and Daniel Carns was chosen President of the Board, and a committee of three to witness; H. [Hosea] Stout, E. [Erastus] Snow, and D. [Joseph] Horn were then appointed to draft some rules of government, for the association and then the Board adjourned until Wednesday. At nine o’clock and the committee appointed tomorrow at nine o’clock to meet to transact the business committed to them. From thence I went to the fencing school thence to the police, thence to the Lodge; home at nine o’clock.

February 19, Wednesday. At nine o’clock met the committee as appointed the day before. Was engaged with them until four o’clock. Thence met the fencing school, thence to the police; thence to the meeting of the Eleventh Quorum at my house. Had a good meeting though there were but few met; all seemed to be of one mind and willing to abide council and discharge the duty which may be required of them.

February 20, Thursday. Met the Board as mentioned on the 18th inst. all were present. The committee made report of a form of government which was accepted without a dissenting voice. The Board then proceeded to draft some by-laws which were accepted. I was appointed General Secretary of the Association and of the Board by the unanimous vote of the same. From thence went to the fencing school, thence to the police, thence to the Lodge, thence home about ten o’clock.

February 21, Friday. At home till three, then went to fencing school, then to the police and Lodge. Home at nine o’clock.

February 22, Saturday. In the morning went to Brother J. P. Harmon’s there met Bishop [George] Miller, when we three went to the [Nauvoo] temple while consulting on matters pertaining to our safety and also the manner to pursue to rid ourselves of traitors who are in our midst seeking our lives. From thence Brother Harmon and myself went to Brother C. [Charles] C. Rich’s and talked the same matter over again while we were all going down at the flat. Brother Rich went to the High Council and we went to the Lodge room and locked ourselves up and talked over some particular matters relative to our eternal exaltation in the kingdom of God and the absolute necessity of the brethren’s being united and maintaining our integrity to each other. We both were highly pleased with our interview and went on our way rejoicing. I then met with President L. [Levi] W. Hancock, who went with me to my house talking on the things of the kingdom as with Brother Harmon. After we had eaten our dinner there we went down on the flat continuing the conversation as before, and parted and I went to the police and at dark went to the meeting of the Eleventh Quorum at the Hall as that was the time for the regular meeting of that Quorum at the Hall; we had a good meeting. I delivered two short discourses and was followed by President Harmon Child’s and others. Came home at nine o’clock.

February 23 [1845], Sunday. In the forenoon went with my wife to a meeting at Bishop [Jonathan] Hales; Elder Dunham preached. Sister [Lucy] Smith, the mother of Joseph the Prophet and Seer was there. She spoke to the congregation and told her feelings and the trials and troubles she had passed through in establishing the Church of Christ and the persecutions and afflictions which her sons and husband had passed through, and the cruel and unheard of martyrdom of Joseph and Hyrum [Smith] which had took place so lately. And exhorted the brethren and sisters to be faithful and bring up their children in the way they should go and not have them running about in the streets as was too much allowed now. All were deeply affected with the remarks of this “Mother,” of the “Mothers in Israel” for she spoke with the most feeling and heart-broken manner of the troubles she had passed through. From meeting we came home and in the evening we went to Isaac Allred’s where I left her and met with police from thence I went to Seventies Conference at the Hall at dark but the Hall being so crowded with the vast number who had assembled I could not get in so I went back to Brother Allred’s and when I got there I found that my wife had went with her sister Julia Ann Allred to a meeting at Brother Gully’s. I went there where I arrived just as meeting commenced.

Elder L. Gee preached and was followed by Elder I. Allred. After meeting we returned to Brother Allred’s home where we came about nine o’clock. When we came home Sister Williams was there who wished to make it a home at my house.

February 24, Monday. In the forenoon went down to the Masonic Hall and met with the Trustees of the Association. After the Board had assembled, the stockbooks were opened for subscriptions and several subscribed stock, and other business was entered into, after which I was appointed Treasurer of the Association. From thence I went to Brother Hancock’s, from thence I went to police. Held a council with them relative to enlarging the number; did not come to any conclusion but we appointed tomorrow evening at an hour before sun down to meet again to determine on the matter. I then went to the Lodge and came home about nine o’clock.

February 25, Tuesday. At nine o’clock went to take a list of Brother Worthen’s property for the association from thence went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s; had some talk with him about the seal of the covenant. From thence we both went to the police and when we came there I was informed by some of them that there was suspicious characters seen in town this evening, who, it was supposed by Brother [Theodore] Turley, were making arrangements to form a company of mobocrats and waylay President Brigham Young, Heber C. Kimball and some other brethren, who had gone to Macedonia, about 25 miles off, the day before and were expected to return home tonight. There was nothing positive however. But knowing the evil intentions of some false brethren in our midst who were connected with the mob and had been heard to swear they would take the lives of these men, we immediately determined to take efficient measures for the protection of the brethren. Accordingly, I gave orders for all the police, who could procure horses and the necessary equipments to go and prepare accordingly and be back to the police quarters soon as possible; armed in the best manner for defense and also to raise such others as were willing to go with us; whereupon they nearly all dispersed. For that purpose, this was about one hour by sun.

In the meantime General Rich came nearby and I called him to me and informed him what was going on, and likewise what my intentions were in case the brethren should be attacked either before or after we should join them, which he approved. We immediately agreed that he should go and see Brother [Theodore] Turley and find out the particulars and also get such other information and advice as he could while I was still making every preparation to fit out the company.

In a short time he returned accompanied by Elder John Taylor one of the Twelve, who informed me the Brethren did not intend to come home tonight and consequently they would not be in danger of being attacked tonight. He advised me to take six or eight men and go and see if all was right with the brethren at Macedonia. Brothers [John] Taylor and [Charles] Rich then went home and in a few minutes Lorenzo Clark, one of the police returned, and informed me that it had been reported to him that the brethren were arrested at Macedonia. This created considerable excitement. I immediately dispatched him with news to Elder [John] Taylor and another to General Rich, during which time the brethren began to gather in, and in a short time there was a pretty large company, all well-armed and equipped, impatient for the word to march.

When Elder [John] Taylor heard the report of Brigham Clark, he called a council to which I was notified to appear. All the information relative to the report was there elicited which proved the report to be groundless. At the suggestion of Elder Willard Richards, one of the Twelve, the council instructed me to take the number proposed by Elder [John] Taylor and go and inform the brethren at Macedonia that they would be pleased to have them take breakfast in Nauvoo tomorrow morning. From the council I returned to the company, all who were waiting with great anxiety, the result of the council. I then delivered the command of the police up to Daniel Carn with instructions to keep a close guard until I returned, after which I selected seven men to go with me to Macedonia as mentioned above; namely Jesse P. Harmon, Andrew Lytle, Simeon A. Dunn, Howard Egan of the police and William H. Kimball, Joseph F. Collman, and Robert T. Burton.

We then started and I stopped at my house to put on some more clothes and get some arms. Until then my wife had heard nothing of the matter and knew not that I was going. I stopped but a few moments and left at nine o’clock. We had a very pleasant journey. The night was warm and clear, the moon rose about ten o’clock and shone with a most beautiful lustre on the wide extended prairies which we had to cross. The roads were very muddy most of the way which made it fatiguing for the horses. About two-thirds of the way there we passed a house where lived a man by the name of Jones, a most confirmed and busy mobocrat. It was one o’clock; they were still up and had a light in the house and there were two horses fastened to the fence saddled. It was thought by the company that it was some who were seen in Nauvoo before we left which confirmed our suspicions. We had no further difficulty.

When we had come to the suburbs of Macedonia Brother Harman and myself went to Brother Andrew Perkins and sent the company in town to seek for the brethren. We expected that some of them would be at Brother Perkins’ but when we came there we found that they were all in town so we went there and found our company and the brethren all at Brother [Benjamin] Johnson’s; they were very glad to see us. Brother Brigham had set up until one o’clock looking for us for it was revealed to him that something was wrong but he did not know what. He told the brethren that we would come out before day. It was half-past two when we got there. We delivered the message not to start until morning. So after putting up and feeding our horses we all laid down and took a short sleep.

February 26. In the morning, after we had eaten breakfast, we all prepared and started home, accompanied by about 20 brethren, from Macedonia, who came with us about five miles, to assist us if we should be attacked by any mobocrats lying in wait. We had no difficulty on the road. In the morning when we started the day was warm and clear, but it soon began to cloud up and when we had come within about ten miles of Nauvoo it began to rain, which soon turned to snow, which fell very fast in large flakes, accompanied by a driving west wind blowing in our faces made it very disagreeable. We came to Nauvoo about three o’clock p.m. and after escorting them all to their several homes, we went our way. So the designs of our enemies were frustrated. I came home about four o’clock and that night there was a meeting of the Eleventh Quorum at my house.

February 27, Thursday. In the forenoon went to the printing office, from thence to the Lodge to receive subscriptions for stock for the association, from thence came by Worthen’s home to fencing school, thence to police and Lodge, at home at nine o’clock p.m.

February 28, Friday. In the morning went to Worthen’s and went with him [to] G. [Gustavius] Williams, [Edwin D. ?] Wooley’s and some other places to receive subscriptions for stock in the association. Came home and went to the fencing school, police, and Lodge. Sat in council with the officers of the Lodge about the manner to adopt in relation to the fees, and etc., came home at nine o’clock p.m.

MARCH 1845

March 1, Saturday. At or about home until three o’clock. Went to fencing school, police and Lodge; home at nine, raining.

March 2, Sunday. At home till in the evening then met with the police; came home at seven o’clock p.m.

March 3. Went to the printing office and paid 25 dollars on account then went to Lodge to receive subscriptions for stock for the association then came by Worthen’s home at one o’clock, then went to the fencing school, police and Lodge; as usual came home at nine o’clock p.m.

March 4, Tuesday. Went to meeting of the association at the Hall; received some subscriptions for stock; from thence went to fencing school, and police, then came home at dark.

March 5, Wednesday. In the morning down to the Upper landing on the river to see about establishing a grocery for the steamboats and passengers did not affect anything positive, came home about noon then went to the fencing school. And from there went with G. [George] A. Smith to see President Brigham Young who was very sick. From there I went with the police to Schussler’s Brewery where we all got what beer we could drink then detailed the guard and came in company with President L. [Levi] W. Hancock to the meeting of the Eleventh Quorum at my house where we had a good meeting and broke up at nine o’clock p.m.

March 6, Thursday. In the morning went to Avery’s, came home by Brigham Jones’–in a short time [George D.] Grant came to my house, had a settlement with him bought some cloth and etc. In the afternoon took a coat pattern to the tailor’s, and then started to the upper stone quarry to buy some lime, met William Backenstos who told me that there was a warrant out for me, and not knowing what evil there might be intended against me I went to W. [Willard] Richards’ who knew nothing about it; had some talk with him about affairs with the mob, police, and the troubles in Missouri and etc. and then went down on Parley and Main Streets, but could hear nothing more of the warrant, so I got in a wagon and went to the stone quarry and engaged what lime I wanted of Brother Boyce. Then went down to the printing office and other places, then to the fencing school, and Police; from thence went to the Lodge it was a regular communication, home at nine o’clock.

March 7, Friday. In the morning went to [Theodore] Turley’s to get a pistol repaired from thence went with Brother Scovil to the Mansion then to see Brother [William W.] Major who was painting the scenery of the murder of Joseph and Hyrum [Smith] at Carthage, thence I went to Brother Harmon’s and got a Stand and came home about two o’clock, after which I met with the police and Lodge. Home at nine o’clock.

March 8, Saturday. Worked at home until evening, then met police and Lodge; home at ten o’clock.

March 9, Sunday. At home was very unwell with a sick headache confined to bed.

March 10, Monday. In the morning went to Brother [Joseph] Horne’s and there met Brother Mendenhall and we went to see Brother Gulley about joining the association with his store which he agreed to do if it was counsel from the Twelve. We then went to see Brother John Taylor on the subject and he not being at home, we went to the stone quarry for the Water Power Company at the place where the dam is to be built in the river about one mile below town. Things were going on well. From thence we came back, and he went home and I to see Brother Taylor and on my way I met Brother [Daniel] Carn and he went with me, and in a few moments we met Brother [John] Taylor and laid the matter of Gulley’s store before him which he approved. We agreed then to call the Board of Control together tomorrow at four o’clock; we went up the river and he went home and I went to Brother Mendenhall’s soap works. And from there I went by the Lodge, home and in the evening went to the police and Lodge after which I came with Brother Worthen to see and notify several of the Board of the meeting, and came home about ten-thirty p.m.

March 11, Tuesday. In the morning I went to Brother Mendenhall’s to take a list of his goods which he was to put into association and I got through about two o’clock and then went to see Brother Gulley; from thence I went to the Hall to meet the Board of Control. The Board decided to put goods up at Gully’s store. From there I went to the police and Lodge and came home about ten o’clock.

March 12, Wednesday. In the morning went to Brother Mendenhall’s to assist in removing his goods to Gully’s store then went to the Mansion House and then went and had a settlement with Newell Knight after which I went and helped Gully put up the goods and then went to Brother Mendenhall’s again and traded for some nails and etc., then went to the Stand; saw President [Brigham] Young and agreed to meet him at his house at seven o’clock tomorrow morning. I then came home and went to the police. Brothers Heber C. Kimball and Brigham Young met with us and gave us some good instructions for about on hour after dark. I then went to the meeting of the Eleventh Quorum at my house; when I came I found the meeting about half out, they not knowing what kept me, but I told the reason and we had a good meeting afterwards.

March 13, Thursday. In the morning I went to see President [Brigham] Young; he informed me that Mr. Brackenberry [Benjamin Brackenbury], whom the mob was trying to arrest for false swearing, but in reality were trying to get some advantage of him in order to destroy his testimony as he was a witness against the murderers of Brothers Joseph and Hyrum [Smith], was going to go before the justice of the peace at Augusta to whom the warrant was returnable and have his trial and he wanted six men to go with him to protect him against the mob. So I set about raising the men, in doing which I went to several parts of town. About the time I had accomplished it I fell in company with Brother C. [Charles] C. Rich who told me that he was going to a meeting about five miles below town and desired me to go with him. And I then came home and prepared myself and met Brother Rich as we had before agreed and we then went to meeting at Evans Ward, four miles down the river. It was a meeting got up for the purpose of organizing the sisters into an association according to their several occupations for the purpose of promoting the cause of home industry and manufacturing the necessary articles for their own use without being dependent on the stores for all that we need. When we came there we found the house crowded full waiting for us; it was now two o’clock p.m.

Meeting was opened by Brother Rich when he proceeded to explain the benefits arising from such an order of things, and the order which was instituted in Nauvoo. After he was done speaking I followed by making a few remarks on the subject, and was followed by Brother Bell. The organization was then went into and they all with one accord joined in the Association and were classed according to their several occupations and each class appointed three of their number to superintend and manage the business for the class. There was not a dissenting voice; all seemed truly as a “band of sisters.” We then came to town and he went home and I went to meet with the police from thence to the Lodge and came home about ten o’clock p.m.

March 14, Friday. Wrote at home till ten o’clock went down in town; met with Major Bills, had some (conversation) about military matters. At one o’clock went to a meeting of the New police under Colonel Markham, at the Masonic Hall. They were organizing into companies of ten with a captain at the head of each company, but after some discussion it was concluded to organize the whole community of Saints in this county into quorums of twelve deacons and have a bishop at their head and they could thus administer in the lesser offices of the Church and preserve order without a Charter, as the legislature had taken away our Charter and deprived us of our Republican rights. We also agreed not to do any more military duty and licensed ministers of the gospel were not compelled to by the laws of the state. After meeting I sent the names of Lorenzo Clark, E. J. Sabin, Benjamin Jones and Jesse P. Harmon to the County Commissioners Court at Carthage to have them appointed supervisors of the first, second, third and fourth wards as road districts since the charter is repealed. I then went to the police and we there made some new arrangements about the guard. I then went to the Lodge and came home at ten o’clock.

March 15, Saturday. Wrote at home till noon, then went down in town, then to the fencing school, then to the police. The men who went with Brackenberry [Benjamin Brackenbury] had now returned. He had not come to trial, the other party not being ready, but he offered to admit the charge and give bonds for his appearance at next court which is all that the justice of the peace could require if they had went to trial, but he would not do it so determined were they to have a chance to collect and be ready to offer violence to him. The trial was adjourned and this evening we had to raise another company to go with him again so we did accordingly and was to meet in the morning at eight o’clock at this place to prepare to go. From thence I went to the Lodge and came home at nine o’clock p.m.

March 16, Sunday. At eight o’clock I went to police quarters to fit out the company as mentioned yesterday and was engaged at it till about three o’clock when they started after which I met with the police and came home at dark.

March 17, Monday. In the forenoon went to L. R. Foster’s and had him to take a dagueratype likeness of myself; this was given me by the Old Police as a token of regard for me as their Captain. From there I went to several places on the flat then to Brother J. Knight, Sr., then to the police and then went with Major Lee to Brother Free’s; they were very sick. From there I went to the Lodge and came home at ten o’clock. It was a very cold windy night.

March 18, Tuesday. At home writing. Met police and Lodge, home at ten o’clock.

March 19, Wednesday. At home till in the evening, met the police and at dark stood guard at Brother Brigham Young’s. Had some talk with him about settling the interior of the country between the head waters of the Arkansas and the head waters of the Colorado of the West. Home at eight o’clock.

March 20, Tuesday. At home writing till in the evening and then met the police and then went to the Lodge home at ten o’clock.

March 21, Friday. In the morning went with my wife to Isaac Allred’s on a visit to see her sister and I met with Brother C. [Charles] C. Rich, and was with him until noon talking about the exaltation to be obtained by being faithful, and etc. In the meantime we went up to the upper end of town I then went to Brother John Higbee’s and then came down to the printing office and then went and helped my wife carry her child home. Then met police and Lodge and home at ten o’clock.

March 22, Saturday. At home until noon then went down to the river for wood was at Joseph Knight’s then met with the police. This evening Elder J. [John] Taylor sent a company under the commands of A. C. Brewer, to meet with us, wishing them to abide my instructions. They were composed of the hands in the printing office principally and he desired to have one of the old police to be at his house every night where one or more of Captain Brewers men would be to guard Elder [John] Taylor and the policemen who would be there could direct them what to do if any attack should be made on him. From there I went to the Lodge; home at ten o’clock.

March 23, Sunday. In the forenoon I went with my wife to Brother Benjamin Jones’ and at two o’clock I went to Charles C. Rich’s, leaving my wife at Jones’. I had been notified by Brother Rich that a committee had been appointed to write a history of the Nauvoo Legion for Elder Willard Richards, who was writing the Church History. The committee was composed of Charles C. Rich, A. [Albert] P. [Perry] Rockwood, Theodore Turley, and myself. We met and proceeded to business until about eight o’clock, and then sent the report by [Theodore] Turley to [Willard] Richards for approval or disapproval. I then, after having some conversation with Brother Rich on some particular matters of the kingdom, came home.

March 24, Monday. At home writing until two o’clock, then went down in town and had a talk with Brother J. D. Lee on his temporal affairs. Then went to the Police, and then to the Lodge; at ten o’clock home.

March 25, Tuesday. In the forenoon went to John Higbee’s and made some arrangements with him and his wife about helping me procure.

From thence I went down the river bank to try and buy some wood and stopped at the Printing Office, then went to the Police. Brother Brigham Young met with us and informed us that it is in contemplation to incorporate one square mile of the city so as to include the [Nauvoo] temple, Nauvoo House and other public property, which could be done according to the Statute Laws of Illinois, and thus keep up a legal Police for the protection of our lives and property. In the meantime General Rich came in and informed me that the History of the Legion, as we had wrote it, was accepted, and we were requested to meet again tonight at his house to write more and continue it from time to time until the same should be completed. I then came to his house and we proceeded with the History; and I came home at nine o’clock.

March 26, Wednesday. Wrote at home until noon then went to the Lodge and wrote the minutes of the last two meetings; from there I went to Petty’s gun smith shop to get a brace of pistols made, and then went to the Police, and then went with Brother Daniel Carns to Brother Jones’ and took supper, and we then went to Brother Rich’s to continue the history of the Legion. About nine o’clock we adjourned, after the committee had appointed me to finish the history; and when I came home I found F. M. Edwards at my home who had returned to Nauvoo for council. He was one who had been led away by James Emmett to the wilderness.

March 27, Thursday. In the morning I went down in town by the request of the Shoe Maker’s Association to do some business for them, after which I saw and had a talk with Brother Lee, who gave me some light on some spiritual matters. I then went to Brother Willard Richards’ to see about the history of the Legion; from thence I went to see General Rich, and went with him to my house, and after dinner I went to the Police; and we all went to Leonard Schussler’s Brewery and got what beer we could drink, and as we were coming back I stopped at Brother Joseph Knight’s and had some conversation with my mother-in-law. I then came home a little after dark.

March 28, Friday. At home writing the history of the Legion until two o’clock; then by C. [Charles] C. Rich’s to the Police, and from thence to the Lodge, and home about ten o’clock.

March 29, Saturday. In the forenoon I went to John Higbee’s; from thence to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s, and at two o’clock went to the Masonic Hall to meet with the Lodge to attend to the funeral obsequies of John P. Smith, a brother Mason, and there the Lodge formed the procession at three o’clock and marched to the stand where we were addressed by Brother Orson Hyde. At four o’clock we then marched to the burying ground where we arrived about sunset; we then returned to the Lodge and commenced work on the third degree, and at ten I came home.

March 30, Sunday. In the forenoon I went with my wife to meeting at the Stand. Elder A. [Almon] W. Babbitt spoke and was followed by President Young. From meeting we came home and at four o’clock p.m. I went to the police with G. [George] D. Grant and John Kay who came to my house, from thence I came by Brigham Jones’ with Warren Smith part of the way, and at Jones’ I met with S. H. Earl, and he came home with me about dark, and I went with him to see Dr. Isaac Morley and about nine o’clock came home and he went to Brother Jones’ again.

March 31, Monday. Was at home, having my house plastered, until four o’clock then met with the police and Lodge and came, by Brother [Willard] Richards home about ten o’clock.

APRIL 1845

April 1, Tuesday. At home having my house plastered until in the afternoon; went down in town and then went to Brother John D. Lee’s; while there Brother M. Meecham presented me with a letter; it was from Elder W. [Willard] Richards in answer to one I had sent him on the 19th of February last. Elder [Willard] Richards some time previous had proposed to me to pay the police some forty dollars as he felt for their welfare, and I told him it would not be their feelings to receive it from him but he persisted in his desire to relieve them somewhat and requested me to lay the matter before them and inform him what he should do. And I accordingly did so, and they all as with common consent declared that it was improper to receive assistance from him or any one of the Twelve and that they felt it their duty to guard them and the [Nauvoo] temple without remuneration from them as it was a Church matter. But lest Brother [Willard] Richards might feel himself treated with contempt in their refusal they all agreed to present him with a fancy bedstead as a token of their respect for him and that I should write him a line expressing their good feelings for him and the Twelve, which was to be presented with the bedstead which letter read as follows (it should have been inserted on the 19th of February last.):

“February 19 [1845].

Elder Willard Richards, Beloved Brother: This is to inform you that I have laid the matter before the “Old Police” relative to the relief which you kindly offered them, which they unanimously declined to receive, considering as they do that it is their bounden duty not only to sustain you and all the Twelve, temporally as well as spiritually; but guard you also against the violence of midnight assassins, who stalk abroad, as wolves in sheep’s clothing, without having you put to any expense or trouble for us. We deem it a sufficient remuneration for us from the Twelve, to be thought worthy, to be entrusted with your lives; and consequently the salvation of the Church, when wicked men are continually arrayed against you; who seek thereby to thwart the purposes of God. Hence it would not be proper for us to receive temporal assistance from you. Be assured that the `Old Police’ have the most unfeigned love and respect for you, and duly appreciate your kind offer and as a small token of their respect, have sent the bedstead, which accompanies these lines; which I hope you will receive as such, while I have the honor to be your most sincere friend and brother in the New Covenant, Elder W. [Willard] Richards,

(Signed) Hosea Stout, Done in behalf of the `Old Police.'”

When the letter and bedstead was presented it came entirely unexpected to him but he said we would hear from him hereafter but we heard nothing more until today upon the receipt of this letter which was as follows:

“March 31, 1845.

Colonel Hosea Stout–Beloved Brother;

Permit me at this late hour, to apologize to you, and through you to those dear brethren, the “Old Police” of Nauvoo, for a seeming carelessness on my part, in not responding to your philanthropic communication of the 19th ultimo, at an earlier date.

Nothing but a press of business could have prevented a timely acknowledgement of your kind favor, which has scarce been absent from my mind for a moment, but I have many little cares for the public weal, I mean the Brethren, the Kingdom of Saints, and will attend to all as fast as time permits. Accept this apology, dear, with my thanks, and my blessings, and my prayers, which shall ever ascend to Heaven in your behalf. I received your “token of respect, the bedstead” with all the thought, warmth of feeling and friendship with which it was presented, and although you may be a little covetous, inasmuch as the giver is more blessed than the receiver, yet the blessing shall be multiplied on your heads an hundred fold. The “Old Police” are God’s Noblemen. Watchmen in Zion; go on in your labors of love, and you shall stand in the Towers on the walls of the Holy City, “shall see eye to eye”, shall encompass the peaceful habitation of the saints at a glance, when your enemies shall be no more, and your joy shall be full; and although you may be disturbed of your rest for a little season, yet bye and bye you shall rest in peace, your sleep shall be sweet unto you, and you shall say it is enough we have seen the salvation of the Most High and we want for no good thing. God bless the “Old Police” forever, Amen. I remain your brother in the kingdom of watching and praying. Colonel Hosea Stout. Willard Richards.”

From Brother Lee’s I went to police and read the letter to them. They were all well-pleased with the spirit which manifested towards us. From thence I came home about dark.

April 2, Wednesday. I was at home until noon having my upper room plastered. Then went to assist Worthen, borrowed some money which we got of the Trustee in Trust, was with General Rich, until time to meet the police, where I went and then came home at dark.

April 3, Tuesday. In the morning I went to the temple and was roughly accosted by Brothers [Reynolds] Cahoon and [Alpheus] Cutler about a circumstance which took place last night at the [Nauvoo] temple. They said that the Old Police had beat a man almost to death in the temple. To which I replied I was glad of it and that I had given orders to that effect in case anyone should be found in the temple after night and they had only done as they were told, or ordered, that they had been imposed upon long enough while on duty and I was determined to bear it no longer. This created considerable warmth of feelings in them and the by-standers, however after they understood the matter they seemed satisfied and said the guard only done their duty. From thence I went to the Higbees, from thence to Gully’s store, and there met with Brother [Daniel] Carn and told him the circumstance at the temple and we concluded to lay the matter before President Brigham Young and get his advice. As we went, we met Brother H. [Heber] C. Kimball and while relating the matter to him Brother Brigham came to us and we related the matter to him and he approved of the proceedings of the police and said he wanted us to still guard the temple after which he and Brother [Heber C.] Kimball went to the temple to regulate the matters there which was done to our satisfaction and justification.

I went from thence to Brother [Theodore] Turleys, and from thence to see Brother Harmon and from thence to the Lodge to a regular communication at four o’clock, from thence home at eight o’clock p.m.

April 4, Friday. Was in and about home until evening, and then went to police and Lodge; home about ten o’clock p.m.

April 5, Saturday. In the forenoon I went to John Higbee’s and at one o’clock met the police to inspect their arms and then took them out and trained them awhile and then marched to the Mansion House; from thence to the printing office and there A. [Ariah] C. Brewer joined with us and we then went to L. Schussler’s Brewery and got what beer we wanted to drink, after which we marched back to our quarters and after making some arrangements to defend the conference which was to commence tomorrow, against the violence of our enemies who had threatened to break it up, I went to the Lodge do some business, home at eight o’clock.

April 6, Sunday. General Conference. This was General Conference and I was instructed to keep the “Old Police” in readiness to suppress any riot or breach of the peace which might happen there had been threats from our enemies that conference should be broke up. The day went off quietly no disturbance, except Dr. [John F.] Charles from Warsaw who came and was taking notes for the “Warsaw Signal”–he pretended to be our friend but in reality he was a secret enemy lurking in our midst. In the afternoon he was invited to leave which made him so mad that he did not take any more notes that day. In the evening met the police and then went to John Higbees and came home a little after dark and about nine or ten o’clock Brother Arnold and Thomas [S.] Williams came to my house and informed me that three of the mobocrats from Pontusuc was in the city at a Mr. Smith’s, and wished to know what to do about it. I went with them to temple guard and while some went after Colonel Markham and others, I went to consult General Rich and get his mind.

He was in bed and after he got up we had a talking; he was taken with some kind of a spasm and fainted and fell against me and down on the floor groaning as a dying man. This caused great alarm, for his family was afraid someone in disguise had come in my name and taken his life but he was well again in a few moments after putting him to bed and after we had come to a conclusion on the subject, I returned to the temple and reported to let them alone till morning; came home at two o’clock a.m.

April 7, Monday. At nine o’clock a.m. I went to the conference and the cold wind blowing the dust in clouds on the congregation, the conference was removed to another part in among the hills. In the forenoon Dr. [John F.] Charles made complaint that he had been insulted by some boys and abruptly demanded to know if this people tolerated such things of which President [Brigham] Young satisfied him that they did not. In a short time he came back again making more bitter complaints than ever. President [Brigham] Young then called for me and requested me to protect him from further insults and ferret out the names of the boys who insulted him. I conducted him to the Mansion House and informed Brother [John] Pack what had happened to him and he promised to see him duly protected and I came back; and conference being adjourned for noon I came home and in the afternoon accompanied my wife to meeting, after which I went with her to a grand concert of vocal and instrumental music at the Concert Hall at six o’clock p.m. We were well entertained until about eleven o’clock and came home.

April 8, Tuesday. Attended conference as before and in the evening went to the concert and home at eleven o’clock.

April 9, Wednesday. Attended Seventies’ Conference at the Stand and in the evening accompanied my wife to the concert. Met the 11th Quorum of Seventies in the afternoon near the Stand. Home at eleven o’clock p.m.

April 10, Tuesday. At home until about one o’clock p.m. then accompanied my wife to President Harmon’s, and I went to the Lodge and printing office, thence to Brother [Theodore] Turley’s and A. [Allen] J. Stout, and back to Harmon’s and went then with my wife to the Masonic Hall and after attending to the police the “Old Police” who had been invited to by the proprietors, went to see an exhibition of the scenery of the murder of Brothers Joseph and Hyrum [Smith] at Carthage, also of Jesus raising Lazarus and other like paintings; it was an entertaining display of art. We came home about nine o’clock.

April 11, Friday. In the morning before breakfast went to the upper landing for wood, came by John Higbee’s and rode with Brothers Brigham Young and [Orrin Porter] Rockwell to Hendrix’s, thence home and wrote until about five o’clock p.m. Then met police had a good and lively meeting then went to Allen Stout’s and home at eight o’clock.

April 12, Saturday. At home until about two o’clock and then went with my wife to the Masonic Hall to a feast of beer and cakes prepared by the Old Police. The Old Police and wives and some of the Twelve were present; we had a joyful time, as much cakes and beer as we could eat and drink; we broke up about nine o’clock p.m. and I then came home.

April 13, Sunday. In the forenoon went to meeting at the Stand there was some officers there with writs for Brother [Brigham] Young and others. The U. S. Marshal was one. Elder [John] Taylor spoke on the Stand; give them to understand that if they made an attempt to serve the writs it would cost them their lives and also told them how they had murdered two of our best men while under a civil process and the authorities of the state pledged for their safety and that we would submit to no more such outrages on our lives and liberties. In the afternoon I went to the Seventies’ Hall from thence to the police and came home about eight o’clock.

April 14, Monday. Worked at home until three o’clock. Then went to the temple and Petty’s shop for pistols then to the police and done business at the Masonic Hall until about eight; came home by the temple, stayed with the guard, came home at nine o’clock.

April 15, Tuesday. I was at home until about eleven o’clock, went to Brother Jones and was there taken very sick; went to bed and about four o’clock got up and went to the police. From thence to Brother [Theodore] Turley’s to make some arrangements about the old police in relation to the incorporation of the city as mentioned on the 25th of last March. Home at eight o’clock.

April 16, Wednesday. In the morning I went to see General Rich about the “Old Police” as with Brother [Theodore] Turley last evening; from thence I went to see Brother J. D. Lee to have him assist me with the Old Police Regulations as above but he being sick could not attend with me. I then came home at four o’clock p.m., met with the President and Trustees of the Town Incorporation, whose names are: Alpheus Cutler, Orson Spencer, C. [Charles] C. Rich, T. [Theodore] Turley and D. [David] Fullmer. They appointed the “Old police” to be the regular police of the town and I was appointed captain of the same and I succeeded in having Brother Lee appointed one of the Assessors and Collectors of the Town. I then came home about dark.

April 17, Thursday. In the morning I went to Harmon’s shop to get a table made, thence to the printing office, thence up to Blazzard’s saw pit for lumber for the table, thence to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and stayed there until three o’clock, thence to Brother Lee’s who was still sick; thence to the Lodge to a regular communication. Thence met with the police and came by Brother Lee’s again, home at dark.

April 18, Friday. Worked in my garden until twelve o’clock and then went to Lodge at one, then went to Seventies’ Hall to see Brother Lee, then came to Brother Harmons’ and got him to detail the guard as I was very sick. I then came home a little while before dark.

April 19, Saturday. In the morning I was sent for by Brother Lee who wanted to see me. I went there and done some business with him and then went to General Rich’s to meet the committee to write the Nauvoo Legion but they not coming I came home about eleven, and in the evening met with Police; came home after dark and just after I had gone to bed Thomas L. Edwards, Sr. came who had been with Emmett in the wilderness. He was in a sad condition, said he wanted counsel to know what to do.

April 20, Sunday. In the morning myself and wife Lucretia Fisher went to Brother John D. Lee’s to a social meeting we came there about nine o’clock; we had a good and friendly meeting President Amasa Lyman, Brother Lee and wife and others were present. We came from there by the temple to Brother Jones’ and in the afternoon my wife and I went to meeting, and then we all came home and I met the police and came home a little after dark.

April 21, Monday. In the morning I went to the [Nauvoo] temple and met with [Louis] Dana [also spelled Denna] went to Brother Harmon’s with him to a council, from there to Brigham’s and went with Brother Shumway to the upper landing for wood, then came to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s then came home went with my wife to Roberts, for crocks, then came to Brother Jones; took dinner, wife came home and I went to temple to do business for the “Old Police” came home and met police and after detailing some on particular patrol duty came home at dark.

April 22, Tuesday. At home until after noon; went down in town and met police home at nine o’clock.

April 23, Wednesday. In the morning went with my wife to Isaac Allred’s and A. [Allen] J. Stout’s on a visit and I went to J. Higbee’s, then to see Mrs. Clyde; gave her some counsel relative to her situation, then went to Father Knight’s, had some talk with Sarah, came thence to [Charles] Allen’s then went to police and then came with Brother Shumway to Lyon’s store for wine; he was going away. I then went and took my wife home a little after dark.

April 24, Thursday. In the morning went to Printing Office then went with G. [George] D. Grant up the river for some wood and came home at noon and in the evening met the police and came home at dark. Very wet, boisterous day.

April 25, Friday. In the morning I went to see Warren Smith on police duty and came home and went down on the flat to see Brothers Daniels and Kay; had a talk with them on police operations and afterwards met the police and came home at dark. Met General Rich on my way and went with him home and then to Warren Smith’s and went on patrol duty with him, Daniel’s, Kay and others, and came home about ten o’clock.

April 26, Saturday. In the morning went with my wife to the meat market, and meeting with G. W. Langley on the way we came home and went down on the flat and saw several police on business; met with Kay and Daniels made some police arrangements, and met Joel Terry at the Mansion went home with him took dinner and agreed to take him under my instruction in things pertaining to the kingdom of God. We went to the [Nauvoo] temple and I meeting with Brother L. [Lucius] N. Scovil. We went to J. P. Harmon’s, and I stopped there until evening, met police, and gave them some instructions relative to the proper order of things then came home a little after dark.

April 27, Sunday. I went with my wife to meeting at the Stand; Elders [Almon W.] Babbitt and [John] Taylor preached. Old Father Cowles, one of Law’s apostates was there, a company of boys assembled to whistle him out of town but I prevented them. I came home in the evening, went to police, on my way was informed that the old man had been whistled out immediately after meeting. I met police and came home before dark.

April 28, Monday. At home until noon then met with the Lodge and at four o’clock met the police and had a meeting and all told their feelings, we had a good time and love and union prevailed. I came home at nine o’clock.

April 29, Tuesday. In the morning I went with my wife to the graveyard and came home and went down on the flat; about one o’clock went to the printing office, and then met with the police home at nine o’clock.

April 30, Wednesday. We went down to the Lodge at one o’clock, and at four o’clock met with the Eleventh Quorum at the Masonic Hall and at six o’clock met the police as usual; home at nine o’clock.

MAY 1845

May 1, Thursday. In the morning wrote Alfred Brown’s history and was in and about home until noon, went to see Brother [Theodore] Turley on some business for the police and went to the Lodge at four o’clock, it was no communication, then met the police and came home about nine o’clock.

May 2, Friday. In the forenoon I went to Worthen’s and the temple, then down on the flat and at one o’clock met with the Lodge and then went round about town with G. W. Langley and met the police and came home before dark a little.

May 3, Saturday. In the morning went to Brother Jones’ stayed till eleven o’clock; then went down to the Lodge and at one o’clock then went to Petty’s shop and got a brace of pistols then came to the police and then came home about dark.

May 4, Sunday. In the forenoon went to meeting with my wife and heard Brigham Young preach; came home and after dinner went to meeting again and then met the police and at dark went on guard at Brigham Young’s until twelve o’clock p.m. then patrolled round by the [Nauvoo] temple home with Joel Terry. Came home about eight o’clock a.m.

May 5, Monday. In the forenoon went to see General Rich about establishing a picket guard on all the roads leading from Nauvoo to keep our enemies from passing to and from Nauvoo. We made the arrangement and I came home about noon and went to the Lodge and afterwards went with Colonel John Scott to see after some of our enemies who were lurking about town, then met police and came home before dark.

May 6, Tuesday. I was home until noon and met with the Lodge at one o’clock then met with the police, the Twelve was present, home a little after dark.

May 7, Wednesday. At home until noon. Brother Kay came to my house we went down on the flat together, I gave him a double-barrelled pistol. I went to the Lodge at one, and at five o’clock met with a general convention of the officers of the Nauvoo Legion to regulate matters in case we should be attacked by our enemies. I was appointed to act as Brigadier General, 2nd Cohort then met police and came home before dark.

May 8, Thursday. In the morning I went with J. [Joseph] B. [Bates] Nobles [Noble] to see John Bills to regulate matters pertaining to the 2nd Cohort. We came home and I went down on the flat and then went to General Rich’s to meet the committee to write the history of the legion; from thence I met with the police and then came home before dark.

May 9, Friday. In the morning went with my wife to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and other places on the flat and came home at twelve o’clock, and I went to the Lodge at one o’clock and then met with the police. Elder [John] Taylor came and desired us to take a boat around Night’s Mill Dam for Ivins; we went and did so, and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple to be sworn into office; but was too late. I then came home about dark, very sick with a headache.

May 10, Saturday. At home until noon, then went on the flat, and brought home some cheese and butter and then met the police and came home about eleven o’clock.

May 11, Sunday. Went to meeting at the Stand and came home at noon and after dinner went back to meeting, and then met the police came home about dark.

May 12, Monday. In the morning I went to the meat market for some provisions and came home, and Joseph Worthen came to my house and we rode down on the flat to see Kay and Daniels, when I came with Kay to see some men on the hill and then went back and I went with Daniels to see a man about some money. We then went down Mulholland Street onto the flat again and I went to see Father Knight and also had an audience with Bishop [Daniel] Carn and went back to Father Knight’s, and then went to the Lodge at one o’clock and then met with the police at the [Nauvoo] temple where we were all sworn into office as policemen of the town of Nauvoo as before mentioned; from thence I went to the Masonic Hall to meet with the officers of the Fifth Regiment and gave them some instructions pertaining to their duty in case we should have any difficulty with the mob at court. I then started home and stopped at Brother Lee’s awhile and again started home and in a few minutes met Brothers Brigham and Lorenzo Young, and after some conversation I went home with Brother Brigham, and while there Brother C. Daniels and some other policemen came there who was on the hunt of some men by the name of Hodges [Possibly Abraham C. Hodge and/or Amos C. Hodge] who were suspected of being guilty of murdering a man in the town. After some conversation with them I went with them.

We found some men from Iowa who had come over after them and did not know what to do so we all went on the hunt. We first went to see Colonel Markham ho had been in pursuit of them, and he came with us. We then went and raised some more men and went where it was said they were and found them. They refused to be taken until daylight, so we guarded the house until day, when they gave themselves up and was conducted away by Colonel Markham. I, after serving a search warrant on them and another house for stolen goods, went to Father Knight’s and took breakfast, being almost worn down with fatigue.

DIARY (1845-1846) OF HOSEA STOUT
From May 12, 1845 to February 12, 1846
JOURNAL OF HOSEA STOUT, VOL. 2
May 13, Tuesday. I then went to Dr. [Theodore] Turley’s and got a horse and buggy and in company with Kay went and done some business with some brethren from Mississippi. I then went home and after dinner we went on the flat and at one o’clock I met the Lodge, after which I was round in town until time to meet the police, which I did, and at dark met the officers of the Fourth Regiment and taught as I did the officers last evening. Came home at ten o’clock.

May 14, Wednesday. At home until eleven o’clock, then went to Brother [Theodore] Turley’s and then went to other places and at one o’clock met with the Lodge and at two o’clock met the committee to write the History of the Legion at General Rich’s, and at six o’clock met the police, and came home at dark.

May 15 [1845], Thursday. Today was kept by the church in fasting and prayer. At nine o’clock I went on the flat, as the trial of the [William and Stephen Hodge] Hodges came off today before Esquires Johnson and Higbee. Just as the parties were ready to examine the witnesses the sheriff from Lee County, Iowa, presented an endictment against them from the Lee County Circuit Court, which after considerable debate by the lawyers, the court decided to be valid and the prisoners were committed, and after taking council with their lawyers they consented to go immediately to Iowa and went accordingly.

There was a great excitement about this murder in Iowa and our enemies taking the advantage of us endeavoured to lay this thing to the Mormons and when they found that those men were in Nauvoo, raised a hue and cry that we were harboring the murderers and that it was no use to come after them. This was when there was an excitement up against us, as court time was near and our enemies sought every opportunity [to] raise evil reports against us; hence, the people of Iowa was jealous and expected we would not let the men go, but when the court decided against them and they being conveyed by the police to Madison the same evening, they saw we were willing to do justice by all and they all as with one accord declared that we were abused and misrepresented so the matter turned in our favor and they instead of being our enemies as the mob intended became our friends. I then met the police and came home at dark.

[May] 16, Friday. In the forenoon went down on the flat and was with other policemen until one o’clock then met with the Lodge and police.

[May] 17, Saturday. In the morning I went down on the flat and at one o’clock met with the Lodge and police as usual and at dark met in council at the Seventies’ Hall with the authorities to take into consideration the best method for the brethren to pursue who had to attend court at Carthage next week. After council I came home about eleven o’clock.

[May] 18, Sunday. Before meeting time General Rich came to my house to make some arrangements with me, relative to our operations in case we should be attacked by our enemies, while the brethren were at court and as he was one of the jury he had to be absent and it was necessary for me to act in his place and the mob intended to do something in order to have us commit ourselves as a people that they might have a pretext to call out the militia against us. So after we had made the necessary arrangements we went to meeting at the Stand and in time of meeting collected eight brethren who were lately from the south. And after giving them the necessary instructions, sent them out in different parts of the county to spy out the plans and designs of the mob. After meeting, I went to Brother Brigham Jones’and took dinner and returned to meeting in the afternoon after which I met the police and came home at dark.

May 19, Monday. In the forenoon I went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and thence to Brother Joseph Knight’s and at one met the Lodge. After which I was with Brother H. [Howard] Egan and met the police, and came home at dark and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple as I had heard that there were suspicions that some evil was intended but nothing serious occurred. I then went by Brother C. [Charles] C. Rich’s and came home about eleven o’clock.

[May] 20, Tuesday. In the morning I went with my wife to the store and came home and then went to see Bishop Miller, who had sent for me who was at the [Nauvoo] temple. He wanted to see me about the guard at the [Nauvoo] temple. I then went to Allen J. Stout’s and at one o’clock met the Lodge, after which I met the police as usual and came home at dark.

[May] 21 Wednesday. I went down by the [Nauvoo] temple to A. [Allen] J. Stout and met the Lodge and police; as usual home at dark.

[May] 22, Thursday. In the forenoon I went with my wife to Brigham Jones, on a visit and came home and then met the police and came home at dark.

[May] 23, Friday. In the forenoon I went down to the [Nauvoo] temple and saw John Kay working in the temple and had a long talk with him and matters concerning police duty and other business. Came home and after dinner met the Lodge and police as usual and came home about one hour after dark.

May 24 [1845], Saturday. This morning at six o’clock the capstone of the [Nauvoo] temple was to be laid by the Twelve. Myself and wife went. It was a very cold and disagreeable morning, the wind was in the N.E. We were present and beheld it laid. The band of music was present and played some appropriate airs when the ceremony of laying the stone was performed by the Twelve, when all the congregation shouted Hosanna to the Most High God for his preserving care over us in delivering us out of the hands of our enemies thus far. It was a beautiful sight to behold the surrounding country from the top of this splendid edifice erected to the name of the Most High God. How different the scene this morning from the day the foundation stone was laid under the hands of the Prophet Joseph Smith at the head of the Nauvoo Legion, and Sidney Rigdon at his right hand as his spokesman. I remembered the flow of eloquence which gladdened the hearts of the Saints on that day as he addressed the vast assemblage. But now our Prophet has fell a martyr to the cause, sealed his testimony with his blood, and Sidney has turned a traitor to the cause of God and is now blaspheming against that same Prophet to which he was appointed a spokesman. And has this day been proved a false prophet, in the eyes of all the Saints, for he has prophesied that the walls of the temple would never be completed, which was done to our great joy which seemed this morning to be full.

After the stone was laid President Brigham Young observed to the Saints present that this was the Seventh day, the day in which the Lord finished the work of creation and rested so we this day had finished the work of wall of the [Nauvoo] temple and he would say to them to rest also, that it was the Jewish Sabbath and he would release all those who were working on the [Nauvoo] temple from labor this day. And said also that all the Saints who felt to keep to day sacred to the name of the Lord could do so too, but said they could do as they saw proper. We then came home about [seven] o’clock and at one o’clock met the Lodge and police as usual and came home at dark. [May] 25, Sunday. Went with my wife to meeting; at noon went to Benjamin Jones’ and took dinner. We then went back to meeting again, after which we came home and I went on the flat and met with the police and at dark patrolled with [Howard] Egan, Daniels Kay and other policemen, on the flat and upper landing and was out all night.

May 26, Monday. Early in the morning I went in company with George D. Grant to see Brothers Heber C. Kimball and Brigham Young. They taught us some principals of the kingdom about the law of consecration. I then went to Allen J. Stout’s and heard that the warehouse at the upper landing was broken open last night and Bryant’s and [Howard] Egan’s goods stolen and I with other policemen were on the lookout for the goods. At one o’clock met the Lodge and the police, and at dark met in council with Brigham Young, H. C. Kimball, A. [Amasa] Lyman, G. [George] A. Smith, D. [Daniel] Carn, H. [Howard] Egan, G. [George] D. Grant, C. Daniels, John Kay, at the Masonic Hall, and came home at eleven o’clock at night. [May] 27, Tuesday. In the morning early met at the Hall again with the same as last night. We remained there all day; I met the police in the evening and came home at eleven o’clock at night.

[May] 28, Wednesday. Early in the morning I went to the Hall again on business and at one o’clock met with the Lodge and came home and in the evening; met the police, and came home at dark.

[May] 29, Thursday. In the morning Thomas L. Edwards came to my house wanted to know how I felt towards him I told him. I then went to the meat market, came home, and met the Lodge and police as usual and came home at dark.

[May] 30, Friday. Early this morning I went to Brother [E. J.] Sabin, took breakfast and had some talk with him on the spiritual kingdom and came by Benjamin Jones, and then came home and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple and saw Brother Daniels and Kay. Then I went in company with Brother H. [Heber] C. Kimball who wanted me to see [and] Brother Scovil which I did in the evening. I went from the temple to see Brother [Howard] Egan and then came home and in the evening met the police and came home a little after dark.

[May] 3l, Saturday. Wrote at home in the morning then went down to Joseph Knight’s, then met the Lodge and police as usual home at dark.

JUNE 1845

June 1, Sunday. In the forenoon I went to meeting with my wife and came home and after dinner I went to meeting again, and then came home and met the police and came home at dark.

[June] 2, Monday. In the morning Brothers Matthews and Thomas came to see me about raising a company of Southern Brethren for my regiment. I gave them some instructions on the subject. I then went to see Brother Brigham from thence to Brother Knight and then met the Lodge and police as usual and came home at dark.

[June] 3, Tuesday. In the morning went to see L. D. Driggs and at nine o’clock. Met the Lodge and at one went to see the scenery of the Carthage murder exhibited at the Masonic Hall, and then met the police home at dark.

[June] 4, Wednesday. At home till evening and [E.] J. Sabin and [blank] here on a visit; met the police home at dark.

[June] 5, Thursday. In the morning went to see General Rich, then to the [Nauvoo] temple, then to the Lodge at nine o’clock and then to the Masonic Hall and then home and met police as usual came home at dark.

June 6, Friday. Worked at home until noon and then went to the Lodge and police as usual, came home at dark.

[June] 7, Saturday. In the morning went down on the flat and got some fish and came home accompanied by Bishop D. [Daniel] Carn and after dinner we went down again and I met the Lodge at one, after which I went to Davis’ Landing on the river and bought some pine lumber with James H. Glines who bought some beer and brought it to the Hall for the police with me, and after having a good drink I came home at dark.

[June] 8, Sunday. In the forenoon I went to meeting with my wife at the Stand and came home at noon and in the evening met with the Seventies Conference at their hall or nearby there met the police and came home about dark.

[June] 9, Monday. Brother Lewis D. Wilson came to see me before I was up. After breakfast I went to [Samuel] Gully’s Store and at one met the Lodge and then came home and afterwards met the police and came home at dark.

[June] 10, Tuesday. In the morning I set out some cabbage plants and then went to see Brother Willis and came home and after dinner met the Lodge and then went with Brother [Daniel] Carn to the [Nauvoo] temple and saw Brother Brigham about the ferry then met the police and came home at dark.

[June] 11, Wednesday. In the morning I went with my wife to look at the [Nauvoo] temple and came home and met the Lodge at one, and at four o’clock met the Eleventh Quorum of Seventies at the Masonic Hall and then met the police and came home at dark.

[June] 12, Tuesday. This was fast day. I was at home until about two o’clock then went on the flat by way of the [Nauvoo] temple; met the Lodge at four then met the police and then saw Brigham who gave me advice about police duty; home at ten o’clock.

June 13, Friday. In the forenoon I went to the [Nauvoo] temple and in company with Elders [Heber C.] Kimball, A. [Amasa] Lyman, Parker and [Shadrach] Roundy; went on the top of the attic story and had a delightful view of the surrounding country, after which I had an interview with Brother Harmon and then went to see Brother [Theodore] Turley and then saw W. [William] Hickman. Then went to Father Knight’s then met the Lodge at two o’clock, then met the police and came home a little after dark.

[June] 14, Saturday. Early this morning I went to L. D. Driggs; came home and then went down on the flat by the [Nauvoo] temple and at two o’clock met the Lodge and then met the police and came home at dark.

[June] 15, Sunday. In the forenoon went to meeting at the Stand came home and after dinner went back to meeting, heard William Smith preach his claim to the Church and was followed by O. [Orson] Hyde. Then met police and after some conversation with some of the police on the subject came home at nine o’clock.

June 16, Monday. In the morning went to the meat market. Also saw S. Earl on some business; came home had some business with C. Canfield then went and saw Brother Lee at the brickyard then went down in town on the flat saw D. [Daniel] Carn on Main Street on police duty and took dinner with Brother Dunn and met the Lodge at two o’clock. Then saw Brother Lee again for Brother Langley and met the police and then went to see Brother [Brigham] Young at his house. Then went to Brother Harmon’s and we went with Brother McArthur to the [Nauvoo] temple to instruct the guard and then I came home about ten o’clock.

[June] 17, Tuesday. In the forenoon saw James Pace on business then went down to the river with J. D. Lee and others to load timber for Brother Joseph Young’s house. Met the Lodge and police as usual, had some talk with John Parker on police matters then saw O. [Orson] Hyde and others on the same business and then came home about half past ten o’clock.

[June] 18, Wednesday. In the morning met Brother Lee at the brickyard and went with him to the [Nauvoo] temple. From thence home with him and I went to A. [Allen] J. Stout, and at two o’clock met the police, after which after notifying some ones of them to tarry we held a council at which I expressed my feeling more fully than usual, as did the rest also. Home at eleven o’clock.

[June] 19, Tuesday. At nine o’clock met [Daniel] Carn, [Howard] Egan and [Shadrach] Roundy to do some business in temporal matters and then went to Father Knight’s to see him on some matters which Brother Binley had to communicate to me about the police. Then met the Lodge and police then went to Brother Brigham’s who gave me instructions about the police and after having some talk with [Howard] Egan and Harmon, I came home about eleven o’clock.

[June] 20, Friday. In the morning went to John T. Barnett’s to give a list of my property to the assessor, came home and met in council with the same police as on the 18th, except L. [Levi] W. Hancock at the Masonic Hall. Then went to Father Knight on the same business as before and then met the Lodge and police as usual. Then went and saw Brother [Brigham] Young and patrolled with [Howard] Egan, Parker, [Daniel] Carns, Harmon and D. McArthur until twelve o’clock and came home, it being a very warm, still, rainy night I was wet.

[June] 21, Saturday. At home until noon and met the Lodge at two o’clock then went up to the upper landing with [Howard] Egan; saw John S. Higbee and Charles Allen on business then met the police then went to see Brother Brigham, and then came home at nine o’clock.

[June] 22, Sunday. In the forenoon went to meeting at the Stand and there saw Allen Weeks about his friend whom he introduced to me it was a rainy day and the meeting broke up. I came home and then went back but it being still wet I went on the flat to the Seventies meeting at the Hall then met the police, after which I patrolled until daylight in company with [Howard] Egan, Harmon, [Daniel] Carn, Parker and etc. and came home about the dawning of the day.

June 23, Monday. In the morning I went with my wife and others to see the [Nauvoo] temple and arsenal then went to Isaac Allred and I went to [Charles] Allen ‘s and at two o’clock met the Lodge and police then came home at dark.

[June] 24, Tuesday. This morning before day I got up and went to the [Nauvoo] temple to see to the guard and when I got there I was informed that one of the Hodges was murdered. I went to the place and found it to be so; he had been knocked down and then stabbed four times in his left side with his own knife and left, and he got up and ran away directing his course to Brigham Young’s to have him lay hands on him. He fell dead within a rod or so of his door. [Charles] Allen and John Scott first saw him. He said he knew who had killed him but could not tell. When I came he was laying in a horrible situation and covered in blood and a jury holding an inquest over his dead body but no trace could be had of those who had killed him at daylight. I went with others to the place where be had been killed and found his knife a short distance therefrom as if it had been thrown away as the man had fled. From thence I went to [Charles] Allen ‘s and then came home about breakfast time and took a short nap and about nine o’clock. Went home with Allen Weeks where I stayed until twelve then went to the [Nauvoo] temple. Saw Harmon and then went to [Charles] Allen’s and took another sleep as I was very much worn out. Then met the police and came home with Shumway and then I came home a little after dark.

June 25, Wednesday. At home Brother Shumway came to see me and about ten o’clock went to lay hands on Phineas Young who was sick. I came home and after dinner went with my wife to see Sister Sabin who was very low. I then went to the Lodge at two and at four, met the police as usual. The Twelve also met with us to council on some matters then agitating the town. Brother William Smith addressed us and was followed by Brother Brigham; we were dismissed about dark. I then saw and had an interview with Brother Lee and came home about half past ten.

[June] 26, Tuesday. In the forenoon I went to Brother Allen Week’s. Stayed there until eleven o’clock then went down to Brother Knight’s, and took dinner and met the Lodge at two then went to the printing office and down Main Street and met the police and came home at dark and learning that Sister Sabin was very sick, I went with my wife to visit her. We came home about midnight.

[June] 27, Friday. Wrote at home until noon and then met the Lodge and police as usual then came home and went on patrol guard until twelve and went to bed at Brigham’s and stayed till morning.

[June] 28, Saturday. Took breakfast at [Charles] Allen ‘s and then came home and worked till noon and then met the Lodge and police then went to A. [Allen] Weeks then to [E. J.] Sabins and then came home about ten o’clock.

[June] 29, Sunday. In the forenoon went to meeting to the Stand which was now moved to the old place west of the [Nauvoo] temple. Brother E. [Ezra] T. [Taft] Benson spoke and was followed by President Brigham Young. I came home and met the police and then went to see Brother [Brigham] Young and then came home at ten o’clock.

June 30, Monday. In the morning went to Allen Weeks’ and I then went to A. Stout’s and then after seeing Amasa Lyman I went to the Lodge and I being very sick with a headache came home. And at six o’clock met the police at the [Nauvoo] temple and then went to the Music Hall. From there I went in company with Brother A. [Amasa] Lyman and Charles Shumway to Brother Shumway’s house and in a short time Brother Scovil came, and also Brother Allen Weeks and wife and two of her sisters. We had a short address from Brother [Amasa] Lyman and, after drinking what wine we wanted, we dismissed all six, being very much edified with the remarks of Elder [Amasa] Lyman. The company then dispersed and I stayed in company with Brother Shumway that night on watch and came home early in the morning.

JULY 1845

July 1, Tuesday. This day there was a grand concert for the police at the Masonic Hall; it commenced at ten o’clock. Myself and wife and L. [Lucretia] Fisher went. We had also the twelve and other authorities with us, and was also provided with as much beer, wine, the cakes and etc. as we could eat and drink. We had a very entertaining time; all was peace, good feelings, and brotherly love, no discord or contention among us. It lasted until about six o’clock p.m. When we dismissed I came home. [July] 2, Wednesday. This morning G. W. Langley came to my house and we went to the Hall and round on the flat till two and then met the Lodge and police. I then went to to see Sister Sabin who was sick nigh unto death. From thence to Allen Weeks’ and there entered into the [blank] and came home about daylight in the morning.

July 3, Thursday. This morning I went down on the flat and at nine o’clock met the Lodge and then went on the Hill to the Shoe Shop and at two o’clock met in their council at the Hall with President Brigham Young and G. [George] A. Smith and the officers of the Lodge and the officers of Helm Lodge relative to our two Lodges joining together; it was not decided then. At four o’clock the Lodge met again, being a Regular Communication and there the matter of the Lodges were discussed and referred to Scovil [Shadrach] Roundy and myself to settle. Afterwards I met the police and spoke at considerable length to them on the subject and necessity of their keeping their selves out of all bad company and maintaining an upright and dignified course before the people after which I went to B. [Brigham] Young’s and saw him to get council on some matters and Brother Lee coming, I stayed with him awhile and afterward we got in conversation with Brother [Brigham] Young on the doctrine of Christ’s mission in the world and at eleven o’clock I came home.

[July] 4, Friday. This morning at eight o’clock I went to the Hall to meet with some of the police and was there until twelve o’clock and went round on the flat then met hte Lodge and police and at dark went to the Music Hall to a concert given for the benefit of the “Old Police” and came home at eleven o’clock.

[July] 5, Saturday. Went to the Masonic Hall at ten o’clock and took dinner at Father Knight’s and at two o’clock met the Lodge then the police, came home at dark very lame from a hurt on my foot.

[July] 6, Sunday. Went to meeting at the Stand, heard William Smith and H. [Heber] C. Kimball preach. Came home and after dinner went to meeting again from there to the police then came home at dark and went to see Allen Weeks and was on guard all night came home early in the morning.

July 7, Monday. This morning I went down by the temple to the flat and then went to see Brother [Robert L.] Campbell and engraver and Brother Mandsley, Portrait Painter, to have the likeness of myself and wife taken and engraved on stone, or in other words have a stone of our likeness taken to be lithographed. From thence I went to the Lodge, then to the burying ground to seek for the grave of little Lydia my daughter. I then came home and then met the police and came home at about ten o’clock.

July 8, Tuesday. This morning Brother Shumway and Langley came to see me and we went to the Masonic Hall and I went to Father Knight, and took dinner then met the Lodge and after went to Mandsley’s then met the Police and came home at nine thirty.

[July] 9 Wednesday. This morning I went to Brother Mandsley’s again. From thence to Brother [Robert L.] Campbells and took dinner then went to teh Lodge then met the Eleventh at the same plce then met hte police and came home at dark.

[July] 10, Tuesday. This was a fast day and I went to see Sister Sabin who was yet very sick. From thence to Brother [Allen] Weeks, and from thence, in company with Brother L. [Levi] W. Hancock, to the Stand to meeting and heard Brigham speak on the policy of preserving our health and condemned the present system of doctors, etc. I went from meeting to Father Knight and took dinner then met hte Lodge nad police and came home at dark and then went on (patrol guard) with Brother [Allen] Weeks and came home at daybreak.

[July] 11, Friday. This morning went to the Shoe Shop and got a pair of boots and came home and then went to Mandsley’s again and got my likeness, then went to Father Knight. At two met the Lodge then went to the temple for some lithograph paper and then went to the police and came home about nine o’clock.

[July] 12, Saturday. This morning I met some of the police at the Stand to regulate some seats for ourselves and then went to Father Knight and took dinner and then met the Lodge and police and came home at dark.

[July] 13, Sunday. This was a very wet, disagreeable day until noon when the rain ceased and I went to the [Nauvoo] temple and from thence to the Masonic Hall and met the police and came home about dark.

[July] 14, Monday. Went down on the flats this morning and fell in company with General Rich on the way and had some talk with him; he desired to see me again and I went to the Hall, saw D. D. Yearsly, on my way conversed on merchantile business; the Lodge met at nine o’clock. From thence I went to Brother [Robert L.] Campbell’s, thence to Maudsleys and took dinner at Allen J. Stout’s and met the Lodge again at two o’clock. Then went on the hill to the Shoe Shop, got a pair of shoes and then took them to Brother Maudsley and started to the police. Met with Brother John E. Page. He came with me to the Hill and spoke to the police on the subject of having a house built for himself for which the police subscribed very liberally. I then came home and went to Brother [E. J.] Sabins; and Sister Sabin, who had long been sick, was dead. From thence I went to Brother [Allen] Weeks’ and was on guard all night which turned out to be a very wet, rainy night. I came home in the morning a little after sunrise.

July 15, Tuesday. This morning I went to the upper stone house to buy some groceries of Oliver; fell in company with D. McArthur who was with me. We came by his house, stayed awhile and came home and after dinner went to Brother Tufts who was very sick and after laying hands on him I went to the Lodge; after which I went to Yearsley’s Store then met the police and came home with Brother Shumway and then came home at about dark.

[July] 16, Wednesday. This morning about ten o’clock I went to Petty’s Shop to get a pair of bullet molds made and then went in company with Amasa Lyman to Brother Hewett’s to see dead bodies of the two Hodges who had been hung at Burlington but they had been taken to the graveyard before we got there. I then came with Brother [Theodore] Turley down to [Charles] Allen ‘s and I went to Brother Maudsleys and from there to the Lodge and then went with Brother Langley to John S. Higbee and then met the police and came home at dark.

[July] 17, Tuesday. This morning I went to the arsenal to help put on the timbers for the roof, took dinner at Jones’ went back to the arsenal and at four o’clock met the Lodge at a regular communication. Then met the police came home at dark and patrolled with James Pace about two hours on Parly Street then came home.

[July] 18, Friday. This was a rainy morning, after dinner I went to the Lodge then met the police and came home at dark accompanied by Brothers [Howard] Egan and Shumway and brought home some wine and after supper I returned with Brother [Howard] Egan to the flat and came home about half past eleven o’clock.

Saturday, July 19. Early this morning I went to Warthan’s to get a horse and buggy and went with my wife and child to the Steam Mill about a mile below Nauvoo to get some lumber and came home about noon. After dinner took the horse and buggy home and went to the Lodge. Then went to John Higbee’s then met the police and came home and went to see Allen Week’s and stood patrol guard all night; came home in the morning about sunrise.

[July] 20, Sunday. Went to meeting in the forenoon. Elder Orson Pratt spoke and was followed by Brigham Young’s and others after which [John] Taylor spoke and mentioned about the dissatisfaction which was caused by the two Hodges who were hung at Burlington being buried here that he had been requested to mention it there was remarks made for and against them remaining; the vote being put to the congregation it was almost unanimously decided that they should not remain in our burying ground. I came home and and in the evening met the police and after the duty was over spoke about one hour on certain principles where called forth by a circumstance taking place last night at the [Nauvoo] temple by some persons forcing themselves in the temple abruptly without authority from the police guard. After which I came home about nine o’clock.

Monday [July] 21. This day there was an exhibition of animals in town and the police were invited to go free; it commenced at one o’clock. In the forenoon I was down on the flat, making preparations for the police to go to the show. First about the time the show was to commence there came a hard north wind which blew down the canvas and completely frustrated the calculations of the showmen. It was followed by rain. There was a large concourse of people assembled to see the show; the Seventies’ Hall was crowded to over flowing during the storm and the street was still full of people who still remained, so anxious were they to see. After the winds had somewhat subsided the showmen began to regulate the wagons to still make an exhibition as well as they could. There were crowds of people who, without respect to order or decency, who crowded on to the canvas and etc. of the showmen and rendered it impossible to do anything for them, when the police took it up and tried to enforce order, which they did after having first to knock down some three or four, which raised a great excitement about it, some for and some against the police. At length the show commenced and we had a tolerable time though it was raining most of the time. The police were invited free after the show; I met at the police quarters as usual and came home about half past six o’clock very sick.

Tuesday, July 22. This morning Brother Langley came to my house and we went to the [Nauvoo] temple and went on the top and viewed the landscape over and about noon I went to [Charles] Allen ‘s. Then saw Brother Harris who expressed his good feelings to me and the police for our good and efficient course we had taken yesterday and in former times wishing me God Speed. I then went by the printing office to the temple and came home and after supper met the police. Brother [Brigham] Young met with us and gave us some good advice relative to our duty. I then came home and went on guard as on last Saturday night and came home about sun-up Wednesday.

Wednesday [July] 23. Went down on the flat and temple with Brothers Langley and Shumway, met police. Saw President Brigham Young in the afternoon on matters relating to groceries and such like abominable things; home at dark.

Tuesday [July] 24. This morning I went to Brother Brigham Young’s with the police, agreed on last night to pile his lumber to dry. From thence we went to the Stand to fix our seats. I then went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and took dinner and from thence went to the graveyard with W. [William] D. Huntington the Sexton to hunt the grave of my child. We dug up two graves but they were not the one. We did not find it. I came home and met the police and came home accompanied by Brother Shumway and P. [Phineas] Young, and after taking some wine I went home with Shumway and then went on patrol guard as on Tuesday night and came home before day.

Friday [July] 25. In the forenoon I went down to Gulley’s to get some apples and flour, came home and after dinner met the Lodge and police and came home at dark.

Friday [July] 26. This morning I went to Brother McArthur’s and with him to the Lower Steam Mill for lumber for my house and came home and after dinner met the Lodge and police, came home at dark.

Saturday, July 27. Went to meeting at the Stand. Brother Brigham preached after some business had been done about the Nauvoo House. At noon Brother A.[Amasa] Lyman came home with me and took dinner and we then went back to meeting and at two o’clock I went to the Seventies’ conference at the Hall, and after some general business was done, the different Quorums met separately. I met with the 11th from thence met the police and then came home and went to A. [Allen] Weeks, then to Horn’s Store for candles. Came home at about ten o’clock.

Monday [July] 28. Brother Langley came to my house for me to go home with him to see Sister Vear whose husband was sick; I went and returned home about nine o’clock and after dinner went to the Lodge and then met the police and came home at dark.

Tuesday [July] 29. In the morning Andrew Lytle came here and I went with him to the flat and went to see [Howard] Egan and Kay then came home and after dinner went to the Lodge and then met the police and came home at dark, about which time Brother [Howard] Egan came with a buggy after me to go to a small party at his house to celebrate his wife’s birthday. I went; we had a most agreeable entertainment and had a very delicious supper, well-served up, plenty of wine and beer and other good drinks. The feast was mostly entertained with music, (i.e.), three violins, bass viol and horn, with occasional singing and agreeable conversation. Brother William Clayton, William Pitt, Hutchison, Smithie and Kay were the musicians. We continued until about half past twelve o’clock at night when we dismissed and went away. I have been to but few such agreeable parties in my life where a few were assembled together with the same good feelings of friendship. All seemed of one heart and partook of the enjoyment of the good things and comforts of [life] with that dignity which bespoke that they knew how to appreciate the blessings of God in the way that he designed we should. May they all have many more such good and happy nights. I came home at daylight.

Wednesday [July] 30. In the morning Brother Clark came to my house and I went with him to Warthan’s and I then went to the [Nauvoo] temple and from thence to Levi Stewart’s and took dinner and then went to the Lodge and from thence to Brother [Theodore] Turley’s to get some meat and came home and then met the police and came home at dark.

Tuesday [July] 31. This morning Brother Berry came to my house to lay stone in my cellar. I went to Warthan’s to get some meat and after dinner went to the Lodge and then met the police and came home at dark.

AUGUST 1845

August 1, Friday. Today I had several of the police–to wit; Clark, Pace, Glines, [E. J.] Sabin, A. [Allen] J. Stout to come and dig at my cellar until noon and then they went home and at evening I met the police and came home by Warthan’s and gave him a lesson on his duty, got some meat and came home at nine o’clock.

[August] 2, Saturday. Wrote for Brother Harwood before breakfast and was at home until evening attending to my cellar digging until evening, then met the police. On my way home met A. [Ariah] C. Brewer had a long talk; he told me about 1500 wagons and etc. I got home about dark.

[August] 3, Sunday. Went to meeting at the Stand in the forenoon. President [Brigham] Young preached. He warned the Saints to awake from their lethargy in which they seemed to be at present and said that if they did not, we should be blown to the four winds and many other things. After meeting I came home accompanied by Bishop [Daniel] Carn and my brother and took dinner. Went to meeting again and from thence to the police meeting and it was this evening that the police unanimously agreed to make and present President Brigham Young a carriage suitable to his rank and station in the kingdom of God. I came home and went on guard, as on the last night I was out on guard and came home in the morning about light.

Wednesday [August] 4. This morning I took my spy glass to Brother Shumway who was going on a mission, came home and set the masons to work at my cellar wall and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple to the election and voted and came home, accompanied by Brother C. Daniels. And after dinner I went to the Lodge and Brother Knight’s, and then met the police and went to see Brigham Young on some police business and then came home and went on patrol guard with a number of police near the temple. Saw Brothers Bigler and Everett who was on guard and at their request gave them some instructions on the duty of guards which they seemed to receive. I came home about eleven o’clock.

Tuesday [August] 5. This morning I went to get some help about my cellar and was at home till after dinner and met the Lodge and police and came home at dark.

August 6, Wednesday. At eight o’clock this morning I met with a number of the police in council at the Masonic Hall. President Brigham Young was present and gave us a charge; we all seemed to be of one heart and mind. I then went to the upper landing with [Howard] Egan and Kay and went with them down the river to the ferry. They went across and I went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and then came home and at evening met the police and came home and went to see scenery of the assassination of Joseph and Hyrum [Smith] exhibited and came to A. Week’s and was out all night and came home at dawn of day.

Tuesday [August] 7. Was engaged in procuring help and materials to build my cellar until in the evening, then went to the Lodge at four o’clock to a regular communication then met the police and home at dark.

Friday, [August] 8. This morning I was very unwell and was at home until time to meet the Lodge at two o’clock. Still attending to the work at the cellar and etc. I met the Lodge then went to Father Knight’s then met the police and came home before dark. Rainy.

[August] 9, Saturday. Still attending to the work at my cellar. I met the Lodge at two o’clock then went and got lumber for a door frame then met the police and came to the [Nauvoo] temple and saw father [Alpheus] Cutler about, removing certain nuisance and etc. and met D. Wilson as I came home and had some talk about our police duty and came home about half past nine o’clock.

[August] 10, Sunday. Went to the Stand to meeting and at intermission I went with a number of other police and some of the band on the top of the belfry of the [Nauvoo] temple and the musicians played some beautiful airs to the congregation as they were dismissed. We came down and I came home accompanied by Brothers Pace and [George D.] Grant of the police. After dinner we went to the Seventies’ conference from thence to the police and I then came home and went on patrol guard round the [Nauvoo] temple was with A. [Allen] Weeks. The latter part of the night. Came home at daylight.

[August] 11, Monday. Was at home attending to my house until after dinner then went to the Lodge, and police then went to see Brigham Young on business came home at dark.

[August] 12, Tuesday. At nine o’clock went to a council of the Twelve at Brother [Willard] Richards and was there until noon, came home and met the Lodge and police and after some other business about Emmett came home about dark; very rainy.

[August] 13, Wednesday. Today the police assembled near the [Nauvoo] temple at seven o’clock a.m. to fill up a cellar which had been dug by Dr. [Robert D.] Foster. There was a large company of other brethren came to assist; we worked till twelve o’clock hauling sand and throwing into the cellar. In the afternoon we met to level the sand in the cellar and had a joyful time. At three o’clock I met the Lodge then met the police and came home about dark.

Tuesday [August] 14. Fast day. In the morning went to see about brick for my house, then went to meeting at the Stand from there to the flat met the Lodge at two o’clock and as usual and came home about dark and went on guard by Week’s again and came home in the morning after daylight.

August 15, Friday. In the morning I went to the Hall to meet Levi Stewart on business and from thence to the Upper Landing saw Brother Higbee and C. [Charles] Allen. Done some business in relation to temporal matters of the police then came down by Levi Stewarts and saw Brother J. D. Parker about a coat and then came home by A. Week’s to see about and then came home and in the evening went to the police. Came home at dusk and after dark went to lay hands on Brother Colemere who is very sick. Came home about half after nine.

[August] 16, Saturday. This morning I went to Masonic Hall to meet the police at eight o’clock. They met to tell their feelings to each other and their determinations. I was taken very sick. At half past one we adjourned till tomorrow at two o’clock as only about half had spoken and I came home just able to walk and was confined to my bed all that evening; was sick all night.

[August] 17, Sunday. Not very well yet. Went to the Stand to meeting. W. [William] Smith [spoke on] what he called the first chapter of the Epistle of St. William and was followed by Elder John Taylor to which William showed considerable feelings after meeting I went and took dinner with A. [Allen] J. Stout and then met the police at two o’clock. We had a good meeting until about six; all seemed well-united and determined to go ahead after police. I went to Allen’s again and then came home and went home with Allen Week’s and from there to the [Nauvoo] temple on guard and came home a short time before daylight.

August 18, Monday. Went early to see Brother Wilson to do some hauling for me. Then went to John S. Higbee’s to take Sister Bennett after a bonnet. Came home and went with my wife there also for a bonnet. Came home and after dinner went down to the Lodge and on my way Brother George A. Smith spoke to me about setting a guard at the Nauvoo House which I agreed to do. He said he would gave three dollars per night to have it guarded. After the Lodge was over I remained there until the police met; after the guard was detailed the police went to W. P. Lyon’s to raise some timber for him on his building. From there I went to the Nauvoo House with the guard which I had detailed there and saw it commenced; all things was right. I then came to A. [Allen] J. Stout and took supper and then came to Brother J. P. Harmon’s and after some talk, he and Brother L. [Levi] W. Hancock came home with me. After I had come home Brother Hancock having his fiddle played on it for about one hour and a half to our satisfaction. We had an agreeable evening; about ten o’clock they went home and I to bed.

[August] 19, Tuesday. This morning at eight o’clock I met with a number of the police at the Masonic Hall we bad a good meeting which lasted till noon. I then went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and took dinner and then to Maudsley’s and met the Lodge and police and came home and went on guard with J. D. Parker and J. Worthan until near midnight and then came home.

[August] 20 Wednesday. Very wet, rainy morning. Early this morning a man by the name of Ralphs was killed by lightning. I was at home working at my window glass and also wrote the history of Abraham Stephens’life, and then went to the Lodge and then met the police and came home about dark.

[August] 21, Thursday. Went to Joseph Warthan’s for a buggy, came home, met the Lodge at two o’clock and at four also, it being a regular communication. Then met the police and came home about dark and went on guard at the [Nauvoo] temple, and came home about dawn of day.

Friday [August] 22. Went to Warthan’s and got a horse and buggy and took my wife to Brother Maudsley’s to have her portrait taken. Came home at twelve and then went to the Lodge. Then to the Nauvoo House with Brother Daniels and then met the police, then went and saw Brigham Young at Lorenzo Young’s about our police duty and also some cast iron shafts for cannon. Home at dark.

[August] 23, Saturday. I went this morning to see Brother Brigham Young and went with him to Brother Maudsley to have his likeness taken, I went then to the Masonic Hall and met in council with Brothers [Shadrach] Roundy, Parker, Daniels and Stephens of the police and adjourned at one o’clock and I came home very sick. Fell in company with Thomas S. Edwards on my way home and at his request taught him matters concerning what constitutes the priesthood, when I came home I went to bed and was unable to set up any more that day; was sick all night.

[August] 24, Sunday. I was still weak and feeble. About eight o’clock Brother [John] Scott came after me to go to Colonel Rockwoods to meet the committee to make out the history of the Nauvoo Legion. I went and at ten we went to meeting at the Stand. Brother Brigham Young preached on several subjects. I came home and after dinner went to the Stand to a business meeting where matters relative to the Nauvoo House and other matters of local interest was taken up. From there I went to the police and then came home and went with Allen Weeks on guard again and came home in the morning.

[August] 25 Monday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple then to A. [Allen] J. Stout, then to Brother Knight and met the Lodge at two and at three met the committee to write the history of the Legion, then met the police and then after some running about, went to the temple and then went on patrol guard with Parker, [Shadrach] Roundy, Warthan, Pace, two of the Mechams and Langly; [sic] was out nearly all night. Came home and went to bed at three-thirty o’clock.

[August] 26, Tuesday. Markham came to my house this morning with papers containing the history of the legion. I was very unwell and kept my bed until noon then went to Brother Pace’s and we went to A. [Allen] J. Stouts, then to the Lodge and police. I came home at dark.

[August] 27, Wednesday. Still unwell. Was writing the history of the legion till about ten, then went to Brother [Willard] Richards to take that which I had written F. M. Edwards came to my house just before I had started and wanted to know my mind concerning him which I did not give. I went from [Willard] Richards’ to the Lodge room to get some papers concerning the war in June 1844, for Brother [Willard] Richards, and then went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and went to bed about three hours, being worn down, then met the Lodge and police and came home and went on guard with A. [Allen] Weeks again. Home at day.

August 28, Thursday. Still very unwell. Early in the morning wrote the biographical history of Lewis Mecham then went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and at two met the Lodge and then the police and then came home by A. [Allen] Weeks and got some pork about dark.

[August] 29, Friday. Some better this morning. After writing a while I met with the Lodge at nine o’clock then went to W. Richards and saw Brigham Young and laid some matters of police before him and had his instructions thereon then came home and thus started to the police; fell in company with P. Dibble went with him near the temple and met with I. [Ira] Miles and F. M. Edwards; we all went to Grub and Richie’s Store and took a good bate of watermelons. Edwards and I then went to the Masonic Hall to meet with the police. J. S. [Joshua Sawyer] Holman brought a load of melons to the police. They had a good mess and several left. I came home at dark.

[August] 30, Saturday. I am now quite well. In the morning I went to Warthan’s and got a buggy and took my wife to J. Higbee to get a bonnett and then we went to Maudsley’s to have her likeness drawn, then came home and I took the buggy home and met the Lodge and police and came home at dark.

[August] 31, Sunday. I went to meeting at the Stand. Brother P. [Parley] P. Pratt spoke having lately returned home from the east, then went and took dinner with Brother J. D. Lee, then met at the Seventies’ Hall, then went to the [Nauvoo] temple and went to the top of the steeple with Brother Scovil and Langley then went to Week’s, took supper and met the police at the [Nauvoo] temple as we had agreed to meet thereafter, then went to [Allen] Weeks’ again. And stayed till about nine o’clock then went with him to the temple and met some other of the police and we then removed a nuisance which took till about twelve o’clock. I then came home.

SEPTEMBER 1845

September 1, Monday. About nine o’clock I met with Brigham Young and L. [Lucius] N. Scovil in the Masonic Hall and made some arrangements with him in letting him have some articles to finish his house. He then taught us somewhat concerning the future destiny of the church. I then came to the [Nauvoo] temple and then home and at two met the Lodge and then met the police and then took Brother Pace and went and brought a trunk to my house from the Hall where came [home] about dark.

[September] 2, Tuesday. Wrote the biographical history of Joseph Clements then went to Allen ‘s then to Brother [Robert L.] Campbell’s and had my likeness taken to be put in a scenery representing Joseph Smith addressing the Nauvoo Legion on the 18th of June, 1844. It is to be taken in military uniform. I then went to the Lodge and then to the police and then to Brother [E. J.] Sabins and who gave me some earthenware as a mark of respect. I then came home it was a little after dark.

[September] 3, Wednesday. Brother Lewis Mecham came here this morning and I wrote and finished his biographical history and then Brother C. Shumway came and after a short time we went to Allen J. ‘s then to the Nauvoo House and then to the [Nauvoo] temple and then to a meat shop and took a drink on our way round town. I was giving him some instructions relative to police duty and the principals to be governed by to prevent being decieved and imposed upon by false-hearted men. I left him there and I went home with H. Peck and took dinner then went to the Lodge and then to J. Knight then to the temple to meet the police but as there was a storm rising I went with some others of the police to Warthan’s meat shop and stayed till the storm was over. This was one of the severest hailstorms I ever saw. It rained very fast and the hail fell in large lumps and was blown with such force that all the windows in the North and West of the houses in the city I believe was broken. It lasted about an hour, after the hail had done falling and the rain somewhat ceased I went to the temple and the guard being detailed by Brother Harmon, I then came home it still raining very fast when I came home, it being dark. I found that all the glass in the north and west of my house was broken except a few in the west which were shielded by a shade tree and the storm had beat in at the windows but no injury further was done.

[September] 4, Wednesday. At home in the forenoon and went to Shumway’s and got a six shooter. Brothers Eagan and C. Allen came here I went down in town with them and saw Brigham Young then met the Lodge at four o’clock. Then met the police and and [sic] the Eleventh Quorum; met the police at the [Nauvoo] temple both met at six o’clock. Warthan then came and brought me home in a buggy and then took me down to see Brigham Young who gave me the advice which I wanted. We then came to the temple and I stopped there and patroled with [Howard] Egan and Kay and Stephens and came home at eleven-thirty o’clock.

[September] 5, Friday. Went down in town met with C. [Charles] C. Rich and was with him till, two o’clock. He told me some of his proceedings in relation to some matters which I was concerned in and etc. and etc. I left him and went to the Lodge then to John Lytles and run some bullets and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple and met the police and then went home about dark and then went to A. [Allen] Weeks and went on patrol guard with [Allen] Weeks, [E. J.] Sabin, Langley and W. [William] Smith and was out till eleven o’clock.

[September] 6, Saturday. Early went to Warthans and got his horse and buggy and took my wife to the Widow Casto’s and got some apples, then came home and met the Lodge and then went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and then to the police and then to A. [Allen] Weeks. Home at daylight.

[September] 7, Sunday. Went with my wife to meeting at the Stand and at intermission met with the Eleventh Quorum and made arrangements for a feast next Saturday. Came home from meeting with my wife and, then met the police and then came home and went with Warthan around through the city saw Brigham Young; he told me to see to the picket guard out of the city as the mob was threatening again. Came home at eleven o’clock.

[September] 8, Monday. This morning I went with my wife to the store and then to the tailors, then to the rope works with Langly and , to see Brother [Howard] Egan but did not see him, and at two o’clock met the Lodge and at five met some officers of the legion at Coolidges’ to see about the painting of the scenery of Joseph the Prophet addressing the Nauvoo Legion on the 18th day of June 1844. The officers were dissatisfied with the plan, for Brother Dibble was about put in the likeness of officers who were not present and also some men who were to be put in conspicuous places on the scenery who were not officers and moreover betrayed the prophet and patriarch to death and also other men who had disgraced their calling as officers. To all of these things I made objections and declared I would not be seen portrayed in a group of such men for it would be a disgrace to my children and roughly handled the characters of certain characters in our midst, after which the matter was laid over for future considerations. I then met the police and went with Brother Harmon and laid hands on Brother A. [Allen] Weeks who was very sick. Then we went to Brother Shumways and laid hands on him. He was very sick also, then to my house and took supper and went to Brigham Youngs to see him but he was gone to bed being unwell. Then to A. [Allen] Stout’s, then to the temple and saw C. Allen. He gave me some tithing in stockings and gloves. I then came home at eleven o’clock at night.

[September] 9, Friday. Went early this morning to see Brigham Young, he (also met the Lodge at nine o’clock) was very unwell, gave him some presents, in stockings and gloves. Then went to the temple with Jos. Warthan and got his horse and buggy and went with Brother Harmon to Major Bills about four miles east of the temple to give him some orders respecting regulating a picket guard in that quarter, as there is some signs of mobocracy rising up. We took dinner there and came home by way of Brother C. Allen and then I took the horse and buggy home and came home and met the police and then went with Brother Harmon and Horr to see a boy look in a “peep stone,” for some money which he said he could see hid up in the ground. He would look and we would dig but he found no money; he said it would move as we approached it. I came home about ten o’clock at night.

[September] 10, 1845, Wednesday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple then to the committee house and saw H. [Heber] C. Kimball and gave him some presents and after some conversation about the law of God, I went to the temple and got in his buggy and rode with him to Allen J. ‘s, who came home with me to help me bring some articles which I got from S. Gully and after dinner we went down by the temple and to the Lodge at two o’clock, and I then met with the police and some officers of the legion at the Stand to consult on the matter of the painting as referred to on the 8th; the matter was related by Brother Dibble, who stated his reasons for the course he had taken, when I again spoke at length on the position I took on the 8th and was followed by others, after which the thing was agreed to be left to the officers concerned to say what was right about it. I then detailed the police guard and then went to A. [Allen] Weeks with C. [Charles] C. Rich and laid hands on him. We then went to C. Shumway who was also sick then I came home; it was a little after dark.

[September] 11, Thursday. Early went to Warthan meat shop and got some beef and saw S. Earl on my way who told me that the mob had commenced burning houses at Lima. What will be next God only knows. I then went down by the [Nauvoo] temple to see A. [Allen] J. Stout and then went to see Colonel [Theodore] Turley and while there I recieved orders from General Rich in person to have the cohort put in readiness to repel an attack in a minute’s notice. Colonel [Theodore] Turley and I then went to put the orders in execution and came to my house, and took dinner and then went down on the flat on the same business. I then went with Brother J. P. Harmon and went with him on the same business and then after going to the Masonic Hall to see the state of the cannon I went to the temple to meet the police and then came home and went on guard at A. [Allen] Weeks as previous. Home at twelve o’clock.

[September] 12, Friday. Went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s after some flour, heard that the mob was still burning houses at Lima and that they had burned five yesterday and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple, saw Brother Harmon about the military affairs in prospect, then went with him down to [Theodore] Turley’s, saw him on the same subject. We were not well satisfied with the shape of matters for we suspected that those who betrayed Joseph and Hyrum [Smith] was now trying to sway an influence in the affairs pertaining to the military in case of a war with the mob. I went from there to Allen ‘s and eat dinner and while eating recieved orders from General Rich to meet him at the Masonic Hall which I did and he told me what was done in council. We were to let the mob burn, for the time being, the houses of the Saints, and not make war on them. I felt better satisfied when I saw for I learned that those men were not using an influence in the councils as I expected, for they were not admitted in council. I went there to the Lodge, then to the temple, then home and reloaded my pistols and then went to the police and while detailing the guard Colonel [John] Scott told me that I was wanted to go to W. [Willard] Richards to a council. I went and found H. [Heber] C. Kimball, W. [Willard] Richards, G. [George] A. Smith, G. [George] Miller, A. H. Perkins, C. [Charles] C. Rich, J. [John] Scott, Brigham Young did not come because it commenced raining very hard. I then learned that the mob were still burning houses and that teams had gone down to move the Saints to the city who had their houses burnt up. I then came home through the rain and wind about ten o’clock when I came home.

[September] 13, Saturday. Was unwell this morning. The 11th Quorum had a feast today at the Seventies’ Hall at which the Twelve and first presidents of the Seventies were invited. I went and took my family; we had a day of feasting and enjoyment. In the forenoon I learned that the mob were still burning houses. I came home and then went to the police and then had a talk with Brother Langley then came home soon after dark.

[September] 14, Sunday. Went with my wife to meeting at the Stand. H. [Heber] C. Kimball and Brigham Young preached about the mob burning houses and gave the Saints advice what to do under the present trying circumstances; at intermission I met the Eleventh Quorum near the Stand, and then in the afternoon attended meeting. It was a business meeting and all who were not in good fellowship were not allowed to be present and the police in keeping them away had to flog three who were determined to stay. I remained there till time to meet the police; saw Brigham Young who told me to see General Rich about business which he had to do. After police meeting I went with Colonel [John] Scott to see Rich; after some consultation with them we concluded that it was best to post a guard below the city to prevent any person from going in or out to correspond with the mob, as some were trying to make a difficulty in the name of the Mormons. We then went to see Brother E. Everett who was to post the guard. [John] Scott and I then went to Brigham Young’s and saw him and then I came home about ten o’clock.

[September] 15, Monday. At seven o’clock met with the police at Brigham Young’s to build him a stable and at nine o’clock met at the Masonic Hall with Brigham Young, C. [Charles] C. Rich, S. Markham, G. [George] Miller, A. [Albert] P. [Perry] Rockwood, G. W. Langley, D. [Daniel] Carn, J. [John] Scott, T. [Theodore] Turley, D. McArthur and etc. officers of the legion to hold a council on the subject of defense against the mob. It was then decided that the legion be put in immediate readiness for defense and that I should be Brigadier General of the 2nd Cohort. I then was summoned to go with Langley, Parker and A. Lytle to General [George] Miller’s. We went and then adjourned to the Masonic Hall and waited an hour and was told by [George] Miller that the subject of our meeting was laid over. I then went to the Nauvoo House Store and got some soap. I came home at two o’clock and then went to see Brothers Shumway and [Allen] Weeks who were sick and then went to the shoe shop then to the police and home at dark.

[September] 16, Tuesday. The mob are still burning houses worse than ever. At eight o’clock I met the Fifth Regiment at the Masonic Hall, and organized them for the defense of the Saints according to the decision yesterday; the question being put they unanimously voted that I should be their Brigadier General. The regiment was then by T. [Theodore] Turley acting Colonel. I then went and saw Brigham Young at his house and complained about the practice of having the police taken away for other business without my knowledge and thwarting my operations and etc. and then went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and took dinner about twelve o’clock. From thence I went to the Hall again and met the First Regiment under Colonel [John] Scott and had it organized and inspected as the other was in the forenoon. I then went to Willard Richards to a council and saw General [George] Miller who had taken some of the police to do business for him. He insisted on having them and I demured. We then left it to Brigham Young, who decided that he did not want anyone to intercept the arrangements of the police, for they was his men and were to be let alone. Just as I came there I learned that a party of the mob had pursued and came very near overtaking Colonel Backenstos, our sheriff, who had gone down among them, to restore peace with the intention of killing him. But he fortunately met with the assistance of two men, one of whom upon his orders fired and killed one man who proved to be the famous mobocrat Captain F. Worrell, who was sergeant of the guard at the jail when Joseph [and] Hyrum were assassinated at Carthage, and was leagued with the assassins and had the guards guns loaded with blank cartridges. Thus fell one of the worst enemies we had who was a ready tool to be sent by Colonel Levi Williams, the leader of the mob, to execute his nefarious purposes. They took him into one of their wagons and retreated. This saved the life of the sheriff.

I went from thence to the temple and there it was decided that there would be a guard kept night and day around the temple, and that no stranger be allowed to come within the square of the temple lot, and also that there be four large lanterns made for the purpose and placed about 25 feet from each corner of the [Nauvoo] temple, to keep a light by night for the convenience of the guard. I immediately gave orders to have the lanterns made and then met the police as usual and detailed a regular [Nauvoo] temple guard and put them under the command of Duncan McArthur, and then ordered Captain J. [Jesse] D. Hunter to guard the Nauvoo House with a part of his fur company and thus relieved the “Old Police” somewhat.

Just after dark, General [George] Miller went with a party of about one hundred men with the sheriff to take his family from Carthage to Nauvoo as she was in the hands of the mob party. I went from the temple to Brother Harmon’s and then went with him to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and saw General Brigham Young who gave us orders to stop the firing of guns after night. We then went home with him to see if the cannon was all right which were taken to his house; finding it was, we went to Brother Harmon’s and Brother J. H. Glines took a horse and buggy and brought me home at eleven o’clock.

[September] 17, Wednesday. Early this morning I received orders from General Rich to call the Second Cohort out to meet at the square north east of the temple at ten o’clock a. m. I immediately gave orders to the several colonels to that effect. I then went to the shoe shop and ordered a belt and rigging to carry pistols in. I then went to the Hall to meet the Fourth Regiment at eight o’clock and other business. I then went to Brother Dibble’s and shaved and then went to the parade ground when the Legion and was formed and organized as follows: to wit; Major General Charles C. Rich in command of the Legion. The First Cohort was nearly all gone with General [George] Miller, as aforesaid, and was not present. The Second Cohort was under my command. Previous to taking command, I appointed David Candland to be my clerk, who took his place as such. There was three regiments on the go round to wit. The First Regiment under Colonel [John] Scott, the Fourth under Colonel Harmon and the Fifth under Colonel Turley. After the proper arrangements were made the cohort was formed into a hallow square and Lieutenant General Brigham Young then into the square and addressed the officers and soldiers as follows, to wit:

“It is my wish that every man from the age of 16 to 100 be enlisted in these companies and that General Rich continue the charge of the same and see that every man is armed and equipped as the Law directs and as the sheriff has ordered and be ready for any event that may happen.

I am composed, nor has the late disturbance had any effect upon me. I want this hollowings, beating of drums and firing of guns should cease. The police have their orders from this time to arrest every man or boy in our street found guilty of these acts or anyone walking our street after night, detain them till daylight and stripping off their clothes, show whether they are male or female. I am going to propose to J. [Jacob] B. Backenstos that he make every man a deputy then we may sally forth with our writs in our pockets in any number and arrest these mobbers. When you shoot, be sure and shoot right. If you die, die like [Miner R.] Deming in the defense of your country’s rights. When we meet Demings in another world he will [be] happy in the death he died.

God grant you may all live and die in the defense of your country’s rights. Keep your guns to yourselves. Trust no one and when you shoot, take a good aim.”

Major General Rich inquired if the officers and soldiers were willing to hearken to the counsel given to, which he, us, also all the regiments responded “Hie.” Colonel Markham called for fifty men for a reinforcement to our comrades already out; he failed in getting his compliment, they having no horses. He further said if a man owning horses refused to let them go, he would mark that man. Brigadier said let him be marked with a mark not soon forgotten and take his horse anyhow. The Corps were dismissed by General Rich at twelve, to meet at two p.m.

From thence I went to General Rich’s to dine; while there we agreed to place certain companies upon picket guards, to wit; one about four miles above town, another at or near John Bill’s or Suffacool’s about four or five miles east of town. The other on the Carthage Road near Joseph’s farm. From thence I returned to meet the Legion at two o’clock. The several regiments were as in the morning of the ground, as also Colonel [Jonathan] Hale with the Third Regiment who took his post in the line I detailed: Captain O. M. Allen with his company from the Fifth Regiment up the river; Captain Bair from the four to guard near Bills and Suffocools; Captain Kay of the Fifth Regiment to guard near [Cornelius P.] Lott’s Farm, with orders to let no man except he prove himself a friend if a spy bring him into town. At four a. m. I gave order for Colonel [John] Scott to select thirty men from the First Regiment to be stationed near the Mansion House Barn to keep guard night and day till further orders; also thirty from the Third Regiment under Colonel [Jonathan] Hale to be stationed in Spencer Barn east of the temple to be stationed as the other till further orders order that at the tolling of the [Nauvoo] temple bell every man know it as an alarm and repair forthwith armed and equipped to the parade ground. At half past four clock the Legion were dismissed to meet at nine o’clock on the parade ground.

Next morning I went to meet the police at the [Nauvoo] temple and Captain Hunter and McRae’s Two Company met at the Stand. I gave by invitation an address to the Two Company assembled and then went and detailed the police guard.

At this moment, by express, I was called to council at Brother [Willard] Richards. I met the company commanded by General [George] Miller just returned and who were in council at the house of Dr. [Willard] Richards. He reported that on their entering Carthage they were fired upon by the mob, who instantly fled. The families which they designed to rescue, were all fled except Mrs. Deming, wife of the late General Deming. She thought the recent death of her husband might appease the wrath of the mob against her and her family. The mob attempted to burn their own houses in order to lay it on the posse but the sheriff threatened to put the town to the sword if they did, which caused them to desist. They then went towards Warsaw and on. On reaching a point midway they were informed of new depredations by the mob. The sheriff then sent his family to Nauvoo under a small guard and proceeded to the scene of the mobbers. The mobbers saw them coming and took to flight, the posse pursuing with orders to arrest them if possible, if not to fire upon them. After pursuing them for some distance the posse fired upon them and killed two, and wounded it is believed others. This was on Bear Creek about two o’clock this afternoon.

The posse then came to Nauvoo where they arrived about dark performing a forced march of about 65 miles in about twenty hours. After the council I had some conversation with B. [Brigham] Young relative to a man by the name of [blank] who was in the [blank] fur company. After relating the circumstances he gave his opinion and I saw Captains Hunter and McRae who went [half page left blank].

[September] 18, Thursday, 1845. Met with the Legion this morning at nine a. m. as on yesterday. The four regiments were present as aforesaid report from the Second Regiment was made that they had met and organized ready for service and had elected Captain Henry Herriman Lieutenant Colonel of the same in place of Philamer [Philander?] Colton who showed a negligence in the service of his regiments. Reports from the different guards were all well; several prisoners were sent in having failed to satisfy the guard but were dismissed. At twelve o’clock General Rich dismissed the Legion with orders for all companies except those occupying the several posts aforesaid, to be in readiness for actual service at a moment’s warning, and that they immediately repair to the ground they now occuppied. At firing of the artillery it shall be the signal of alarm after which I went home. Took dinner at half past one o’clock. David Candland, my clerk, came and wrote the address of Lieutenant General Brigham Young. At half past three General Rich came from thence. I went with him to see Charles Shumway, who is still very sick. From there we went down to the temple to meet with the police at five o’clock. Captain Hunter and McRae of the Fur Company were dispatched on an expedition to reconnoiter the enemy lines near Carthage.

After detailing the police guards I received orders from General Rich to raise twenty men, well-armed and equipped to be sent in three wagons to assist the brethren on Camp Creek, which I did from the First and Fourth Regiments, under the command of Howard Egan, of the old Police. This was done from reports brought in that the mob were about to commit their depredation on that settlement. I then went home about dark.

[September] 19, Friday. Early this morning, before I was dressed, I received by express orders from General Rich to repair forthwith to the parade ground, which I did but still very unwell. From thence I went to the arsenal where the gun was fired. I had an interview with General Rich. From thence to the parade ground where I saw Captain Hunter and McRae, who had returned from their expedition, who reported that they went on the borders of Carthage in the night but finding the town closely guarded did not enter. Arrived in their former quarters about day-break, they perform a very necessary and useful expedition and all was well and satisfactory. The Legion appeared officered as before; the Second Regiment took its place in the line under the command of Lieutenant Colonel Herriman. The Sixth Regiment, also our Silver Grays, composed of the Fathers in Israel, took its place under the command of Colonel Titus Billings.

At half past eight o’clock Lieutenant General [Brigham] Young appeared on the ground and after all the commissioned officers were formed in a hollow square, he addressed them as follows:

“I want to know if a likelihood existed of getting the men called for by General [George] Miller.” [At this moment the express arrived from Bear Creek with advice from General [George] Miller to send them aid. He continued his remarks.] General [Brigham] Young ordered all wagons to be pressed; “Let your men be dismissed for refreshment, preserve your companies for encampments on the ground. As signals–we will have the flag hoisted and then let all men be on the ground as a flag with strips is hoisted; it is a signal for all commissioned officers to meet in council at General [George] Miller’s house. We intend shortly to have a light at night on the top of the [Nauvoo] temple which can be seen for miles–the white flag is for the mustering of men; dismiss your men for breakfast and by that time a messenger may be here from the Lower Country. Let every man going out as an officer when he sends back, not send back advice to us but for counsel. For instance, General [George] Miller sends word to have 600 men sent to him and cannon here and cannon there all before daylight, just as though a thing of that kind could be done in a moment. If he was not a sensible man I should call him a fool to act no wiser. He must not think to counsel us for we and the men and horses have feelings the same as he, as I want every man to be tender to his horse.

[Jacob] Backenstos needs our counsel to keep the peace. I would advise the officers to preserve the lives of your men; do not rashly expose them because the life of a good man is worth twenty of the mob–and if life is once gone, it is not brought back. [Jacob] Backenstos advises us not to meddle with anybody’s property but my counsel is to take enough property to sustain life and keep your lives in your hands. I am for letting the mob go home if they will and then we can have the law upon them and let them come to the gallows were they ought to be or else in the penitentiary–the mob would rather fight now then give up. Expose no lives, for life is not restored. There is a chance to take the evil doers in a day they think not of. If General [George] Miller or any man think they have more wisdom than I have, let them come and advise and I will go out and fight but if not, let them be satisfied to have counsel from us.

General [George] Miller just wants his memory jogged and he would see where he is acting and that he must be subject to us here, for we know what is best and not him. He has Sheriff [Jacob] Backenstos there but it will not do to listen to every suggestion he makes but he himself must use prudence. I am the Counsel or General in the field and I am going to direct the affair–our council room must be fixed and we will be on near the parade ground. Let teams be pressed in all readiness to have the brethren conveyed wherever they may want to go to protect our brethren. I would much rather be in the brush on foot than on horseback. Let us have fun brethren, we have worked hard all summer. We have enough to eat for two years, let’s have a good time. I bless you all in the name of Israel’s God. Amen.

He then left the ground. I then rode down with my clerk down to see Mr. Maudsley who is at work for me. I made an agreement with him for the painting of a portrait. From thence I drove to Clements; he was not at home. Major Lee informed of an accident which at eleven o’clock on the parade ground of a man being shot, by name unknown [the man’s name was Phippins that was shot] (from [crossed out]), thence to our Quartermaster [Joseph Bates] Noble to procure a marquee for my accommodation. From this we drove home. I went to bed. My clerk went home to return at one o’clock. Took dinner and at one o’clock my clerk came for me and proceeded to the ground. Quartermaster [Joseph Bates] Noble, who reported his success in obtaining a marquee, the soldiers made and making all preparation for an encampment on the parade ground. At three o’clock my marquee was raised. At half past five o’clock I went down to the temple, detailed the Police to their several posts–reports all well.

I returned to my marquee, at half past seven. I went in company with my clerk to the council chamber where I met General Rich. I there learned by express from General [George] Miller that he was marching with his troops for Carthage, his to forward his march to the half-way house in the morning about [one line left blank]. I received orders from General Rich to have fifty wagons, with eight men in each besides. Teamsters well-armed and equipped and one six-pounder with ammunition and necessary accoutrement to march in the morning by six o’clock precisely, to form a junction with General [George] Miller to (carry out the decision of council to take [crossed out]).

I went to supper with Colonel [Theodore] Turley at Brother Clark’s store. I returned to my marquee and met in Council with the officers of the Regiments Council of War assembled at nine o’clock at night–after the decision that each colonel strive to his utmost to raise the requisite teams and that all colonels see their men in readiness for march. I then went back to the council chamber with General Rich. Andrew H. Perkins appeared before the council as one of the committee appointed to treat with the Mob Party. He made the following report that he had met with the committee from the mob. The terms of peace which they offered us were about as follows: if we would enter into bonds that if by the 1st day of April next leave this state, and all things that appertained to them, and pledge all the property of the church for the performance of the same, we shall live in peace this winter. I also learned that the spirit of the mob appeared to be broken and that the counties around were in our favor. It was also decided by Lieutenant General Brigham Young that Colonel [Jonathan] Hale take the command of the reinforcement to be sent out to act in concert with General [George] Miller reports from Captain Egan company from Camp Creek; all well. No he did not apprehend any danger from the mob in that quarter. He was waiting for further orders. General [Brigham] Young received a letter from General [George] Miller and [Jacob] Backenstos requesting the aforesaid reinforcement, and further that the mob were quelled in that quarter as far as burning is concerned for the present.

We had an agreeable council and many interesting subjects were talked over, after which President Brigham Young requested the Council to unite with him in prayer for the success of our troops and which they did [one fourth page left blank]. I returned to my marquee after a short time. Lieutenant General Brigham Young, General Rich and others of the Twelve paid me a visit in my marquee. Friend Hutchinson with violin in hand; Captain Kay gave some choice songs and tunes, beside other little comforts in the midst of our encampment. After a cessation of our merriment we lay down to rest and snatch a few moments of rest but finding myself unwell I went home where I arrived about one o’clock a. m. I got up and got here on the ground at my marquee about sunrise and assisted in fitting the expedition ready for the march but sent only 200 men, a large force being deemed unnecessary.

At about six o’clock the white flag was for the first time hoisted as a signal for mustering. I went to the council chamber, returned to the ground in company with Lieutenant General [Brigham] Young and General Rich who were on the ground till the troops started. From thence I went to take breakfast with General Rich–returned to my marquee and found all things moving well. General Rich reports the mob consider themselves whipped but mean to starve and make one more attempt by and by. I attend to the business of the Legion. At about twelve o’clock, I took my glass and ascended in company with Captain McRae the tower of the [Nauvoo] temple, and by the assistance of my glass I had a fair and unbounded view of the wide spread carpet of creation; it’s a scene which makes an impression not soon forgotten for the eye stretches and beholds the handy work of the world’s Creator. I descended from the lofty height and returned to my marquee were Colonel [John] Scott reported that the Hiram Kimball, our mail carrier, with his guard were assaulted in the most inhuman manner; their lives threatened and by submitting from an absolute to a sound whipping were permitted to make their way for Nauvoo under penalty of death if as ever again seen in Keokuk.

[September] 20, Saturday. At about two o’clock my Quartermaster brought a good cooked supply of the eatables. At half past three o’clock Captain Jesse B. Hunter dispatched his company to reconnoiter the lines of the enemy. About half past five, Lieutenant General Brigham Young drove on the ground and after the officers and soldiers had formed themselves into a square, Heber C. Kimball addressed the soldiers as follows:

“I do not apprehend I shall make many remarks on this occasion but I want do I do it by way of consolation to the friend of the deceased. I know it is not good to meddle with other person’s guns; so with the things of the gospel ought not to be meddled with. I would rather be shot a thousand times than do as the mob are doing. He has died a martyr and he shall (die [crossed out]) receive a martyr crown. I do not wish anything I have said by way of reproof to anybody–you have done well. Since this disgraceful mob you will continue still in your spiritual and temporal salvation. We set up the standard of King Emanuel; continue to do your duty, you shall receive your crown. The deceased will come forth with the Martyred Prophet; he is better to die as he as than do the things the mob are doing. I long for a land where we can plant and inhabit. I am weary of it. Do you love it? I wish I were out of it; the brethren have done right so [in] some cases and if we had the chance, we do right every time.

Lieutenant General Brigham Young said he laid hands on the deceased the day he was [shot] that he felt to pronounce a martyr blessing and the blessing of a Martyr crown, in he has died in the cause of Mobocracy, I feel to sympathize with this Father Phippins. He died but he desired to live for the same cause as we do. He shall come forth in the first resurrection. I am for work and preach to live long upon the earth. God bless you all men.

[He gave order for the artillery stationed in his yard.] Immediately, in no wise delay. God bless you. Amen. General Rich, the troops are now dismissed as far as being under command. Let the strict obedience be your constant motto from the highest officers to the lowest; keep yourself ready for immediate use. Stack up your (grain [crossed out]) wood, clean, ready and you will want it by and by. Brigadier General wish the teams stayed on the ground, as also be particular about your signals.”

The encampment broke up and dispersed to their homes. I returned to my marquee and partook of a good repast provided by our worthy Quartermaster [Joseph] Bates Noble, a man of the right stripe. The guards are to be continued at their respective station as before and that a guard be placed on the banks of the rivers–our kind neighbor in whose yard my marquee was pitched gave me a bottle of wine, drank his health and wish him and lots of wine in California.

I must here relate an incident worthy of recording for the striking contrast it affords. Mr. Hamilton of Carthage, a tavern keeper, was sent express by the Mob party to treat with our people. When he arrived here he was perfectly ashamed of his dispatches, which bore the requisition for us to surrender all and leave the state by next April. He returned having accomplished nothing. Last night the embassy for the mob returns home, finds his house occupied by our troops and he turns to and feeds them and do as good as man can want so great a change is truly a very remarkable coincidence, as also the fact that no one mob man can be found in all Hancock County, who own the lands and the fruits. Ah. . .

[September] 21, 1845, Sunday. After supper we amused ourselves in my marquee with a pleasing varieties. At eight o’clock Captain McRae started on a expedition with his company to reconnoiter the enemy line about eight or ten miles south. About eleven o’clock he returned report favorable. Captain McRae and company returned from their expedition about two o’clock all well. Four o’clock Colonel [Jonathan] Hale and Company returned from Warsaw. Five o’clock I left the marquee and went home. After a short time I returned to my marquee and whence I went to General Rich and received orders for the recalling of the outpost guards. I gave them as follows–one for Captain [Howard] Egan, stationed at Camp Creek–one at near [Cornelius P.] Lott’s, as also all guards now on posts. My Quartermaster [Joseph] Bates Noble provided a most excellent breakfast, of which myself and staff partook of the same. Our Friend Hutchinson performed the necessary office of Trimmar. He is also recognized as an aid and musician in Kay Staff. The order for recalling Captain [Howard] Egan and Guard was sent out by Bingham. Captain O. M. Allen and guard were recalled from their station up the river and at headquarters were dismissed till further orders for daytime but the night watch to be continued as before.

I took my wife to the meeting at the stand. I returned to my marquee and attended to such duties as demanded my attention (at three o’clock gave some general orders for my Quartermaster [Joseph Bates] Noble to be executed [crossed out]). I again returned to the stand; after meeting took my wife home. I immediately returned to my marquee by Allen Weeks. At half past four o’clock Captain McRae with twenty men left [to] reconnoiter the enemy line on the south. I issued orders for the Quartermaster [Joseph Bates] Noble to station guard over my marquee, also east of the parade ground, one at the butchery, etc.

About this time Cyrus Daniels came to me and reported of a plan which he had devised to watch and regulate some matters north of town up the river and requested me that George Langley and such others as he might select should go with him; granted. Took supper at half past six at Brother Boyce’s, whose lady had kindly volunteered her services to cook for me and staff. Major General Rich gave me orders to call out the Fourth and Fifth Regiment, probably then amounting to 400 men, 100 of whom was to be mounted and forthwith be marched to Carthage to protect the place, and the twenty men General [George] Miller had left there previously to guard and protect the place. This was occasioned by report that the mob were now gathering into Carthage. I immediately gave orders to colonels to have the same executed forthwith. About forty or fifty men mounted and equipped were dispatched under command of Colonel Markham. We continued making preparations to send out the remainder of the troops in wagons under command. Colonel [John] Scott–he presently informed me that his wife lie dangerously sick. General Rich then proposed my going, to which I consented.

I left the marquee to see my horses saddled. Major General Rich, leaving with Lieutenant General [Brigham] Young, as to the expediency of my going declared by him not to be policy. Just at this moment, the Lieutenant General came on the ground and said that the alarm was a false one and ordered the dismissal of the troops, reserving only guards to be stationed on the river under the command of A. Farnham. I believe G. W. Langley returned and reported that he had went with Cyrus Daniels and others as above-mentioned. (At half past four o’clock Captain McRae left in company with twenty men to reconnoiter in the south. I issued order to my quartermaster to see a guard stationed on the marquee ground and at the east side of the parade grounds, one at the butchery, etc.)

Monday, [September] 22. (I went to the butchery and found things in a bad condition. I was occupied in arranging this and the commissary department [crossed out in original]) and that in attempting to execute the arrangements they were fired upon and Cyrus Daniels was shot through the right arm, just above the elbow. Whereupon, myself and Brother [Joseph Bates] Noble went with him to assist him home. We, however, did not find him till he had traveled to Colonel [Theodore] Turley’s. When we got there we found him in a desperate condition, his arm was shattered to atoms, the ball passed just above the elbow and both bones were broken and his arm in a sling. We had to tear his coat to pieces to get it off of him, after which Brother [Theodore] Turley set the bones as well as he could. And then Dr. J. [John] M. Barnhisel [Bernhisel] was sent for, who undone his arm and set it over again, during which time he suffered the most excruciating pain. A ball passed through Langley’s hat at the same time.

I returned to my marquee with G. Langley about two o’clock. On my return I found a part of Captain McRae’s company had returned and reports that they had brought [line blank] [Howard] Egan company, in part came in under Captain R. Thompson, reserving six men to make observation reports; all well. [Howard] Egan to be home at daybreak. I then went to Allen Weeks and stayed till day; all well. About day, Captain McRae came home. I went to the butchery and found things in an uproar; occupied in arranging this and the commissary department, occupied all the morning in seeing these matters arranged. Returned and took dinner about half past three o’clock. General Rich came to the marquee and reported that the Twelve had appointed my clerk to accompany a delegation to Macomb which was attended to by him. I was engaged in making arrangements for my new marquee in company with my Quartermaster [Joseph Bates] Noble. About half past three o’clock, I received orders from General Rich to raise forty men in wagons under Colonel Parker to guard the citizens of La Harpe against the mob in that quarter. Also about the same number under Captain A. Farnham to guard Macedonia, in consequence of the absence of the officers and men from my quarters.

It was with great difficulty and exertion the companies were raised and fitted out; however, the company under Colonel Parker left about sundown, that under Captain Farnham left about dusk for Macedonia. After the companies had started, the officers and soldiers (were assem [crossed out]) of those left on the ground were assembled, to whom I gave a general course of instructions, how to proceed in raising companies in future so as to prevent the difficulty and the confusion we experienced this evening, recommending the colonels to have someone stationed near my quarter, ready at all times to convey news to them more speedily that orders may be dispatched and done forthwith, to which they immediately attended to after detailing a guard to be on the river under George Langley, also a guard S. E. of town, I then retired to rest in the marquee.

Tuesday, [September] 23, 1845. Arose about five this morning went with Captains Hunter and McRae to Lathorp’s store and made arrangements there for the necessary provision for my marquee. Took breakfast at eight o’clock then made some arrangements with Colonel Rockwood relative to doing some butchering up the river at nine o’clock. I left the marquee with General Rich for my home, returned at ten o’clock. I called the colonels and officers and gave them instructions relative to the Commissary Department so as to avoid all impositions in the distribution of rations. Tarried till dinner, after which I took my quartermaster to visit the sick Police and went home; returned at four o’clock, had some conversation with Major Lee relative to my new marquee. About six Elder P. [Parley P.] Pratt introduced two Indians of the Sioux Tribe and committed them to my charge and that their wants should be attended to and supplied from my marquee. After supper Levi Hancock amused with tunes on his violin; at eight they laid down to sleep. I went home.

Wednesday, [September] 24. I came to my marquee about six o’clock. I was introduced to George Herring, a Mohawk Chief. He spoke good English and converses freely on all subjects, understands the customs of the whites well. He also put up at the marquee and made it his home; also some four or five others who came in after breakfast. I was busy in making preparations to go to Carthage for my trial, it having been decided by the Council that we should go this day as it will appear in its proper place. About nine o’clock Lieutenant General Brigham Young, H. [Heber] C. Kimball, Willard Richards, P. [Parley] P. Pratt and [John] Taylor came to my marquee and were introduced to the red men.

About half past nine I started in company with the Twelve and a number of other Gentlemen for Carthage; left Colonel Harmon in command. Half past one o’clock we arrived at Carthage. We visited the jail wherein the murder of our Prophet and Patriarch was committed. The marks where the balls penetrated are still visible as also the blood on the floor. It was [a] scene which called forth feelings of horror. We were called from this place by word that the court was ready to proceed with the trial. We then ushered into the sheriff’s office. Names called and answered to wit; Daniel Spencer, W. [William] W. Phelps, John Taylor, Orson Spencer, Charles Rich, William Clayton, Willard Richards, Edward Hunter, Reynolds Cahoon, Alpheus Cutler, Hosea . We were then taken to the office of T. L. Barnes and E. A. Bedell, Esquires, and Anthony Barkman, whose name was to the affadavit, upon which the writ was issued, was sworn.

Upon investigation it appeared that the witness had been had signed and sworn to two affadavits written by George Backman. He did not know any of the defendants named, had sworn to both affidavits upon reports and was deceived, is sorry for what he had done, etc. There being no cause of action whatever, the court discharged the defendants. The writs were issued by E. F. Smith, Captain of the Carthage Greys, and was in command at the time Joseph and Hyrum [Smith] was martyred.

After we were discharged we went back to the sheriff’s office and after some arrangements with the sheriff we prepared to come home. When we had came about four or five miles from Carthage we met an express, Brother C. [Cornelius P.] Lott, by which we were informed that a Committee of the Citizens of Quincy had arrived in Nauvoo “requesting us to communicate in writing our disposition and intention at this time, particularly with regard to moving to some place where the peculiar organization of our church will not be likely to engender so much strife and contention as so unhappily exists at this time in Hancock and some of the adjoining counties.”

We all drove up near to President B. [Brigham] Young and heard the report as above and then proceeded on our way home where we arrived about at six o’clock a black set of men, as it was a very warm and dusty day and our faces looked like we were painted black. We drove up on the parade ground before my marquee and General [Brigham] Young addressed them in a short speech, thanking those who had attended us and then the crowd dispersed. I then washed myself and took supper and then went with J. [Jesse] D. Hunter and A. McRae to Lathrop’s store and took up some goods and then returned to my marquee about ten o’clock and gave orders to Colonel Harmon to prepare teams for La Harpe by daylight and then went home and returned to the marquee about twelve o’clock and stayed till morning.

Thursday 25, [September] 1845. Attended to my official duty till seven o’clock then took breakfast. At eight o’clock commenced arranging the teams for La Harpe and Camp Creek. They started at nine o’clock under the command of Colonel Harmon nothing of any particular importance occurred till dinner, after which I rode out and went home and returned to the marquee and laid down and rested myself a little and then at five left the marquee for home and returned again and stayed all night.

Friday 26. I arose this morning very unwell and went home and returned after a short time. A part of the guard left at Carthage returned this morning and reports that the mob are assembling and that they are unsafe. At eleven o’clock Colonel [Theodore] Turley came and told me he wanted to go after Dr. Levi Richards to attend on C. Daniels as his arm seemed to be worse. I dispatched [Joseph Bates] Noble for the doctor. Took dinner, after which I received orders from General Rich to raise twenty volunteers for Carthage as a relief to our troops stationed there. At about four o’clock, the company under command of Colonel Harmon arrived from La Harpe accompanied by between 40 and 50 teams loaded with grain, etc. called into the center of the square and were addressed by Lieutenant General [Brigham] Young:

“The object of calling you together and of gathering you from your houses and farms to a place where you have none is because we have been called out by the sheriff to guard you so far as we have done by fifties, here and there. Our men are sick and afflicted, their horses are run; we can go out no longer. The committee which we have appointed have done well, they have been industrious. I would advise those having teams to keep them constantly going. Bring in your grain first. Shock up your corn your straw and all your fodder taking care of; let those having rails lend them to your brethren and make smaller fretos for hay and cattle, Gribb’s [“Fretos and Gribs (cribs ?) were v-shaped, latticed containers for hay, built so that the cattle could eat between the slats and the pile would automatically settle to the bottom. These provided food with little waste.” Brooks, ed. Diary of Hosea (1964)] and things necessary. I refer you to our proclamation as to what we intend to do. I never intend to winter in the United States except on a visit. We do not owe this country a single sermon. We calculated to go all the while, for I do not intend to stay in such an Hell of a Hole and if this be your mind, signify it by saying Hie–which was loudly responded to by the assembly–they are continually accusing us of stealing their horses and cattle. I wish some of the brethren would steal and kill them. I will venture to guess as a Yankee we will have the best winter we ever had. I expect you will really enjoy yourself.” [An old Farmer here enquired what would be done with those that were not Mormons, to which our Lieutenant General replied treat him the same as Mormons. Parley P. Pratt motioned all men not known as anything else be called Mormons.]

The General [Brigham Young] proceeded and said we have been peaceful inclined yet nothing appeases the Mob. They are angry, they know not what with, but I know it is because the kingdom of God is set up. We have done the best we could. They are as corrupt as Hell from the president down clean through the priest and the people are all as corrupt as the Devil. I will leave them and God grant I may live to get to some place of peace, health and safety. If you are on patrol under the Sheriff; do not touch anyone’s goods and the mob shall be cursed for their dishonesty–but we will be at peace. I will be at peace and treat them well and they may do their own preaching. We do not owe them a sermon, nor this nation a mile of travelling. We will see who will judge the earth and show them with what judgment they shall be judged. If we was [where] the governor [is] and had the courage and spunk of a flea, we should have no need of this parade but we have all the time been cursed with governors and other officers not worth having, and Jacob B. Backenstos is the only man that we ever stood up for equal rights and if he goes right, we will make a great man of him yet awhile; he then left the ground.

I went and met with the old Police and gave them a lecture therein, showing the necessity of abstaining from the use of ardent spirits, showing the result thereof. Returned to my marquee. Took supper; left with General Rich to assist in getting the Carthage expedition under march, after which I attended a General Conference of the officers of the Second Cohort in Colonel Harmons’ marquee. At eleven o’clock Captain [Howard] Egan left with his company for Carthage; at twelve our conference broke up. I then left in company with Captain Hunter.

Saturday morning, [September] 27, [1845]. I arose about seven. I immediately went on the parade ground and attended to the Organization of the Teams for an expedition under the command of Colonel Herriman for La Harpe and Camp Creek; this took the greater part of the morning. I then went home. After a short stay, I returned to my marquee where I learned from General Rich that a meeting of the old Police and officers of the Second Cohort was to be held at the Masonic Hall at three o’clock p. m. Also to raise six horsemen to assist Captain [Howard] Egan at Carthage; also to notify the Colonel of the meeting at the Masonic Hall. Dispatched R. Cliff to call them together. I then rode down to the Hall. The meeting was addressed by Amasa Lyman in the absence of the Lieutenant General whose appropriate remarks prepared us for the still further remarks of our General [Brigham Young], who presently made his appearance and addressed us as follows:

“News has reached us from Squire Bedoll and Captain Rose who had started to see the governor that they met General Harding with about 200 men at Rushville and that tomorrow noon he would be in Carthage.

So much for this, now for my subject: to the police and officers, I would say I have been asked for counsel what we should do and how things would be done and conducted, and report has reached me of feelings existing among these bodies of men. It may be all comprehended in this there is an evident lack of humility and faith among you. You have partaken too much of the spirit of the world, not that I would say you have disobeyed counsel. You have shown yourselves ready at all times to do this but I can foresee that a reckless spirit is creeping in among you, that should one of your best friends come across you without thought or meditation, you would up and shoot him, and thereby rid of one good man and he fall a sacrifice to your envy, hatred, and malice. This is wrong, it must not be. I know it is my duty to discern between truth and error–it also our duty to discern and discriminate. In the same way, we ought to be able to understand the rights and liberties of one another and not seek to infringe upon another and by so doing, we move every man in his own sphere. On the contrary, I leave it to you whether you have not [given] way to folly many instances and have showed yourselves departing from the spirit of God and nourishing the spirit of folly.

For instance, when I passed through the street I will see some six or seven men of the old Police talking and making fun, highly [amusing] themselves, strangers passing them unheeded, and I will walk up to them and tell them that a stranger has just passed them. I have no sooner spoken to them than they have gone instantly to see the stranger and his business there; but why should they need the spur and need to be told of their duty continually. They should ever be on the lookout all over town and seeing every stranger in town and why he is here, for you are the safeguard of this people.

After orders had been given to the old police I [Brigham Young] have gone to the [Nauvoo] temple and found them mixed with strangers when the orders were for all strangers to be kept from the temple square. I am aware that your unity is great; you are attached to one another and are ready to obey my counsel and have done as I have said and counseled, yet I have said and now foreseen that by following in this way it will lead you to be the deadly enemy of each other in one year from this time. It has already led you to the use of ardent spirits. I know this from your breath when I have met you, and I know that the Spirit of God cannot rest upon a man who is filled with whiskey for the kingdom of God cannot be built up by unholy things, for purity must exist in the upholders of this kingdom and we must now cleanse ourselves from every impure thing. Nor need a man expect for the conferring of blessings and powers from God who, is now habitually used to the things which are unholy and impure. We must arrive to all blessings and powers by our good works–you must try to be united in all your movement; hard feelings must cease, it will not do, they must cease, and let the principle of love and charity take place. This must be done and we must attend to our prayers and be humble and attend to your family duty and by so doing, a good spirit will take place of a spirit of folly and malice, for I know if we are allowed to stay here the winter it will be a miracle indeed, for the enemies are seeking to annoy us and aggravate us to retaliation and should we have to do it, we will have a great amount of sufferings.

We must let your prayers be offered continually to God that we may be sustained here this winter. If hardness does creep in among you I know what course to pursue with you. We shall have to take you into the [Nauvoo] temple and there give you your endowment together and send you on a five years missions to the islands of the sea and that would soften our hearts, and we would find it necessary to call on the name of the Lord least we be devoured by our enemies. And where there is not a Latter-day Saint on the land, this will I know make a man come to his feelings and he would see the necessity of steadying yourselves by the wisdom of God, cause you to act manfully–carefully and prayerfully.

I [Brigham Young] want every man to know his place and know enough to act in his own place and sphere and let me tell you that I and those in connection with me will counsel with me, [sic] will watch over you, and so let those who are under you be counselled by you and so all things move in harmony and in good order. And I pray that God will forgive you and let your hearts be humbled one towards another. Leave off your whiskey; I am and ever intend to be the master of my passions and not the subject thereof, so you must be master of your passions and not be the slave of passions, in themselves so degrading and entirely debasing. Some may say I am in the habits of taking snuff and tea, yet I am no slave to these passions and can leave these off if they make my brother affronted.

If ever we live to see the kingdom of God set up we shall see the judgment poured out upon that man who seeks to overthrow the kingdom, for righteousness shall be put to line. I [Brigham Young] would also caution you against using the name of God in vain; it has been used too much and will be with us; like the ancients of old, they forbade them the frequent use of the same. For I tell you, the time is coming when that man [who] uses the name of the Lord [and] is used, the penalty will be affixed and immediately be executed on the spot. Why should we use it in our private and public conversation–the ancients have given us an example of reverencing they had for the name of the deity by calling the priesthood not after God, but after Melchizedek. It must be held sacred, nor must it be the common practice from this time and hencefor. If we do not purify ourselves we shall be devoured by our enemies. Even if we are gathered into the wilderness He will there destroy them either by famine or by Indians, who will be brought upon us and thereby destroyed. Let Colonel [John] Scott see the artillery placed in a secure place and kept from sight, etc. God bless you all. Amen.”

Returned from the meeting to the parade ground, attended to the raising of six men horsemen for Carthage, to the relief of Captain [Howard] Egan already stationed there, after which took supper. From thence I went home.

[September] Sunday 28. I returned to my marquee, assisted in raising the teams for La Harpe and Camp Creek for the purpose of bringing the families and grain into the city. They were then accordingly dispatched under the command of Colonel Herriman. I then had a counsel with General Rich on the plan and the policy of guarding the city. It was decided that this be given into the hands of Captains Hunter and McRae and that they be responsible for the good performance of the same and all things connected therewith be under their control. Consequently, all outstanding guards were called in and disbanded. The teams under command of Colonel [John] Scott did not appear on the ground in time for the intended purpose and they were sent to haul wood for the police and the troops who were unable to procure it otherwise. After which I rode in company with Captain Hunter on the east and the south skirts of the city to see and obtain the best place to station guards.

Returned home about one o’clock took my dinner then went home with Captain [J. D.] Hunter in company with George L. M. Herrying, Brother Herring, Edward Whiteseye, Peter Cooper and Moses [Otis], to partake of a dinner prepared for us by the kindness of Captain Hunter’s lady. And we had a complete jollification and then went with George Herring to see Cyrus Daniels, who is still very unwell, returned to the marquee and found all well. I then went still in company with G. Herring to see Charles Shumway, who [is] still very unwell. From there we went to my house, stayed a short time and returned to my marquee, dispatched two wagons to meet Captain [Howard] Egan’s and his troops, who were on the road from Carthage a foot. Saw General Rich and gave him a full report of my proceedings through the day, to which he gave his entire approbation. Gave orders to have fifty teams for the purpose of working the road near the temple or, as it is known, the Hill Road.

About nine o’clock, we attended to prayers by the clerk. Captain [Howard] Egan and troops arrived and reports the number of troops now in Carthage under the command of General Hardin of the Illinois Volunteers to be about 320 men who are sent by the governor to maintain and be the efficient arms of the Law, as he published in his general orders to Hancock County. God grant it may prove as he [has] published.

The weather during the day was disagreeable owing to the drizzly state of the atmosphere; about time for rest. A strong west wind came up and well nigh overset my marquee. I then went into the tent of Colonel Harmon and retired to rest. It continued to rain the most of the night and when we awoke in the morning the water stood ankle deep.

[September] Monday 29. This morning the weather presented a very lowery aspect and threatened a storm; nevertheless the teams appeared on the ground and repaired to the ground for the purpose as aforestated under Colonel Harmon, for some time. My clerk and myself were busily engaged in arranging the reports of the different regiments, the time they had been engaged as a posse commitatus, and other expenses connected therewith, to be laid before the County Commissioners Court whose sessions commenced today at Carthage. As by law we were entitled to pay for the services so rendered to the County in maintaining the supremacy of the law (as General Hardin has prohibited in his general orders for men being together armed, deeming his troops quite sufficient to quell all further disturbance and maintain the supremacy of the law.) In conformity to the above we discontinued our camping for the present. I then released my clerk for the present to give him liberty to transact his private business. (As the present aspect of affairs to all law and order citizens of course portended a season of peace as the future will show).

I then went into council with the Twelve and other authorities of the church at Brother D. Spencer’s with G.L.M. Herring and his comrades, which council only consisted [of] an introduction to the feeling and mind of his people towards us and some circumstances relative to our removal from hence. We had an interesting interview with them for an hour or two. I then went home to look somewhat to my temporal affairs for the first time since I had been called out to duty. When I got there I found Brother [E. J.] Sabin had commenced to finish laying up my brick as before agreed upon and all things doing as well as could be expected. Captain McRae came and took dinner with me and we then went to the marquee again, which was now totally occupied by our “red friends,” and then in company with G.L.M. Herring, we rode to the printing office and bought him a Book of Mormon.

From thence we went to see C. Daniels again, who was not any better, then came back to the marquee again and then met the police at the Stand and gave the instructions, which had been given by President [Brigham] Young to me and others on the 27th in relation to spirituous liquor, and to them which was gladly received and all with uplifted hands covenanted to obey the same. And then after returning to the marquee again went home to enjoy domestic happiness again for one night.

[September] Tuesday 30. At seven o’clock a. m. went to the parade ground to see about fitting out teams to work the road and on the temple as agreed the day before, and also to send Colonel [John] Scott with the teams of his regiment to thresh wheat on Camp Creek and then started home. And on my way learned from the out guards that General Hardin and his troops were now entering into town without leave or notice. I went home then to the parade ground to be ready for any orders which might be sent to me, but learning that General Rich was on the flat, I went to the Seventies Hall where the Council of 50 were in session.

When I arrived there I was informed by President Joseph Young that Rich had gone on the hill. I then went to the temple and there met him. While he was telling me what was to be done [Jacob] Backenstos and Judge Douglas, one of General Hardin’s aids, rode up and was introduced by [Jacob] Backenstos and we all trooped off down to Elder [John] Taylor’s and met in council with the Twelve. Douglas informed them that he was sent by his General to notify them, that he desired an interview with the Twelve, to which they consented to grant at the parade ground, which place he now was formed. I was then sent to look up some witnesses to testify against the house burning mob and also to escort Douglas to his General; which I did and then made the necessary arrangements to procure the witnesses as aforesaid.

About this time the Twelve and others came in their buggies to the ground and was introduced to General Hardin, who showed his authority for coming here and told his intentions of maintaining the “Supremacy of the Law” as he called it. He also said that there had been complaints made to him while at Carthage about two men being missing, one in Nauvoo named Wilcox and the other between Carthage and Appanoose named Debonair, and that he intended to have an effectual and thorough search made here for them. That it was somewhat strange that a man should leave so large and populous a city as this and nobody see him, and in a sarcastic manner insinuated that we had been guilty of their death. After which the Twelve returned back and I went home and in a short time Captains Hunter and McRae came and took dinner with me and then we went to A. [Allen] Weeks to get Marinda to wash for my wife.

From thence to quarters again and there heard that Hardin’s troops had searched the [Nauvoo] temple throughout, even in the dome, for the dead bodies; also the Masonic Hall was searched from the garret to the cellar. They then went to Mansion House Barn as said that they wanted to search it, as Colonel [John] Scott had stationed troops there as they thought to conceal the bodies aforesaid, to which Colonel [John] Scott consented after requiring them not to steal anything else, to which they agreed. They searched it in the hay mow and all other apartments. After they were done Colonel [John] Scott told them that they were fools to suppose that we would hide dead men in the hay when the river was so near, which seemed to, in some degree, to shame his barefaced impertinence for in reality they only wanted to find our cannons, etc., as we had good reason to believe, and deprive us of our means of defense and then we could be more easily brought to bow in submission their unjust mandates.

It may be seen that I have no confidence in them since our leaders were martyred by the government and his men. How ridiculous and contemptible the idea that rational men, as we are, should be supposed to murder men under the excitement which now prevailed against us when the mob and state authorities both sought a pretext to form an alliance against us, and then in warm weather hide them in hay mows and Masonic Hall, and even in the [Nauvoo] temple where more than one hundred men were at work, and that in all parts of it at once, and we expect not to be found out. Their object was too obvious and I feel indignant at the idea and also think of the “Honor of Governor [Thomas] Ford and the plighted faith of the State” to Joseph and Hyrum’s [Smith] protection while he could lock them in jail and then withdraw his forces to insult us, in his weak administered and “brief authority,” in Nauvoo while his compeers could assassinate them in cold blood, despite of the “Carthage Grey” guard loaded with “blank cartridges” as we know they were.

To all such men officers and governments, I can truly say that it is my heart’s desire and prayer to God for Christ’s and his kingdom’s and people’s sake that they may be speedily damned to the lowest degradation of Hell. But cease my feelings and be calm.

I then went to the flat with J. B. [Joseph Bates] Noble in a buggy, to the printing office, and to Allen ‘s, then to the police, then to the marquee and took supper and then home a little after dark and stayed about two hours and went to Shumway’s, who was not much better. Then to A. [Allen] Weeks and there found that [Marinda] was gone to set up at Brother Lewis’ whose son was dead. I went to bed and slept soundly till about two hours before day, when [Marinda] came to my bed and put [her] cold hand on my forehead which awoke me, then came to bed and at daybreak I got up and came home.

OCTOBER 1845

[October] 1, Wednesday, 1845. At seven o’clock I went to the parade ground as usual and started the teams to work on the road and temple again and then went to the printing office with G.L.M. Herring and got there just as Hardin’s troops had marched up and formed before the office. I then went in to Elder [John] Taylor’s house where the Twelve and others were in council with Hardin and his officers. He seemed to think that he could do nothing for us that if he marched his troops away the mob would rise again and if we defended ourselves, as he said we had a right to do, the mob would raise forces enough to overwhelm us at once, but never said anything about the protecting arm of government. His conclusion of the whole matter was that if we did not give the public some convincing tokens that it was our determination to leave here in the spring, that nothing could save us from being totally overwhelmed.

What patriotic protection for an officer sent by the governor to maintain the “Supremacy of the Law;” from there the troops all marched to the temple and all went through and round about it and I and Herrin followed on to the temple to witness their maneuvers. I there found that they had took Brother Caleb Baldwin prisoner to make him account for the exit of Wilcox because Mr. Jennings had complained that Baldwin had said that he was a spy. From here after we had grown tired of witnessing the imprudence and ill manners of the troops in the [Nauvoo] temple and on it. Herring and I came home and then took dinner and went back, he to the marquee and to the temple, the troops having returned to their encampment. From the temple I started down the hill and met Brother Baldwin who informed me that they had set him at liberty, as they could get no pretext against him and that they were then inquiring after me as the Captain of the Police, and thought I had best look out for myself. So I rode down to the bank of the river and came to Brother D. [Daniel] Carn and left word with his wife how matters were going, and then went to John Binley’s and put up my horse and sent him to see Colonel Harmon and inform him what was going on. And I stayed there and at Father Knight’s until dark, and then took my horse and rode up to Allen Week’s with Captain McRae and took them to my house. And after finding out by sending [Allen] Weeks in that no one had been there, I went in and informed my wife what was done and then took a trunk which had some articles which I wanted with us. We then returned to [Allen] Weeks again where I remained all night in peace.

[October] 2, 1845, Thursday. Early this morning I sent [Allen] Weeks down in town to learn what was going on and inform me. But before he returned, the troops passed up Mulholland Street on their way back to Carthage, they were singing and hollowing and making use of the most insulting and imprudent language to grate on the feelings of the Saints which they could, which showed the goodness and patriotism of this “efficient arm of the law”, so kindly sent by the governor to insult and abuse us, as he did last year under the name of protection and law.

After the troops had passed Captain McRae and Charles Allen came here, said that they had not heard anything more of me being demanded. I went with them then to the marquee and there met with Thomas Rich who came home with me and I remained there till four o’clock p. m. and then met the police at the temple; from thence went to Allen Weeks’ again and stayed till morning.

[October] 3, 1845, Friday. Came home about sunrise and nothing particular transpired till three o’clock. I then took my horse and went to Warthan five and there saw Brother [Shadrach] Roundy, who informed me that he had orders from President Brigham Young to raise and fit out a company of one hundred for emigrating to California and that he was allowed to take the old Police. From thence, I went further on and met Captain Hunter and informed him what [Shadrach] Roundy had said and asked him what he thought of it. He said he did not know what to think. We then went to the temple from thence to see Brother J. D. Lee who was present when the orders were given to [Shadrach] Roundy. His opinion was that President [Brigham] Young was dissatisfied with the old Police and that was the cause of his new arrangements with them. We then went to Hunter’s quarters at the Masonic Hall, from thence to the temple and came home about dark.

[October] 4, 1845, Saturday. Early this morning I was awoke by Brother J. Butterfield who told me that the cows had broke into my garden. I got up and found my cabbage nearly all destroyed by them. It was a disagreeable, rainy morning. I wrote in my journal till nine, then went to Ripley’s and took my horse back to him, and then went to S. [Shadrach] Roundy’s and there got in his son’s buggy and he brought me home about noon, wrote in my journal till three and then went to the temple and saw Hunter, [Theodore] Turley and others; conversed about the old police. [Theodore] Turley thinks it all right with Brigham and the police. I then met the police and came home at dark and with Mr. G.L.M. Herring and three others of his company. We had an entertaining evening. George understands the policy of this government well, is well acquainted with many of its rulers at Washington. His talk is interesting and agreeable.

[October] 5, 1845, Sunday. Went with my wife to meeting in the [Nauvoo] temple this forenoon. Elder [John] Taylor spoke at length on our present prospects and the satisfaction of going to California and being redeemed from oppression and legal mobocracy, etc. which was very interesting. Came home about two and after dinner went back and heard the arrangements about the ten companies organized for California and gave [Shadrach] Roundy a list of the old police and others for his company as aforesaid. Then met the police, had a talk with Hunter and McArthur about the seal of the covenant and left Hunter at Warthan’s Shop and came home at dark, and my clerk Brother Gandland came and we wrote in my journal till bedtime.

[October] 6, 1845, Monday. This was the first day of conference which was held, in the which commenced at ten in the morning. I went with my wife; there was about 4,000 persons present within the walls of the [Nauvoo] temple and a large concourse of people without. At Twelve we came home, and took dinner, we then [came] back at two p. m. This afternoon the authorities were presented to the conference for their approval or disapproval in passing the Twelve. When it came to William Smith, the conference disapproved of him both as one of the Twelve and also for Patriarch of the Church.

At five o’clock I met the police and my wife came home. After the police guard was detailed, General Rich came to me and told me that Elder H. [Heber] C. Kimball wanted me to hand him a list of the old police and I ordered the clerk to do it, then went home with A. [Allen] Weeks and brought something home in a trunk about dark and then took supper and went to the Lodge at seven o’clock and not being well came home about ten o’clock.

[October] 7, 1845, Tuesday. Was very unwell this morning and not able to go to the meeting of the Seventies at seven o’clock a. m. However, at ten o’clock and in the afternoon I went to Allen Weeks’ and while there I found that some of Hardin’s troops had come into town and went into different parts. Some had went to where Colonel [John] Scott had some artillery covered in some corn fodder and put a guard round the lot, evidently with the intention of taking it away but [John] Scott put a guard inside with orders to let no man touch it. His guard increased so fast that they soon thought proper to go away and let it alone. Another part of them went and took Daniel Smith and another man as they said for stealing but I do not know how it is about the matter, they were took off by them. When General Rich found that they were coming in without leave, and most likely had writs against the Twelve and others, he gave orders for every man at the temple to go and get his arms and be prepared for the worst.

This created a great stir and conference was dispensed with till tomorrow. When I came to the square the people had assembled in considerable numbers but in a short time we had word to disperse and be ready at a moment’s warning as the troops had passed out of town. At five met the police and then come home Brother Arnold was with me. Then went to Allen Weeks and stayed all night as I did not like to be at home at that time, not knowing but they were seeking me also as well as some others.

[October] 8, 1845, Wednesday. Early this morning I got up and went to General Rich’s and took breakfast and learned the news. He told me that there was some who were now taking cattle, etc. from our enemies and was raising thereby considerable excitement and wanted me to find out about it and have it stopped. I then went to the stand and met Hunter and McRae’s companies and laid the matter before them. They all promised to assist me in putting a stop to such operations. I then spoke to them about their using spirituous liquor and forbade the use of it among them and ordered the captains to drop any man from the company who would or had used it since it was put down before and then retired. Captain Hunter then dropped one man who had been drunk the night before. I then went to the meeting of the Seventies in the [Nauvoo] temple and then attended the conference, and at noon Colonel [John] Scott came home with me and took dinner and went to conference again, and at five met the police. I spoke on the policy of preparing for California. I then came home at dusk, L. D. Wilson with me, and he went home and I took the book of my quorum and started to a meeting of the same at Brother Dustin Amy’s. On my way hither I learned that the mob party had found the man by the name of Debanair whom Hardin said was missing, was found buried in the bottom of a ditch, made for a sod fence and they now swore that the Mormons in that settlement should atone for it.

I went to the meeting and left the books and went to General Rich’s to report to him about the matter but he was not at home, so I went to the meeting again, and then went to W. [Willard] Richards and found the Twelve in council and after waiting a while went in and reported. In a few minutes General Rich came and the thing was talked over, and I went back to Brother Amy’s and saw the brethren a short time and then started for home and met D. [Daniel] Carn, who informed me that I was wanted at the Masonic Hall by General Rich. I went and was engaged in making arrangements to have Hunter’s company at the Hall until about Twelve or one o’clock and then came home.

[October] 9, 1845, Thursday. I arose early and went to the Hall again and assisted in preparing for Hunter’s Company as aforesaid. I then went with General Rich to Brother J. Knight’s and took breakfast from thence to the Printing Office, from thence to the temple and then saw A. [Allen] Weeks about his relations over the river, etc. Also James McLelland and others going with us to California. Brother [Howard] Egan and I then came to my house and after a little he went home and I took dinner at Twelve. (Wife said Lucretia was gone) I then went to the Hall again to see Hunter; all was right there, then went to Brother Jos [Joseph] Hutchings and he shaved me then met the police. From thence went to [Allen] Weeks and took [blank] to the Concert held at the Hall and was well entertained till eight or nine o’clock and then returned to [Allen] Weeks and stayed till morning and came home about sunrise.

[October] 10, 1845, Friday. This morning heard that troops were coming here from Quincy and that the people there were trying to shoot [Jacob] Backenstos and swear that he shall not get away alive. Went to Harmon’s and took him and went to see Daniels who is no better, then to [Robert L.] Campbell’s and so round to the Hall and there selected a temple guard out of Hunter company and regulated the Commissary department. While there received orders from the Lieutenant General by A. [Albert] P. [Perry] Rockwood to have the Second Cohort ready to be called out at a moment’s warning, for them not to be far from home and to rally as usual at the hoisting of the flag at the [Nauvoo] temple, for them not to give up their gains to our enemies but first to shoot. I then went home very sick with the headache and went to bed and lay till Brother James Pace came after me in a buggy to take me to the police, which he did, though I was hardly able to sit up. From there I came home about dark still very sick. Brother D. Candland, my clerk, came here to write out my journal for me, which he did until about eleven o’clock p. m. I was some better after taking some nourishments.

Brother Joseph Holbrook and Colonel [Jonathan] Hale now came in and left me orders from General Rich for me to have the men of the Second Cohort congregated in convenient parts of town by regiments or otherwise, and there beseech the Lord for his delivering hand to be extended towards us, as from all appearance our enemies were determined to fall upon us. Also to have our arms so as to be got in a moment, for we were determined not to let them come in and arrest and take away our men to be murdered in cold blood as had been done. If they should try it we were determined to cut them off from the face of the earth, though we all should be exterminated by a government who were always so ready to sanction the doings and acts of the mob.

I first went to the temple then to the Masonic Hall and then to Colonel Harmon’s and learned that Rich had given the necessary orders to all the Colonels, so I returned to the Hall again and stayed till one o’clock. Hunter and others retired to evade the search of our enemies, then went to Rich’s; saw him and he thought I had best be concealed so I made arrangements with him to send for me in the event I should be needed in case of an attack. I then sent my clerk home who had been with me and went to Allen Weeks and there went to bed in his cellar room and Rich was to send me the news, etc. as it might be necessary from time to time.

[October] 11, 1845, Saturday. I was awake this morning about one hour by sun, by my clerk who had agreed to meet me at that time and assist me in writing my journal while I had to secrete myself. About half past ten a. m. we came to the place where I released him from on the morning of the 29th of September and from that time to this I had kept notes myself so I released him and sent him away that he might learn and send me word what was going on. And I amused myself to the best advantage and also wrote in my journal until twelve, when [Allen] Weeks came home and informed me that all was well as yet but that General Rich said for me to lay low and keep dark in my seclusion from the public gaze and the society of my fellow soldiers, whom it was my lot to lead on to fight the battles of the Lord in case of an attack.

My mind was wrapped up in the contemplation of the future destiny of the House of Israel, and I asked myself why this seclusion of myself from the knowledge of even my friends who knew not where I was in an hour when it seemed I was actually needed to head the armies of Israel. When an army of Saints were met together to supplicate the Lord our God for deliverance would they not ask one another where is our general, who was always with us, and why is he not here to strengthen us as in former times. I reflected upon it and beheld that the safety and welfare of this people demanded it, for should our enemies come in as we expected and find me and some others whom they also hated. They would, we expected, arrest us and take us to Carthage as is usual, and to suffer us to be taken away. The Saints were determined not to suffer, hence it would lead to a resistance of what they would term law and this would bring down the indignation of a government upon us, who delights in shedding the blood of prophets and cause many of the Saints to be slain and the residue driven out into the wilderness. I thought of the tender ties of nature at home, of my little ones who prattle round me in childish loveliness when I come in but now they know not where I am or what will be my destiny before we see each other again.

I thought how I have so often seen the Prophet Joseph [Smith] hide from his enemies when our safety demanded it. I thought how they also took him through treachery and slew him and said, is this my fate, am I to be also torn from everything that is sacred, as he was, and treacherously slain and said to myself that I would not give myself up, save it was to redeem my people. And should they attempt to arrest me, I felt determined to sell my life, life as dear as I could and try and convince our enemies that the blook [blood] of the Saints was not as easily shed as was our Prophets and Patriarch. I felt that I had served my maker as well as I knew and was willing to hide and wait the full time of the Lord. But in the event of a battle I was resolved to come forth as a lion from his thicket and roar upon our enemies as did the people of God always and trust to him for the result. So I am composed and as yet fear no evil.

This passed away the day; in the evening Brother Langley and my brother came in and saw me and said all was well as yet. Just after dark we took supper and Langley went with me to General Rich’s to see if he had any intelligence for me; but he was not at home. So we came to my house; my folks were all well and in good spirits. After staying awhile with them we returned to General Rich’s again who had not come home yet. Langley then went home and I to my hiding place again at about nine or ten o’clock. Nothing of importance happened till morning.

[October] 12, 1845, Sunday. Early this morning I got up and went to see General Rich who informed me that he had sent home the troops with orders for them to keep themselves in readiness in case of an alarm and that there had been no writs in yet, that there was no appearance of danger at this time. We went then to Brother Hutchings and he shaved us and then to his house and took breakfast. We then went by the temple to the Masonic Hall; all was right there. We then sent some spies towards Bear Creek and other parts where we thought the mob were gathered and then went to his house again and I there met my clerk who was in search of me to see if I wanted him. So I went with him to [Allen] Weeks and got my journal and papers and then came home and he went to do some special business for me.

When I came home I learned that Brother Daniel S. Miles, one of the First Presidents of the Seventies was dead. He died at Josiah Butterfield’s. He came to conference and was taken sick last Sunday at meeting. He was a fine, clever jolly man. In the troubles in Missouri he was a captain of ten and I belonged to his company part of the time. My wife not being very well, I stayed and wrote in my journal at home till two o’clock and then went to the afternoon meeting at the [Nauvoo] temple. The business of this afternoon was taken up in organizing companies for California or the west. I was now apprised for the first time that I was appointed to lead a company myself. President B. [Brigham] Young stated that as the “Old Police was attached to me that it was my right to have them.” This was glad tidings to all the Police who immediately came to me. This was about five o’clock. So the police all left the temple and met nearby and I had the guard detailed and after making some arrangements relative to joining a company, I came home, stopping at [Allen] Weeks and [E. J.] Sabins on my way.

I then went to see Brother F. Harwood who is very sick and then came home and wrote in my journal till nine o’clock. Pleasant Green Taylor, my wife’s brother, came to live with me this evening with the expectation of staying until we move and on the road.

[October] 13, 1845, Monday. Wrote in journal then went to the flat raising and making preparation for the company saw several of the Police and at two came home, wrote in journal till four and then met the police and came home at dark and wrote in my journal till ten o’clock p. m.

[October] 14, 1845, Tuesday. Before day this morning Brothers Hunter and Warthan came to my house on their way to their hiding place. Hunter wanted me to go in the morning to the Hall to see how the picket guard was doing in his absence and also make such arrangements and I thought necessary to keep up the guard till he could be with them. Accordingly, at seven o’clock I went and found the guard very much confused and disorganized and did not attend to their business very punctually. I then regulated matters to the best advantage I could and at ten met the Lodge during its session. Elder Langley was taken very sick with the ague and I had to take him home, and then hearing that some of the governor’s “Mobitia” had come in town again I went to see General Rich but he was in the country. I then went to Hutchings and stayed awhile and then met with the company in the cellar of the [Nauvoo] temple to organize and make some preparations for our contemplated journey next spring and came home and went with Brother A. Brown to see John Robinson who was going with us. We then came home and I went to bed at eight o’clock.

[October] 15, 1845, Wednesday. Went to [Allen] Weeks’, saw him then to the Lodge at ten o’clock then to the printing office and then home at two o’clock and then wrote in my journal till four o’clock and then met the police and came home at dark.

[October] Thursday 16. Saw Colonel [John] Scott about fitting out our company met the Lodge and came home met the police and came home at dark.

[October] 17, 1845, Friday. Met the Lodge at ten o’clock then came home at three o’clock and went to Allen Weeks and there stayed till morning.

[October] 18, 1845, Saturday. Came home before day. All was well. Went to see Brother [Robert L.] Campbell and met the company at one o’clock at the Masonic Hall. Made preparations for fitting out, etc. then went to see Brother Hunter and came with him to my house; all was well. We then went to the temple and he home and I to Langley’s and stayed all night.

[October], Sunday 19. This morning about three o’clock Hunter came and waked me up and we went down the river to look at some timber for boards and came back and went to my house about day and took breakfast and then went to see a timber lot to make arrangements to build some graineries to put corn in for our company, and then came home and went to meeting at the [Nauvoo] temple. Today some letters were read from William Smith abusing the Twelve and the church. The matter was referred to the Saints and he was disfellowshipped from the church and turned over to the hands of God. After meeting I went home with Allen Weeks and took dinner, met the police and came home, accompanied by George Herring, who stayed all night.

[October] 20, 1845, Monday. This morning a lot of teams met at my house to go with some hands to cut draw some timber for cribs, etc. for grain. I then went to the flat and the Lodge and then came home at one o’clock and wrote in my journal till near three o’clock and then went to the temple in company with Hunter and some others who came here and met the police and came home at about eight o’clock.

[October] 21, 1845, Tuesday. Hunter met at my house this morning to make arrangements set the company hands at work. I then went to Brother W. [Willard] Richards who wanted to see me. He wanted me to send a policeman there today to be on hands in case anything should happen. There was a council to be there and Jas [Jason] Arlington Bennett was to be present and it was also court week and people was very liable to disturb them. So I went to the Masonic Hall and sent D. McArthur who was at work there. I then went to see Langley and then went in a buggy with Colonel [John] Scott about seven miles below here to see Brother Pettitt. We came back about two o’clock and learning that some of the troops was in from Carthage. We went to Brother J. Knight and [John] Scott left me there and then went home and I stayed there till time to meet the police and went and met them as usual. We had a general meeting again on the subject of being more punctual to attend to our duty, etc. I then went to Lathrop’s Store and Warthan told me that there was a writ out for me and others. I then came home about an hour after dark.

[October] 22, 1845, Wednesday. Met at the Masonic Hall at about eight o’clock with Hunter and others to see about the hands of the company going over the river after wagon timber, which we done, and have got the wagon shop started. I then went with Hunter to see other ones of the company to have them commence work at which I was engaged till time to meet the police and met them as usual and then went to Allen Weeks and stayed all night and came home about sunrise.

[October] 23, 1845, Thursday. Hunter came and we went to Lathrop’s there to see about raising a new guard by making a levy of three men out of each company, which is organized for emigration, and returned home again at noon. Took dinner and then went down on the flat and met the police and then came home and then went down to Langley’s and he not being at home, so I waited for him a short time when S. Perry came on the want of me to go to a council at Elder John Taylor’s. So I went and there learned that we were going to call out the troops to guard the country round and protect it from the depredations of the men whom the governor had sent here to maintain the “Supremacy of the Law.” So I went and made arrangements to call out the troops and then went to Langley’s and stayed all night.

[October] 24, 1845, Friday. Went early and took breakfast at Hunter’s and then went to the parade ground and met the troops as before mentioned and about eight o’clock got them under way. I took command of a company and went towards Carthage and stopped on the large mound about half way there and flanked the company to the right and left for about six miles. Colonel J. D. Parker took a Company 11 and went in the direction of Camp Creek and flanked so as to meet my men and Colonel [Theodore] Turley went down the river and flanked so as to protect that part. Then the whole country was guarded. We had an entertaining time of it. About one o’clock I called in the men and flanked them again. After about an hour’s time, which they were there. About half past three I called them in again and returned to Nauvoo where I arrived about five o’clock and, after dismissing the men, went and met the police and then went in company with Hunter to Joseph Knight’s and took supper and then we went to Elder [John] Taylor’s to a council. And after arrangements were made for the guard tomorrow, I went with B. [Brigham] Young and H. [Heber] C. Kimball and some of the police to the Hall and there attended to some business and after that went home, where I arrived about one o’clock.

[October] 25, 1845, Saturday. Met at the parade ground at seven o’clock and to command of the same company and all hands went forth on the prairie as on yesterday. We were out as before and had a joyful time of it. All was peace yet at court. In the afternoon I got word from Carthage that the court had adjourned till Monday and that it was the intention of the officers of the court to leave [Jacob] Backenstos in Carthage and all them to come into Nauvoo. So about three o’clock Major Warren, who had command of the governor’s troops at Carthage, came along as I before had been informed. He was accompanied by the judge and other officers of the court. They drove up and he demanded in an angry manner of us to know what we were there for. We told him nothing but to convey news to and from Nauvoo to Carthage. He accused us of being there for treasonable purposes and contrary to his orders and such like impertinence, all of which we denied for we were not armed (as he could see). He then complained that we were armed with side arms. We then demanded of him to know if it was wrong for us to carry private arms, to which he answered that it was not but said it was not politic for us to carry them when he was here to keep the peace, for it would raise the prejudice and excitement of our enemies. To which I told him that I had carried private arms ever since two of our men had been murdered in jail by them under the protection of the governor. All we said only made him more angry. He then stood up in his buggy and counted all the men he could see, which was fifteen, and called them fifteen parties of men and asked the judge if he did not think that it was a war-like appearance; he said it was. And after some insinuations was cast that he would do something he drove, not however, till he had taken my name.

In about one hour Colonel [Jacob] Backenstos, and all the brethren who was in Carthage, came up to us on their way to Nauvoo. [Jacob] Backenstos was in the hands of H. [Henry] W. Miller, the Coroner. We then went to Nauvoo where we arrived at about 6 o’clock. After dismissing the men I went to the Masonic Hall and met the police and also the emigrating company which met at sundown. I then made a few remarks to the company and appointed tomorrow evening for them to meet again. I went with Hunter and A. [Allen] J. Stout to John Brinley’s and took supper which had been prepared for us by his wife. We then went to the Mansion House and there met with some of the Twelve and the officers of the court and Major Warren and heard their ideas. The Major thought we did not pay that respect to him which was due to one who had been sent here to restore peace. There was much said on both sides. Elder [John] Taylor gave his opinion them very severely and told them that they were but a legalized mob. Warren took great umbrage at this and went into another room and I went in company with some others to guard President [Brigham] Young to John Taylors and then went home. It was then very late at night.

[October] 26, 1845, Sunday. Went to the parade ground at seven o’clock to stop the troops from gathering and then went to meeting at the [Nauvoo] temple and then came home at noon and found my wife sick. Hunter was with me. After dinner we went to the [Nauvoo] temple again and met the police and then went with the police to the Masonic Hall and met the emigrating company and had a good meeting and arranged tomorrow for work and then went to Allen Weeks and stayed all night.

[October] 27, 1845, Monday. Came home before sunrise, and after breakfast went to the Masonic Hall to start the hands to work in the company. We started on one company of hands to work up the river under Chandler Rogers and also attended to regulating the concern and then went with Hunter and got some goods from Lathrop for Herring and his friends amounting to twenty dollars. And then came to my house and took dinner and then went to see about raising a new guard and met the police and then went to Hunters and stayed all night.

[October] 28, 1845, Tuesday. At seven o’clock went to the Hall to set the company to work and was engaged at arranging matters until about noon and then went home accompanied with Hunter and took dinner. And then went and done some more business and met the police and then went to Hunters and took supper. And then we came home again and there stayed all night.

[October] 29, 1845, Wednesday. We went to the Hall at seven o’clock as before and then after taking a horse of James McGraw to winter for his use I came home for a saddle and bridle. Still with Hunter. It was about one o’clock and stayed till about three o’clock and then went to the flat and then met the police. And then went to Hunters and met in council with Joseph and George Herring and Hunter in relation to their missions. They then explained to Hunter and myself the nature of their mission to us and their standing at home, which was not understood by us heretofore. It was quite an important and interesting council and I expect will yet make a great alteration in their affairs and ours. After the council was over I and Hunter went to A. [Albert] P. [Perry] Rockwood’s and told the result of the council and he was of our opinion. I then came home and found that Amanda Taylor, my wife’s youngest sister, who had been for eleven days sick, was dead and all the family in mourning. I came home about nine o’clock.

[October] 30, 1845, Thursday. Met with the company hands at the Hall as usual and then went to see Brother Brigham Young on the business of last night and agreed to meet him at A. [Albert] P. [Perry] Rockwoods and then went to do some business for the company. And then took Langley, Hunter and S. Herring with me to Rockwoods as before mentioned to council and after remaining there about till noon, and making the necessary arrangements for the Herrings and all to the satisfaction of all concerned. I went with George Herring and Hunter to make arrangements for George to go home and then came home about three o’clock and took dinner and met the police and then went to see H. G. Sherewood who had returned home from his mission with [Jason] Emmett. He reported all well but Emmett was yet as untempered mortar. I came home about nine o’clock.

[October] 31, 1845, Friday. Met at the Hall as usual with the hands and at noon went home and then went to see D. McArthur in the woods; all was well. I then came back home again and took dinner then met the police as usual and appointed L. [Lucius] N. Scovil, G. W. Langley and Lorenzo Clark to stand at Brigham Young’s as a regular guard, and Allen J. and Wilber J. Earl as a regular guard at H. [Heber] C. Kimball’s. This was done to save time in the company as it disqualified those who had been on guard from work the next day. And these men had business to attend to in the Lodge which kept them from working regular in the company, so it was thought best to detail those who could not do regular work to stand guard and release the rest for the time being as we was now doing our best to prepare to be off early in the spring with the first who should go west. I then came home and went to [Jason] McLelland’s and back at eight o’clock.

[November] 1, Saturday. Went to the Hall at half past seven o’clock as usual and then went with Hunter to see how Chandler Rogers was doing. He was chopping wood with a company of hands above town; all was well. We then went to see how Duncan McArthur was doing; he was also chopping wood east of town on Brother John Robinson’s Land with a company of hands. He was doing well. The company was at this time doing well and all was agreed as far as I knew and in a most flourishing condition. We then went to my house and took dinner and then we went to Brother Maudsley’s and then met the police and at dark met the company meeting at the Hall. We had a goodly number present and all was in good spirits and ready to do anything which I thought best. The reports from the different working companies was good and the best of feelings prevailed. I then came home at nine o’clock.

[November] 2, 1845, Sunday. This morning I went in company with Hunter, C. Allen and D. [Daniel] M. Repsher in a buggy to look at a ten acre lot of land about four miles below the city. It was a lot of land put into the company by Brother Boss. It was a good lot and had good wagon timber on it and was of great service to us. We came back and I went to the temple just as meeting was dismissed. I then fell in company with Levi W. Hancock who came home with me and we took dinner and stayed there till four o’clock and then went to the police and after detailing the guard I went to Allen Weeks and stayed all night.

[November] 3, 1845, Monday. I came home this morning before day and took breakfast and met the hands at the Hall at half past seven o’clock as usual and was engaged there till noon in matters pertaining to the company and then came home and took dinner and then saw John Kay about commencing work at gunsmithing, who agreed to arrange and start the shop. I then went to see Brother John Lytle and about his blacksmith shop who agreed to have his shop used for company purposes and forging gun breeches and etc. but all of it amounted to nothing for I was disappointed in both. I then went to the police and saw the two Herring about their going home and then came home and A. Patten came to my house and made some arrangements for his company.

[November] 4, 1845, Tuesday. This morning the teams met at my house at sunrise to go to Bear Creek for corn. I went to the Hall as before to attend to company matters and while was told that Brothers Parker and [Shadrach] Roundy were somewhat dissatisfied about something which had been done by some of the officers of the Lodge. I met in the Lodge at nine o’clock and then went to G. W. Langley’s and from thence to J. [Jesse] D. Hunters and took dinner and he and myself then went and saw Peter Haws and made a bargain with him for the use of his steam mill four miles below here to saw the lumber for our wagons. This was very convenient for my company as it was so near to the lot of land alluded to (yesterday [crossed out]) day before yesterday. We then went to Joel Edmunds’ and then met the police and then went to Brother Henry P. Sherwoods’ and got the six shooter which I lent him previous to his mission with James Emmett. It was in good order. I then came home at dark.

[November] 5, 1845, Wednesday. Went to the Hall at half past seven as before and sent Jas. McGaw with Jas. Woolsey up the river to ascertain what had become of Urban V. Stewart and G. W. Hickerson who had been up the river after a raft. They had been gone about ten days and had not been heard of. They were to have been back in three days when they left home and their wives were very uneasy about them lest they had fell into the hands of the mob. I stayed at the Hall till about noon and McGaw and Woolsey came back and reported that Stewart and Hickerson were on their way down the river and all was well. I then went on horse back to see how Chandler Rogers and his company of wood choppers came on, who were chopping wood up the river; all was well. I then went to where Duncan McArthur was chopping wood, with a company on John Robinson’s land east of the city. All was well there also. I then went home and from thence to the police and let Hunter have my horse and went to Allen Weeks and from thence to B. Gardner’s and to A. Patten’s on company business and then home at eight o’clock.

[November] 6, 1845, Thursday. This morning the teams met at my house at six o’clock a. m. to go to Bear Creek again for corn. After breakfast I went to the Hall in company with J. [Jesse] D. Hunter who had come to my house this morning and met the Lodge at nine o’clock. Then went to John Robinson’s to see him on business pertaining to the company and then came by where McArthur was chopping wood as before from thence home and then met the police and then met the Lodge again at six o’clock p. m.; it was a regular communication and after the Lodge was adjourned I went to the meeting of the 11th Quorum of Seventies at Brother D. Amy’s and from thence home at half past eight o’clock p. m.

[November] 7, 1845, Friday. This morning teams met at my house again. I then went to the Hall as was usual and was busy there till noon and then went with Hunter to procure a shelling machine to shell some corn for the company and then went and took dinner with Hunter and was on the flat till four o’clock and then met the police and then went with Hunter to see President Brigham Young who was found at W. [Willard] Richards’; had some business with him after which I went home where I arrived at six o’clock.

[November] 8, 1845, Saturday. This morning went to the Hall and attended to business as usual. At noon I went and took dinner at J. [Jesse] D. Hunters, met the police and at dark went with Hunter to James Porter’s who joined my company and put in the use of his steam mill. Came home at eight o’clock.

[November] 9, 1845, Sunday. Went early to the temple and Hall to see about some sheep from thence to Hunter’s and with him to the Hall and then to the [Nauvoo] temple to see Brigham Young who gave instructions about sending for iron and then went home and took dinner in company with Hunter. From thence to the police and to the Hall to issue some meet for the hands and after seeing Brigham Young I stayed all night at G. W. Langley’s.

[November] 10, 1845, Monday. Got up early and went to J. Knight’s and took breakfast and went to the Hall to start the hands and teams to work. The coal pit which was burning was done. In the afternoon I came home and then went to Allen Weeks and from thence to the police and came home at dark.

[November] 11, 1845, Tuesday. This morning some hand met at my house and after regulating matters for them to go to work. I went down to the Hall at nine o’clock where I was engaged as formerly until noon and then went with S. Gully to see Brother Fuller to try and loan some money of him for the company and to procure iron to set the smiths to work but did not succeed. So after taking dinner with him I returned to the Hall and from thence to the steam mill and there saw A. [Albert] P. [Perry] Rockwood who wanted us to grind for the temple committee or rent them the mill. After some proposals on each side the matter was left to the council of the church. The matter of the city and police guard being on my company was then taken up and also our tithing and he agreed to lay the matter before the council and have them say what is right concerning us. I then went with C. Allen to see Sister Clyde who was in some difficulty for the want of some instructions; from thence we went to the police where I again saw Brother Rockwood about the mill and he proposed giving a certain price per bushel for grain which was acceded to on our part. I then went home at dark and from to Jas. McLellands and S. D. Driggs in company with P. G. Taylor on company business; home again.

[November] 12, 1845, Wednesday. After regulating some company work at home I went to John Robinson’s and from thence to the Hall and after regulating affairs some there I went to Hunter’s and from thence to the steam mill and saw our company boat land with it loaded with axel trees. From there I went to Hunter again and took dinner. After dinner Hunter and I went to the Hall on company business and there had a talk with John Scott about Cyrus Daniels, Andrew Lytle and others who it appeared had a spirit of dissatisfaction at the policy of our company affairs and some other matters. And then after some conversation with R. [Robert] J. [Jackson] Redding [also spelled Redden] who was there in the Lodge room I went to the police and then home and stayed a few moments and went to Charles Allen’s and then to Allen Weeks and stayed all night.

[November] 13, 1845, Thursday. Came home this morning at about three o’clock and wrote in my journal until day, and after breakfast went to the Hall and then to the upper steam mill to see and assist in drawing axle tree timber to the Hall and then returned to the Hall. About noon Brother Peter Hawes came to the Hall to see me about the sawing of our wagon timber at the lower steam mill for there was a difficulty between his hands and mine in relation to the dividing the lumber which had amounted to some hard feelings. So after going to Colonel John Scott’s and taking dinner I went with Brother Hawes to his mill and had the matter arranged satisfactory on both sides; it only was a misunderstanding. I then returned with him and met the police about sunset. My brother, A. [Allen] J. [Stout], told me there that Elder Heber C. Kimball and the Twelve was not satisfied with the proceedings of the different companies who were doing business on a common stock principal which was not right. I then went home a little after dark. Tonight the moon was almost totally eclipsed on her northern limbs. About dusk it was a beautiful sight and it spread a dark and dismal gloom over the bright and clear night and seemed to shroud all nature in deep mourning. I never felt such a desolate sensation in my life at the changes of nature.

[November] 14, 1845, Friday. This morning I went to J. [Jesse] D. Hunter’s and saw him about what my brother told me in relation to the common stock business of the companies so we concluded to reduce all the operations of my company to business like principals in all the features wherein it partook of common stock principals which [it] did in some things, although we had not yet entered into particular mode of business; but had gone ahead at work at anything which we thought best for the general good of the company. And all things were in an exceeding prosperous condition and far in advance of the anticipations of the most sanguine. After we had concluded as above-mentioned we went to the upper steam mill now at our control and laid the matter before them and showed them the reasons which then met their feeling and they all concurred in the same. We then went to the Hall and laid the matter before the hands there which likewise met their sanction. I then went home and took dinner at three o’clock and then met the police and went home with Hunter and took supper. And then went with him to Brigham Young’s to stand guard, but he not being at home we went to W. Richard’s where he was and on our way home with him we all went by the Masonic Hall to an exhibition of the paintings of the scenery of the assassination of Joseph and Hyrum [Smith] at Carthage and also of Joseph addressing the Nauvoo Legion on the 17th day of June 1844. It was an entertaining time and we stayed till about nine o’clock and then we went home with him and stayed till midnight and then went home with Hunter; stayed all night.

[November] 15, 1845, Saturday. This morning I went early to take a letter to O. M. Allen from Brigham Young. After breakfast I went to the Hall on business as was usual and was engaged till evening and met the police and then came home a little after dark.

[November] 16, 1845, Sunday. Went to meeting at the stand; Heber and Brigham spoke. They taught on the principal of the companies not going into common stock business as Allen had informed me on Friday evening. At intermission I went in company with Alfred Brown and wife and Eveline Robinson up in the [Nauvoo] temple and to the top of the steeple and had a fine and romantic view of the surrounding country. We came down and I attended the afternoon meeting which was devoted to company business. It commenced a cold rain in time of meeting from there I went to Brigham Jones’ and took dinner and then met the police and there was informed that Brother Edmund Durfee had been shot dead by the mob on Bear Creek. The mob had set some straw on fire which would communicate with his barn and he, on discovering the fire, ran in company with some other brethren to put it out and was fired upon by the mob who concealed in the darkness. One ball went through his breast and he died in a few moments. He had been driven into the city by the mob during their house burning in September last and had gone down there in company with some other brethren to take care of his grain and thus fell a martyr to his religion. I went to see. He was in a heart rending condition, all steeped in his gore and his numerous family all weeping around him. The scene is one not to be forgotten. He was one of the oldest in the church, having been in the church almost from its rise, and had passed through all the persecutions and vicissitudes of the Church and was a faithful brother. From this melancholy scene I went to the meeting of my company at the Hall and then went to Hunters and stayed all night. It was still raining very hard and I got very wet and cold.

[November] 17, 1845, Monday. This morning was very unpleasant in consequence of the rain the night before. Hunter and I went to rent a house for some of our company to live in. We then went to W. Hewett and got a buggy and then went to my house and took dinner and Hunter took my horse and went home and I took the buggy and went to Alfred Browns’ and took Evelina Robison home it being still very muddy. I then came home and took my wife down to the [Nauvoo] temple and again ascended the steeple which was the first time which she had ever been up. I then took her home and came back to the police and then went home.

[November] 18, 1845, Tuesday. Went to the Hall as usual and was there engaged in business all day; then met the police while there Brother R. [Reynolds] Cahoon came to me and expressed some dissatisfaction towards me for saying he had been consenting to Joseph and Hyrum [Smith] being given up at the time they were murdered. I told him what I had heard and so the matter rested for the present. I then went home and took supper and went to Allen Week’s and stayed all night.

[November] 19, 1845, Wednesday. Went to the Hall on business as before and also met with the Lodge was engaged there till noon and took dinner at J. [Jesse] D. Hunters and then started to the temple and saw, met the police, then saw Alfred Brown at his house. I then went home at dark.

[November] 20, 1845, Thursday. Went to the Hall as usual and then met with the Lodge. Saw R. [Robert L.] Campbell who took a profile likeness of myself and J. [Jesse] D. Hunter then came home and gave the books of the Eleventh Quorum to Aaron Rager who I had appointed to be clerk pro-tem in my place in the Quorum until my business allowed me to attend to it myself. Today Marinda Bennett came to live at my house and made it her home. Met the police as usual and then went to the Lodge again at six o’clock. It was a regular communication then came home at nine o’clock.

[November] 21, 1845, Friday. This morning I went with my wife to the store to buy some cotton thread and from thence to the Hall. Then to see McLean who was printing lithographic copies of my likeness, but he had ran to St. Louis and disappointed me. I then came to the Hall and stayed at the Hall till one o’clock and went to Hunter’s and took dinner and then went to the steam mill and then by the Hall again to the police. And then started home and stopped at A. Brown’s and took supper and then went home after dark.

[November] 22, 1845, Saturday. This morning Brother Alfred Brown came to my house and I went with him to John Robinson’s where stayed until after dinner. We had a long conversation with him about the doctrine of eternal exaltation and then came home and went to the Hall then to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and met the police then home and then to A. [Allen] Weeks and stayed all night.

[November] 23, 1845, Sunday. Came home before sun up. J. [Jesse] D. Hunter came here early and we went to the temple and then to his house and stayed there till time to meet the police, and from the police to the meeting of the company at the Hall and then home.

[November] 24th, 1845, Monday. Went to the Hall and Lodge and was engaged in company business all day. Met the police and then went to Brigham Young’s and stayed till eleven o’clock to see him about John Robinson’s [daughter] and then went home.

[November] 25, 1845, Tuesday. Went to the Hall as usual and appointed John Scott and D. M. Repsher each captain of ten in the emigrating company and then went home at one o’clock p. m. and took dinner and stayed there. Hunter and wife came there and took supper. I then met the police and then went with Hunter to D. McArthur’s and appointed him a captain of another ten and went home at seven o’clock.

[November] 26, Wednesday. Went to the Hall as before and appointed James Pace a captain and then Hunter and I went to my house and took dinner and went to Asa Barton’s and appointed him also a captain of ten. We went to the Hall again and to the police and I with Brother Harmon went to a meeting of the Presidents of Seventies at J. D. Lee’s and there I saw J. [Jedediah] M. [Morgan] Grant take his place as one of the first Presidents of Seventies. From thence I went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and stayed all night.

[November] 27, 1845, Thursday. I came home at daylight and went to the Hall at nine o’clock, and then went to J. [Jesse] D. Hunters and was taken with a spell of sick headache so after appointing Hunter to detail the police guard I went home and stayed all night.

[November] 28, 1845, Friday. Went to the Hall and Lodge and stayed there till noon and took dinner at A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and went from there to the police and then met with the Eleventh Quorum of Seventies at Dustin Amy’s and came home at nine o’clock.

[November] 29, 1845, Saturday. Went to the Hall and Lodge as before and then went to R. [Robert L.] Campbell’s to have him work at my profile again and then went home with Hunter and took dinner. He had a quilting and a good dinner; we then went to the Hall again and I met the police and came home at dark.

[November] 30, 1845, Sunday. Went to the meeting of the Seventies at the [Nauvoo] temple at nine o’clock and then went home and stayed till evening. Met the police and then went to the company meeting at the Hall and then to A. [Allen] Weeks and stayed all night.

[December] 1, 1845, Monday. Went to Hunters at daylight and took breakfast and attended to get some company hands to work who were to meet there this morning for the purpose of cutting wood up the river and then to the Hall and then to the foundry with Hunter and bought a pair of [?] and irons. We then came to my house and took dinner; from thence to the temple and to the Hall again and met police and came home at dark.

[December] 2, 1845, Tuesday. Went to the Hall. Saw John Scott about the dissatisfaction of some of the police. Took dinner with Hunter and went to the Hall again; met police, home at dark.

[December] 3, 1845, Wednesday. This morning I went with G. W. Langley to see about having some timber out and wood cut on the company wood lot four miles below here. Came back and went to the Hall and then went home and met the police and home again at dark.

[December] 4, 1845, Thursday. I was very sick with the headache this morning. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple and saw [Joseph] Warthan on the way who desired to have an understanding with me about matters which he had been dissatisfied with me about took dinner at A. [Allen] J. Stouts and there learned that he had a son born unto him yesterday which was his second son. He called his name Allen J. Stout, Jr., went to Hall, to police and to Lodge at six o’clock; it was a R. C. [Regular Communication]. Home at nine o’clock.

[December] 5, 1845, Friday. I went to the Hall this morning as usual: but when I came I found the wagon shop in confusion about the price of wages and many other matters of dissatisfaction which had been brewing for some time. In fact matters had got to such a pass among some of the old police that I could hardly suggest an idea which was not some exceptions taken to it and some had even gone so far as to join some other companies in a clandestine way and kept the same from me and at the same time was working in my company because they said I was doing better than the company to which they had attached themselves. And not content with that they were using their influence to have others do the same and thus spreading the seeds of discord and disunion in the midst of this once happy and united company. There was hardly a move which I could make but some one would either leave or threaten to leave the company. The guard was also on the wane and it seemed that the very genius of contention was about to prevail. There would also be some one or two dissatisfied every time I would appoint a captain of ten. So it appeared this morning that the matter had come to its achme. So I went to reconciling the difficulties again and as fast as I would reconcile one, another would become dissatisfied, whereupon I concluded to call the captains together tonight at dark and have these differences adjusted and the price of wages settled and thus it ended for the present. I then went to Hunters to see him about what had happened at the Hall this morning but he not being at home, I was there left to contemplate on the situation of the company alone. I plainly saw that it all had originated from a spirit of dissention which was in the old police and I concluded to fall back on my former rights and deal with all offenders, as was our custom in such cases, and informed Hunter of the same who approved of my resolution. We then met the police and then to the Hall and met with the captains of my company (who were thirteen in number). When we were ready for business I told them that I had no intention to regulate wages, settle difficulties, but was resolved to stand on my on rights, privileges and that the way I was going to do was to drop every one of the company who had been using his influence against it. All those who had joined other companies should not work in mine to continue the spirit of disunion as they had done, and ordered the captains to see to it in their respective companies or I would hold them accountable for the neglect that if they and all of their companies or any one of them did not like my policy they could leave the company in welcome. And I would allow them what was right for what they had done if they went in peace, that inasmuch as we were appointed to guard the city, I intended to perform that part of my duty if everything else remained undone. And that I was determined to have men of integrity and such as would remain so to assist me to perform this most responsible part of my duty, as it respected the old police who were disaffected. I told them that I would not detail them any more on guard until they made satisfaction for what they had done or showed good reason for the course which they had pursued.

After I was done the captains all spoke and also all in the house about twenty in all and said that they were glad I had taken the course I had and that they would support me in it to the utmost of their ability. The names of the old police who we considered disaffected that night were Jesse P. Harmon, Daniel Carn, Andrew and John Lytle, and M. D. Hambleton and no others were mentioned or intended to be in the move which was taken at that time. After the meeting was over I went home at nine o’clock.

[December] 6, 1845, Monday. Went to the Hall this morning as usual when I got there D. M. Repsher was settling with M. D. Hambleton [according] to last night’s decision. He denied almost all that we alleged. Said he had joined [Shadrach] Roundy’s company and had come back into mine again. We paid him off and let him go. I then went to Hunter’s and took dinner and then returned to the Hall again and all being right, I then went with Hunter to Edmund’s Shop on the hill and found that all was right there. We then went to the police meeting. When I came there I found all the disaffected police present. They had heard what was done last night and was determined not to abide the decision so they came and reported that they were ready to go on guard. The word had gone out that we had cut of all the police who did not belong to my company and some others had got the idea that they were cut off also. So all those who felt themselves cut off were there and manifested in their looks the bitterest hostilites. When I came I saw how matters were and I detailed the guard and withdrew and left them. And when they found I was gone then let out their feelings and showed that they too disaffected and were in a clandestine way were against me. I took this method of leaving when they all were arrayed at once to force themselves on guard to draw out their feelings which it did most effectually for they brayed out some bitter imprecation against me when they found I was gone. And some even said that they could count numbers with me, that is they thought that they had the strongest party and could thus maintain the guard. I went to S. H. Earl to see him on company business and from thence to Alfred Brown’s and then came home at dark.

[December] 7, 1845, Sunday. This morning there was a light snow on the ground which had fell last night. I started to the [Nauvoo] temple to a meeting of the Seventies and met Hunter and his wife coming to my house and I went back with them. When I returned I found Brother A. Patten who had come to see me on matters respecting purchasing some iron and other things. So after transacting the business with him, and Hunter went to his brother-in-law’s, I went to the temple and found that the meeting had been moved to the Music Hall and adjourned till two o’clock p. m. I saw some of the guard at the temple who told me that the disaffected police were still raging about as usual.

I went from thence to the Music Hall where there was still a large company of Saints who had not dispersed and fell in company with Brother John D. Lee who wanted to see me as he had been informed that he was one who had been cut off from the police last Friday night, and he was very much dissatisfied with me about that and some other things which he had heard which had caused him to think that I was not his friend. We talked the matter over as we went to his house and continued the same while there and until we had returned to the [Nauvoo] temple and then went into it and continued our conversation until time to meet the Seventies which resulted in his being convinced that the things which he was dissatisfied with me about was entirely false, and that instead of being his enemy was a friend. Instead of cutting him off from the police, had not done anything about his case but had considered him one of my strongest friends but he plainly saw that those who were making feelings between us were equally our enemies and thus ended the difference between us.

I remained at the [Nauvoo] temple awhile and some of the disaffected police were there who had been saying that they were anxious to have a talk with me but none of them even hinted the thing to me and never had in all their pretended grievances. But when I asked, and any of them what their feelings were about these things they would always say it was all well. J. [Jesse] D. Hunter came and I went home with him and took dinner and we then met the police. Some or nearly all the disaffected police met again and reported ready for guard as usual and as though nothing had happened thus showing that they did not regard my authority and treated these matters contemptuously. But I detailed the guard and paid no respect to them or let on as I knew that they were present. After which just as we were going away Daniel Carn asked me in presence of all the rest if he was needed on guard tonight, to which I replied I did not as the guard was made out. He then desired to know if he was wanted on guard anymore. I told him that under the present circumstances he was not. He then wanted to know why and I told him and he said he was not guilty and wanted a meeting called to have the matter settled and I told him it was a matter between him and me and I was ready to settle all difficulties myself etc., and continued our talk to the Masonic Hall where I was going to a company meeting. When we got there we appointed a time to settle and have an understanding of our differences and parted. He manifested a good spirit which convinced me that he was not confederate with the rest. I then met with the company in the Hall and done the necessary business and went home at nine o’clock.

[December] 8, 1845, Monday. Went to the Hall and was there nearly all day and in the evening met the police and saw Brother J. P. Harmon, who told me that he wanted to have a talk with me which was the first lisp that ever came from him to me about the police dissention. I told him I would be at the temple tomorrow and see him. I went home at dark. After I had been home a short time Brother S. Gully came and brought me some leather.

[December] 9, 1845, Tuesday. Went to the Hall and in company with John Scott and J. [Jesse] D. Hunter had a talk with Daniel Carn. He related his grievances and told all the causes of dissatisfaction which he had against me. And after he was through I explained the matter as they were and showed him reasons for doing as I did and also wherein he was mistaken, which convinced him and he was satisfied and all causes of hardness were removed between us. Hunter and I then went to Allen J. ‘s and took dinner and then we went to the [Nauvoo] temple and saw and had a talk with Brother J. P. Harmon relative to his dissension from the police and the course I had taken in regard to him. He told all the causes of grievances which he said he had against me which was simply this: He said that he had understood that I had put him in John Scott’s company of ten, which he thought was not treating him with proper respect and he had thought for sometime that I had not been as familiar with him as usual. Upon which consideration he had joined [Shadrach] Roundy’s company without letting me know it, thus forsaking me without giving me notice that he was dissatisfied. He said it was all nothing to have feelings about. I told him I had not put him in [John] Scott’s ten neither was I ever inclined in my feelings to treat him coldly. He said it might all be his own private feelings without any cause but still he manifested no disposition to be reconciled.

I thought he was willful in his dissension and verily believe that he is now engaged in a crusade of evil against me with others who have an aspiring spirit to rise on my ruins, which thing I will venture to predict will yet manifest itself in the sight of all the Saints, but I will say but little about that now as it will transpire fast enough. But if this disposition for wicked men to rise on the ruins of others would stop at that, I would be willing to fall a sacrifice to them if it would let those above me alone. But let the future reveal its own history. I left Brother Harmon, after showing him all the intentions which I had for the course I had taken, just as I found him as I thought; willfully dissatisfied.

From here Hunter went home and I to the Hall; from there I started in company with A. [Allen] J. Stout to the police and on our way we met Brothers Brigham Young and Orson Hyde and Brother [Brigham] Young told me that it was decided in council for me to go on a mission to England and wanted to know what I thought of it. I told him I was ready to do anything which was counseled for me to do and then parted with them and went to the police. And then Hunter and I went to my house where we came about dark.

[December] 10, 1845, Wednesday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple and there saw President Brigham Young again who wanted to know what my feelings were relative to going to England. I told him I had no other feelings than to obey counsel. He told me that it would be the best thing that I could do and that it would be the cause of giving me more power and exaltation than anything else. I then went with Hunter who had come to the temple, to Allen Weeks and from there to A. Patten’s and then home and I to S. D. Driggs, and then went to police and from there I went to A. [Allen] Weeks and stayed all night.

[December] 11, 1845, Thursday. Came home early this morning and after breakfast went to Moses Gay’s and got a pair of boots and went to the Hall and then Hunter and I went to S. Maudsley’s and to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s. And then home and took dinner and then to Boice and got a pair of shoes and to M. Gay’s and then took the shoes to S. Maudsley’s and then met the police and then to Allen ‘s and then came home at about half past eight o’clock.

[December] 12, 1845, Friday. Went to the Hall and to Lodge and from thence to the temple to settle some accounts there and then to Hunters and took dinner and went to Hall and came home. And then met police and met 11th Quorum and came home at half past eight o’clock.

[December] 13, 1845, Saturday. Went to Dustin Amy’s for some tin ware and there saw D. Candland about the endowment as he had been through and went from there to the temple and to the Hall and to Allen ‘s and then came home. And not being well went to bed and got up and went to the police and then met the captains of ten at the Hall and thence went and stayed all night at Allen ‘s.

[December] 14, 1845, Sunday. Went with Alfred Brown to John Robinson’s but he, not being at home we came back and took dinner at my house. J. [Jesse] D. Hunter and wife also were there, we then went to the police and from there to the company meeting at the Hall and came home at eight o’clock.

[December] 15, 1845, Monday. This morning at eight o’clock I went with my wife to the [Nauvoo] temple to receive our endowment and was there until near noon before we commenced receiving it and was engaged until evening in receiving it. When we came out the police was assembled together and I detailed the guard and came home at dark.

[December] 16, 1845, Tuesday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple at seven o’clock a.m., was engaged there all day in assisting in the work of the endowment. Took dinner at Brother Jones; met the police and stayed at A. [Allen] Weeks all night.

[December] 17, 1845, Wednesday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple at seven again and assisted in preparing water for the washing. Was there till near noon; went home for dinner. J. S. Higbee came home with me and took dinner and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple again and assisted as before, detailed the police guard and came home at nine o’clock.

[December] 18, 1845, Thursday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple and worked as yesterday took dinner at Brigham Jones’. This morning I got Jones to bring my wife and Marinda Bennett to the [Nauvoo] temple as Marinda was to have her endowment today which she did. It was a very cold and windy day. After dinner Jones took the women home and I returned to the [Nauvoo] temple and detailed the guard and worked in the [Nauvoo] temple awhile and went home at half past eight o’clock.

[December] 19, 1845, Friday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple and was engaged as before. About ten o’clock I went to the Hall and saw some of the old police who were to receive their endowment tomorrow and then went to [Joseph] Knight’s and notified Sarah Peck that she was to receive hers tomorrow. And took dinner at A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and to the [Nauvoo] temple and then to police and worked in the [Nauvoo] temple awhile and came home at nine o’clock.

[December] 20, 1845, Saturday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple as before. At nine o’clock my wife came to the [Nauvoo] temple with her mother who had come for her endowment. Today my brother Allen and Sister Anna Jones and her husband Benjamin Jones received their endowment I met the police as usual and then went to the Hall to attend a meeting of the captains of my company but there not being enough to form a Quorum we [adjourned] Sine Die and I went to Allen J. ‘s and stayed all night.

[December] 21, 1845, Sunday. This morning I came home before sun up and about eleven o’clock I and my wife went to Allen J. s on a visit and took dinner [and] then went to a meeting in the [Nauvoo] temple at two o’clock which was the first time which we ever met in a meeting of the Holy Order. After meeting we came down and I detailed the guard and then came home with my wife and went to a meeting of my company at the Hall and arranged the hands and teams to cut and draw wood to the upper steam mill and then came home at about eight o’clock.

[December] 22, 1845, Monday. Went to work at the [Nauvoo] temple at seven as on last week. At one o’clock went to the [Moses] McGay’s for shoes and boots, and then to Boice’s for boots and then to W. D. Edwards for a vest and then back to the [Nauvoo] temple about three o’clock and worked there till evening, and then met the police and came home at dark.

[December] 23, 1845, Tuesday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple at seven as before and took breakfast at B. Jones’and then went back to the temple. And at ten o’clock went to the Hall and met the Lodge and then to the temple again and then to see some of the temple hands who owed the Lodge and settled with them. About two o’clock a company of the governor’s troops came in the city with a United States writ for some of [the] Twelve and came to the temple. And while they were there not knowing what to do, Brother William Miller and G. [George] D. Grant came down out of the temple and started to Brigham[‘s] carriage and as they were going Brother Grant called Brother Miller, “President [Brigham] Young” and asked him if he did not want to take a ride. And the officer hearing what was said immediately arrested Brother Miller and took him down to the Mansion House and from thence to Carthage, not knowing but they had Brother [Brigham] Young until they had got there. I worked in the temple until evening and met the police and then came home and Brother James Pace came with me and brought some bleached cotton and let me have 24 yards to make me and my wife robes and other garments. It was bought for me by his brother W. Pace for which may he be blessed.

[December] 24, 1845, Wednesday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple before seven o’clock to work as before. At eleven my wife came to the temple to cut out our robes and other garments. Miller came home from Carthage. The officer’s never knew but what they had President [Brigham] Young until they got there and a man by the name of G. W. Thacher [Thatcher], who knew him well, informed them of their mistake, whereupon his lawyer demanded his release, which was granted, and he left them immediately. In the evening I met the police and then went home about dark.

[December] 25, 1845, Thursday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple about nine o’clock to work as before and at two o’clock returned home and then went with my wife to a dinner at Joseph Taylor’s where we had been previously invited. After dinner I returned to the temple and in the evening met the police and then went to Allen J. ‘s and stayed all night.

[December] 26, 1845, Friday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple at sun up. Today there was no work done at the endowment. There was officers in for some of the Twelve and others who were intending to search the [Nauvoo] temple for those who they wanted. At nine o’clock I went home for my breakfast and got and loaded my pistols and took them and returned to the [Nauvoo] temple. When I came to the [Nauvoo] temple I found all the hands engaged in the endowment in a meeting. President [Brigham] Young called a meeting and concluded not to work for a few days and also made new arrangements about the order of business. I then went to the Hall and from there came home very unwell with the sick headache. In the evening, met the police and came home at dark.

[December] 27, 1845, Saturday. Met the Lodge at nine o’clock and then went and took dinner at Hunters and in the evening met the police and home at dark.

[December] 28, 1845, Sunday. Today I was at home all day sick and in the evening met the police and from thence to the Hall to a company meeting. I laid before the company the necessity of increasing the guard which was according to instructions I had received from Brigham Young. The company all agreed to it and all reported ready to go the next day except a few whom we reserved to carry on the wagon business. So by this move all business in the company was suspended in consequence of the cursed rascality of a legalized mob sent here to vex us by our governor. About nine o’clock I came home.

[December] 29, 1845, Monday. This morning I went to the Stand where all those of the company were to meet to regulate the guard. I doubled the [Nauvoo] temple guard and sent quite a number of men to patrol the city by night and day and to keep a good look out for strangers and then went to the Hall and then met the Lodge and then in company with J. [Jesse] D. Hunter and Morgan Phelps came home and took dinner. After which, we rode out by Doyle’s and up the river and so up to the [Nauvoo] temple and there met all the guards in the evening. They were to meet at the [Nauvoo] temple every evening. All was well and after regulating the guard and police I came home at dark.

[December] 30, 1845, Tuesday. Went to Brother Patten’s and then saw Brother Charles Shumway. He had been informed that he was cut off from the police and I showed him why those reports had been set afloat by those who were my enemies to turn him against me. From there I went to the [Nauvoo] temple and was informed that President [Brigham] Young wanted to see me and had dispatched a messenger for me so I went up to his room in the temple. He wanted me to raise an additional guard of fifty horsemen kept on hands, which I immediately went to raising. When I had got about twenty men raised and mounted, Captain [James D.] Morgan and about eight or ten men passed by. They had come into the city with some writs for some of the brethren and were going round through the city saying they were hunting some hogs which D. [Davidson] Hibbard said he had lost. We all went after him going in squads of six or eight men. We met them in every turn of the streets and some were after them all the while and every place that they went; sometimes they would separate but we kept close on them.

At last they wanted to know what we meant. We told them we were hunting stolen property and, etc. The captain tried to ascertain if we meant to insult him; we told him we did not but that he had a man by the name of Hill in his company who was guilty of murder and house burning and we intended to watch him. They then proceeded to Carthage where they were stationed and we followed them to the edge of the city. And there I organized them guards into squads of six men each and appointed a captain over each squad. And sent them through town and to meet at the temple. In the evening Hunter and I then proceeded to the temple and made report of what had been done which was satisfactory. I then went to Brother [Willaim] Hall to have my horse shod and returned to the temple and arranged the guard and police for the night and came home at dark. Today Hunter and I got each a horse which had been put into our possession by Brother A. Patten. They proved to be good horses for our business.

[December] 31, 1845, Wednesday. Met the horse guard at the temple at eight o’clock a.m. and dispatched them on patrol guard in squads and then went to the Hall for to transact some company business for Patten and Stevens, and then (to R. [Robert L.] Campbell’s with Hunter [crossed out]). Came home for dinner and then met Hunter at the temple and we then went to the [Robert L.] Campbell’s and then to the police and came home at dark.

[January] 1, 1846, Thursday. This was a very warm, rainy day and very disagreeable. I was at home and very sick with the headache. In the evening I went to the temple and met with the horse and police guards and came home at dark.

[January] 2, 1846, Friday. Met the guards at the temple at eight and went in a body and patrolled through [Davidson] Hibbard’s and Doyle’s woods and round Moffat’s farm and then sent the guards home in squads and came home at noon. Took dinner and met the guards at the temple at two o’clock and then rode in a body down to the Mansion and then up the river to the upper end of the city and round to the east side of the city and came to the temple again. And then met the police and arranged the guard for the night and went home about dark.

[January] 3, 1846, Saturday. Met at the [Nauvoo] temple with the guards at half past eight o’clock and sent out patrol guards in squads. And then went home with Hunter to the Lodge and from thence to R. [Robert L.] Campbell’s. Settled with him and let him have a watch and took dinner at A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and met the troops at three o’clock, and all marched to the Mansion and up Harley Street east to Green Street and thence North to Mulholland Street, and then back to the temple and met the police and regulated the guards. And with Hunter made report to Brigham and came home at dark quite sick.

[January] 4, 1846, Sunday. Met the guards at half past eight as before and sent some squads out. John Scott told me of a concoction to try and get me out of the Lodge as Secretary. At twelve I came home accompanied with Hunter and took dinner and met the guards at three o’clock. And rode down below Hibbards and watered our horses and came back to the temple and regulated the guard and met the police and came home. When I came, I found Sisters Jane and Martha Bennett on a visit to see my wife.

[January] 5, 1846, Monday. Met the guard at the temple at half past eight o’clock and regulated the guard for the day and went to the Hall and met the Lodge at eleven o’clock. Saw Hunter who let me have seven and a half dollars and then came home and took dinner and met the guard again at three o’clock. And rode down the river and through Doyle’s pasture and so on round and then by my house and on to the temple and met the police and regulated the guard for the night and then came home at dark.

[January] 6, 1846, Tuesday. Went with my wife to the store and also met the guards at half past eight o’clock and regulated the guard for the day and then came with my wife home and returned to the temple and met Hunter. We then came to my house and took dinner and then returned to the temple and from thence to Foundry and saw them casting, which was the first time I ever saw this operation. We returned to the temple and met the guard at three o’clock and rode around to the east and passed D. [Daniel] H. Wells’ and so on down back by my house and to the temple, and regulated the guards and police for the night. And then went to Robert Campbell’s to see him about painting for us and then to Elder John Taylor’s, where we had been cited to appear with John Scott to settle some difficulty which had arisen with Cyrus Daniels. It was done in presence of Brigham Young, Heber C. Kimball and John Taylor of the Quorum of the Twelve. The matter was dropped and all concerned agreed to lay aside all hardness. Elder [John] Taylor then invited us to a supper which was prepared in the most sumptuous style. He had a feast at his house that evening. After supper I came home at about eight o’clock.

[January] 7, 1846, Wednesday. Met the guard at the temple at half past eight o’clock as before. About the time the guard was paraded, D. [Daniel] H. Wells came to me and told me that one of his horses were gone and requested me to have the guard to hunt for it. He offered five dollars if we found it and if it was stolen he offered ten if we found it. The guard went out to look for it in all parts of the town. I then met the Lodge at nine o’clock. While there Wells came and told me he had found his horse which had been taken up and gave me three dollars for our trouble although he found the horse himself. At one o’clock I came home and took dinner and met the guards again at three. We rode to the river above the upper steam mill and then down to Main Street and down Main Street to Hodgkiss Street; thence west to the river or near it and there detailed the guard for the night and then down the river to Main Street again and thence to the temple and met the police and came home at dark.

[January] 8, 1846, Thursday. (Went to seed store to buy). Met the guard as before and rode down the river below Hibbards and watered the horses and I then met with the Lodge and then to B. Jones’ and to the temple and came home. A. [Allen] J. Stout came there in the meantime. After dinner met the guard as usual at three and rode northeast to the edge of the city and regulated the guard and police and came home before dark.

This evening William Taylor came across the prairie from the north of Carthage and said he saw seven men going from Appanoose towards Carthage with a cannon and bearing a large red flag. The cannon was drawn by four horses.

[January] 9, 1846, Friday. Met the guard as usual. We rode below Hibbard on the river as before and watered our horses and regulated the guard for the day, as was our custom. I then went to the Lodge and then came home. John Scott was with me. After dinner we returned to the temple at three to meet the guard as usual. [John] Scott was raising about twenty or thirty men to go to Carthage tomorrow to attend a meeting of the (citizens) of Hancock County to appoint delegates to meet a convention at Springfield to nominate a (Democratic) candidate for governor at the next election next August. When we came to the temple somewhat a considerable number of the guard were assembled and among them was William Hibbard, son of the old man Hibbard. He was evidently come as a spy. When I saw him I told [John] Scott that we must “bounce a stone off of his head” to which he agreed. We prepared accordingly and I got an opportunity and hit him on the back of his head which came very near taking his life. But few knew anything about what was the matter. He left the ground out of his senses. When he came to himself he could not tell what had happened to him, and etc. Friday, [January] 9. Just as the guard was formed a man came to me who said he had lost two horses last night and supposed they had been stolen and was yet in the north part of town and agreed to pay three dollars to the guard if they would search this evening for them, which they did by going in companies but did not find the horses.

After the companies were then dispersed to search for the horses, I met the police and then sent my horse home and went home with Allen J. and he and I went to Thomas Rich’s and we all three patrolled on the flat until about eight and I went home with Allen and stayed all night.

[January] 10, 1846, Saturday. This morning I went to the temple at half past six o’clock and from there to B. Jones’ and took breakfast and then met the company who were to meet here for Carthage as mentioned yesterday. And then went home and got my horse and met the guards as usual and rode to the upper steam mill and watered and regulated the guard and then met the Lodge at nine o’clock and started home at twelve, and was informed by Elisha Hoops that the mob were making preparations at Warsaw for another campaign against us. I went on home and after dinner met the guard at three as usual and as I and Hunter had business with Hecock and Loomis, I put the guard under D. McArthur. Near sundown the guard returned from their excursion and I regulated it for the night and met the police and started for home and on my way met [John] Scott and his company returning from Carthage. All was well; the Anties made no resistance and the Mormons carried the day. I came home at dark.

[January] 11, 1846, Sunday. Met the guard as usual and rode to Hyrum Kimball’s Landing and watered and then regulated the guard for the day and dismissed them till three and then went to the

[Nauvoo] temple to a public meeting in the Second Story but the congregation was so numerous that it would not contain them and so I went to Benjamin Jones’. And from thence to Archibald Kerr’s and from thence by the temple. Home at one o’clock and took dinner and then met the guard at three as usual and rode below Hibbards as before mentioned and watered our horses, and from thence to the Masonic Hall and regulated the guard for the night and then came home about a half an hour before sundown.

[January] 12, 1846, Monday. This morning about two o’clock a. m. I was awoke by Joseph Taylor who had come from the temple to let me know that the troops from Carthage were coming in and I immediately arose and went to the [Nauvoo] temple and found some of the guard present. The Twelve were some of them up and on the ground and so I sent out spies to see where they had gone to. Near daylight I was informed that they had taken Andrew Colton and sent him to Carthage and a party remained all day for what we knew not. In the meantime I had sent for all the guard to be called together at the temple and there be ready for an emergency and also sent Captain D. McArthur with a company to watch their movements. They went down on the flat after breakfast and began to inquire of the children for certain men as was their custom. At the same time Colonel [John] Scott was watching them. They were very insolent and insulting. They passed by the temple and I and Hunter and some more joined the company who was watching them and they threw out some insults about us for keeping after them. At last we told them that we considered ourselves abused and insulted by them for coming in the way that they did and that no gentleman would do it. And also that before we would have the city thrown into an alarm, as they had caused it to be by their frequent military displays of power, which was altogether unconstitutional and uncalled for, we would resist them and that the next time they attempted to patrol our streets by night we would be the death of them, for we had rather die than be treated with such tyranny as we had been by Major Warren and his troops; and many more things we said for we had come to the conclusion that we would shoot the next set of armed men who came in our midst without giving us notice of their coming, which they would if they were men who respected the rights of others.

After which they put for Carthage and we continued our guarding till about noon and then dismissed them till three and I went Hunter’s and took dinner and met the guard at three and rode down the river and watered as heretofore and regulated the guard and policy for tonight and then went near my house and dismissed the troops and went home and saw my family and then went with Hunter to the store and to [Robert L.] Campbell and Allen ‘s and then to J. [Jesse] D. Hunter’s and to the [Nauvoo] temple where I intended to stay all night. All was now peace. I remained in the temple all night.

[January] 13, 1846, Tuesday. This morning I arose before day and remained in the [Nauvoo] temple until half past eight o’clock when the guard met. Nothing of importance transpired during the night. After the guard had assembled I regulated it for the day and went to the Hall and to [Robert L.] Campbell’s and then back to the temple at ten o’clock and met with the council of fifty. This is the first time which ever I met with that council. The subject of our removal west was discussed and I was well entertained. From the council I went home accompanied by J. [Jesse] D. Hunter and Cyrus Daniels and took dinner. Brother [Cyrus] Daniels’ arm was now so that he could walk out. From thence I went to the temple again and met the guard and we rode out on the Carthage [road] about four miles. On our way out we regulated the guard and police for the night. From the Carthage road we went to the north to the Laharp [road] and back to the city and dismissed the guard and went home and left my horse and went to Allen J. ‘s and stayed all night.

[January] 14, 1846, Wednesday. Went to the [Nauvoo] temple at daylight and took breakfast and met the guard as usual. We rode down to the river at the lower stow or ferry and down the river to the foot of Main Street and watered our horses and dismissed the guard and met the Lodge and then went home about eleven o’clock. While I was there Colonel [John] Scott and wife came to my house. Just as dinner was ready, an express came from the temple for me forthwith whereupon [John] Scott and I went immediately without waiting for dinner. I was there notified by President B. [Brigham] Young to send spies off in different parts of the country to watch and report the proceedings of the mob. I committed the business of sending spies out in Iowa to Sanford Porter who lives in Iowa. He was to send some three or four in different directions to watch their movements and let us know when anything is going on among them against us. When the guard had assembled we rode to the upper steam mill and watered our horses and then rode round and through the north part of the city and regulated the guard and police and sent my horse home. And after assisting Hunter to be sealed to Lydia Edmunds I went home with Allen Weeks and stayed all night.

[January] 15, 1846, Thursday. This morning I came to the [Nauvoo] temple before day and found all well. I remained there till half past eight o’clock and met the guard as before. We rode down the river and watered our horses as we had previously done and then returned to the Masonic Hall and dismissed the guard after [we] had made arrangements for the day. After which I met with the company which had assembled at ten. We had a meeting of the captains of tens last night at the Hall and they were instructed [to] notify their companies to meet as aforesaid for the purpose of ascertaining their situation and readiness to emigrate to the west immediately. There was a large assemblage. After I had made the necessary arrangements I went home. Hunter was with me and took dinner. While eating dinner two of the guard came and informed us that there were strangers in the city so we immediately went to the temple but nothing of importance transpired till the guard met at three. We rode east and came in on Parley Street, regulated the guard and police, and I stopped at home and put on an undergarment for the first time to wear it and then met the Lodge at six. It was a regular communication. Then went to the temple and stayed all night.

[January] 16, 1846, Friday. I remained at the [Nauvoo] temple and took breakfast and at eight and a half o’clock and then met the guard as usual. And we rode direct north to the river and down on the beach to the foot of Main Street and regulated the guard for the day as we came down. From thence to the Masonic Hall and dismissed the guard and met the Lodge at ten and then came home by way of the temple, where I arrived about noon and met the guard at three as usual and regulated it for the night, also the police, and then came home about four. We did not ride out this evening because it was a very disagreeable time; the snow and wind was blowing hard from the northeast.

[January] 17, 1846, Saturday. Met the guard as usual and sent them out under Captain D. McArthur after detailing the guard for the day, and I stayed at the temple until one o’clock on business of the guard then went home. [John] Scott was with me and we took dinner and met the guard at three. We rode below Hibbards again and watered our horses and regulated the guard for the night and I came home by the temple about dark.

[January] 18, 1846, Sunday. Met the guard as usual. Lorenzo Young reported to the guard that he had lost some five or six head of cattle last night. I sent the guard in search of them for [they] thought they were stolen. And then heard the report from Brother Patten who had been to Carthage as a spy and then went to A. [Allen] J. Stout’s and there learned from some of the guard that they had found the cattle near Hibbard’s. From there I came home at eleven and there remained until three and then met the guard as before. We rode up the river three or four miles to look at a lot of timber which had been procured by M. Johnson for the guard. We came in on the northeast part of town and I came home before dark.

[January] 19, 1846, Monday. Met the guard as usual and put them under Captain [John] Scott who rode out with them and I remained with Hunter and some others at the [Nauvoo] temple until ten and then met the council of fifty as on last Monday. It was there decided among other things that the Captain of the different emigrating companies should arrange and prepare as many of their men to start for the west and leave their families as could, [without] leaving them to suffer. At three met the guard again and rode down the river, regulated the guard for the night and delivered a speech to them on the nature and office of their calling. And then dismissed them and came home and then went to the temple and met the captain of my emigrating company on some business and about eleven o’clock came home.

[January] 20, 1846, Tuesday. This was a very disagreeable morning and the wind and snow drove furiously from the northeast. I met the guard and paraded them in the [Nauvoo] temple cellar on foot and regulated the guard for the day and dismissed them and remained at the temple till one and came home. Hunter came with me and took dinner and returned to the guard at three. Paraded in the cellar again and regulated it for the night and was presented with a letter by C. Rogers from Brother Franklin R. Tower who had been sent as a spy to Warsaw. It stated in substance that they were forming secret societies to make arrangements to make a simultaneous attack on Nauvoo and the temple, both by land and water. And at the same time to have the officers to attempt the arrest of some of the Twelve and others. That they had spies in here who gave them news daily and that he had reason to believe that one of the guard was a spy. That my life was to be taken by them if it could be and also the Twelve. That he was a member of their lodges and yet unsuspected. I took the letter and read it to Brigham Young and informed him of the circumstances relative thereto. From there I came home a little after dark, the driving snow still falling fast from the northeast, and stayed awhile and went to the temple and stayed all night.

[January] 21, 1846, Wednesday. Stayed at the [Nauvoo] temple until half past eight o’clock and met the guard and after regulating it for the day put in under Captain B. Jones and I remained there and then came home and took my wife to the temple. She came to accompany Lucretia Fisher, who was going down to get her endowment. We was there until dark and then came home but I regulated the guard at three and sent them out under Captain [John] Scott–I remained at home until about eight o’clock when an express came from the temple stating that some men had come into town under suspicious circumstances and also that some writs had been sent in by two strangers, one for me and one for Elder Orson Hyde. I immediately went to the [Nauvoo] temple; it proved a false alarm. I remained there all night. All was well in the morning.

[January] 22, 1846, Thursday. Met the guard on foot in the temple cellar at half past eight and made new regulations as follows that each company should furnish six-men each day to guard in the daytime except the company which was on guard the night before and the one which was to go ont hat night for the guarding was done at night by companies one at a time in succession, apart of the guard is to stand at the [Nauvoo] temple and part patrol the city and suburbs, one half on guard at a time and relieved by the other half at noon at midnight after the above regulations. I appointed Elam Luddington to be Sergeant of the guard at the [Nauvoo] temple. He was to see that the guard done its duty and kept its post, etc. Also that the patrol guard report to him when I am absent. I then went to the hall and from thence to the upper steam mill with Hunter and watered our horses and then we went by C. Allens to my house and took dinner and met the guard at three as usual in the cellar and regulated it for the night and then started for home. [John] Scott was with me; just as I was going I met F. R. Tower, who was on his way home from Warsaw.

I had not time to talk with him so we parted to meet again in the morning and I went home and came to the [Nauvoo] temple at dark and met with a company of Saints in the temple for prayer. We were dressed in our robes, which was the first time I ever met to pray according to the order of the priesthood. About eighty o’clock I went to Allen Weeks and stayed all night.

[January] 23, 1846, Friday. This morning I came to the [Nauvoo] temple at seven o’clock and found all well and met the guard at eight and a half o’clock and regulated it for the day and then had an interview with Brother F. R. Tower as mentioned last night. He informed how the mob intended to operate but I shall not relate it now for I will see how they come out in their plans. He let me know that they had singled me out as an object of their revenge and was determined to take my life. They are also now trying to hire some daring person to secretly assassinate some of the Twelve. They have also some spies here who give them news everyday. After he had made his report he also made it to President [Brigham] Young, H. [Heber] C. Kimball and A. [Amasa] Lyman and some of my company. I still remained at the [Nauvoo] temple and about one o’clock, Hunter and I went to my house and saw how matters were there (and also to notify my wife to be ready to go to the [Nauvoo] temple to receive our anointing sealing and further endowment but crossed out]) [three lines blank]. We then came back to the [Nauvoo] temple and I remained there till three and met the guard and regulated it for the night and then went home again (to prepare as above but found matters no better [crossed out]). I came to the temple again and remained there all night.

[January] 24, 1846, Saturday. Arose about sun up quite sick. Met the guard as usual in the cellar and spoke at length to them on the necessity of keeping ourselves humble and prayerful before the Lord and also to keep ourselves in order when we meet together to attend to the business of our calling which was unanimously received by the company whereupon, it was also then agreed to hence forth open our meetings by prayer and supplication to the Lord to protect us and the things which we are entrusted with and deliver us from our enemies. I remained at the [Nauvoo] temple until about one and then in company with J. [Jesse] D. Hunter, went home and took dinner and returned to the guard at three as before. Meeting was opened by prayer by Duncan McArthur. The guard was then regulated for the night and I went up in the [Nauvoo] temple and wrote in my journal. Today at ten there was a general meeting of the Saints in the second story of the [Nauvoo] temple to elect new trustees in trust for the church and other purposes. And Almon W. Babbitt, Jos. L. Haywood, and John S. Fullmer were elected trustees in trust for the church and John M. Barnhisel were [blank].

I went from the guard home again. I felt depressed in spirit and went to bed and laid until sundown and again rode down to the temple for it was not safe for me to stay at home at night because of my enemies. I sent my horse home by one of the guard and went up in the temple and stayed all night. About one o’clock laid down to rest and slept well till day.

[January] 25, 1846, Sunday. Went home very early and took breakfast and returned to the temple to meet the guard. After detailing the guard for the day Brother G. W. Langley came to me and demanded of me to call the old police together to themselves as there was something to settle. They met in the [Nauvoo] temple cellar. He was dissatisfied at my proceeding in some instances and in particular because I had appointed E. [Elam] Luddington sergeant of the guard at the temple, and swore in absolute terms that he would not submit to it but said the rest of the police might do as they pleased. He said many hard and inflammatory things about my course in the guard which was calculated to disaffect those who were well disposed to do their duty but said he was a friend to me. I considered it nothing more nor less than absolute and willful dissension and an attack on the discharge of my duty. There was much said by different ones but none came out against me but some were somewhat disaffected. At first others were decidedly against him and sustained me in the course I had taken. The more which was said about it, I saw that the police thought the less of what he said. However after a long time I spoke on the subject of their disaffection and told them the fatal consequences thereof and warned them to cease their bickerings, murmuring, backbiting, evil speakings about one another, or they would be torn asunder and scattered to the four winds (as police) and fall away from the faith.

All but Langley were melted into tears almost and some asked my pardon for what they had said. Langley remained inveterate as ever; there was other things which he had done as he said there which proved that he had been my secret enemy for a long time. After the matter had been thus discussed I proposed for all those who felt perfectly satisfied with me as matters now stood and would sustain me even unto death to give their names to the clerk which they all did and Langley among the rest. But he immediately went to doing all that he could against me by souring the mind of General C. Rich about some things which he had called forth his name in our talk. I went home and took dinner and met the guard at three as usual and addressed them at some length on the things which were coming to pass and the responsibility of the guard and also warned them to beware of evil spirits and men among them who would lead their minds away from their duty, and etc. The spirit of God rested down upon us and the whole house was melted into tears. After I was done speaking we joined in prayer by Brother A. Patten.

I then detailed the guard and went home before dark and had a difficulty settled at home, as before referred to, after which I felt at rest. My mind had been so burdened and my spirits depressed at what had taken place in the police, at the unfaithfulness of Langley whom I had taken so much pains to learn to govern and be a man of influence and befriended so long, and now was so ungrateful as to leave me in trouble, that I was almost down sick. I went to bed and rested well all night.

[January] 26, 1846, Monday. This morning met the guard as usual and regulated it for the day and there learned that General Rich was displeased at me. I saw him and in company with [John] Scott and Hunter satisfied him that I was his friend and had not been using an influence against him. His mind had been soured by G. W. Langley, who was now doing all he could against me. I remained at the temple until about ten and then with Hunter came home and stayed awhile and then returned to the temple and was there till three and met the guard as usual and then stayed at the temple all night. Nothing of importance transpired more than usual. I retired to rest at one o’clock.

[January] 27, 1846, Tuesday. Arose early and took breakfast at the temple. Met the guard as usual, came home at ten, Hunter [and I] and came to my house, all was well. We Stayed awhile and returned to the temple, made some arrangements with W. O. Clark about spies etc., over the river in Iowa. Took dinner at S. [Stephen] M., St John’s. Met the guard as usual at three, regulated it for the night and came home at about five, and stayed all night.

[January] 28, 1846, Wednesday. Met the guard at the [Nauvoo] temple cellar as usual and regulated it for the day and then had a talk with James Pace and warned him against the spirit of dissension which had prevailed in the “old Police” and showed him how to detect it and then was with Hunter, [John] Scott, and C. Allen at the temple until about eleven o’clock when I received news that some six or eight of the governor’s troops (mobitia) had come in town again. I sent some of the guard to watch their movements and then went up in the temple and informed Brigham Young of their arrival. I remained there a short time and then went down again and was informed that they had left for Pontoosuc where they had quartered some troops. Met the guard as usual and then appointed eight o’clock a.m. and three and a half in the evening for the times of meeting the guard and then regulated the guard and police as usual for the night and then came up in the temple again before dark a short time and stayed all night.

[January] 29, 1846, Thursday. Met the guard at eight o’clock and regulated it for the day. This was a very wet and disagreeable day and I posted all the city guard in and around the [Nauvoo] temple to keep them out of the storm and also to have them where they could be come at in case they were needed, for I had learned that Major Warren and some troops and a man from Warsaw was in the city and had not learned their business. About nine o’clock I returned up in the temple again. About one I learned that there were twelve of the troops in the city. I remained in the temple all day and met the guard as usual and regulated it for the night and then went home a little before dark. It was very wet and muddy and still raining.

[January] 30, 1846, Friday. Warm foggy morning. Some appearance of clearing off. I met the guard as usual and regulated it for the day and then went to the printing office and made arrangements for some books then to the Lodge and the wagon shop and then to the temple and then with C. Allen. I went home and took dinner and then met the guard and then saw Brother Alpheus Cutler who wanted to see me. He informed me that a company was organized to steal our wagons as fast as we got them done to prevent us from moving west. I then gave him a full statement of the nature of the dissension in the “Old Police”. He had a better understanding of it than any man which I had before talked with and seemed to comprehend the spirit by which they were actuated and informed me of evil plotting against me which I had not heard of and also that my life was threatened by some in very positive terms. I felt that he was my friend. I went from the temple to Hunter’s and returned to the temple after supper and stayed all night.

[January] 31, 1846, Saturday. Arose at half past six o’clock, all was well. President J. P. Harmon notified me that the Eleventh Quorum was going to have their endowment today had not and wanted me and wife to attend. I went home and brought her down and after staying awhile went with John Scott to see Brother A. Cutler about the dissension of the Langley Police and wanted him to and have the matter laid in a proper manner before the Twelve. This was about noon. I think something is wrong in the minds of the Twelve in relation to this matter but how it appears to them I know not. But I feel that I have done my duty in protecting their lives from their enemies, both from within and without, which thing has brought down the indignation of the mob and also false brethren upon me, and my life is threatened by both and diligently sought for as I walk in the streets. But whether I live or die, I am determined to sustain the Twelve and the authorities of this kingdom, although I feel that some very unexpected catastrophe is going to happen because of false brethren. I went up in the temple again at one, and remained there until about three then sent my wife home, and met the guard and regulated it and Police for the night and came home and stayed all night.

[February] 1, 1846, Sunday. Met the guard at eight as usual and regulated it for the day and then went to the printing office with A. [Allen] J. Stout and W. J. Earl and got for them two him sets of the Times and Seasons and then came to the temple and home, and remained till there until time to go to the guard. And then took my little son Hosea to Ben Jones’ and left him and met the guard and regulated it for the night and came home at dark, and stayed all night.

[February] 2, 1846, Monday. Went with my wife to the [Nauvoo] temple to be sealed but there was no sealing going on today. Hunter and I saw and had a talk with B. [Brigham] Young about the Police. He said he was satisfied with me in some things that some said he thought I was wrong in. He gave us good instruction in relation to governing men and said he wanted me to stand in the place I now hold after we get to the west. After he was done instructing us he blessed us in the name of the Lord. I came home with my wife at noon and while eating dinner, John Scott came for me and said that we must be ready to leave for the west by next Thursday. So we went to the temple and saw B. [Brigham] Young and then [John] Scott went over the river to procure boats and lead for the journey, and Hunter and I went to the river also to procure boats. And then met the guard and regulated it for the night and then met with the Captain of the emigrating companies and was there informed that we must put everything in our companies in readiness, to be used on demand. I then met some of our captains and made the necessary arrangements as above, and then went up to the temple and saw Brother [Heber C.] Kimball who told us that we might bring our wives to the [Nauvoo] temple tonight and have them sealed, which we did and came home at half past nine o’clock.

[February] 3, 1846, Tuesday. Met the guard as usual and regulated it for the day, and appointed B. Jones and R. [Roswell] Stevens to see and regulate all the boats preparatory to our crossing the river. Then had a talk with G. W. Langley relative to the difficulty in which we settled with good feelings to each other, and was engaged there and at the Hall until noon, and then came home, and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple and was there until three and a half and met the guard and Police and regulated it for the night. The police expressed their satisfaction at the settlement which I had made with Langley. I then went up in the temple and found all right and then came home and packed up my books and stayed all night. While up in the temple I had a talk with Brother J. P. Harmon relative to his dissension from the police. Matters was settled to the satisfaction of us both.

[February] 4, 1846, Wednesday. Met the guard as usual and regulated it for the day and made regulations with E. Green about some tents and after making some regulations about the guard, etc. I came home; Hunter was with me. We then went to Asa Barton’s and got his wagon and team for the west and then came home and took dinner and then went to the [Nauvoo] temple and made some regulations on our way about some wagons for our exit west. We met the guard at half past three and regulated it for the night and came home at dark and assisted my folks in packing up our goods until bed time.

[February] 5, 1846, Thursday. Met the guard as usual and regulated it for the day and then went to the Hall and other places on the flat regulating matters for the move west, and then came on the hill and home. All was right. The people was busy at my house preparing to start. Hunter and I then went to the river at Kimball’s landing to see how Captain Jones came on preparing the boats for crossing the river; all was well and the boats was in a forward state for use. We then went to Hunter’s and took dinner and met the guard at half past three and regulated it for the night and then made arrangements with Captain Jones to take about twenty of the guard and cross over the river to Montrose and bring two boats which were there from Nashville on this side to be ready for further orders. I then came home and packed goods till bed time.

[February] 6, 1846, Friday. Met the guard as usual and regulated it for the day and then went with J. [Jesse] D. Hunter up in the [Nauvoo] temple to see President B. [Brigham] Young to learn what to do next. He gave us orders to notify all the Captains of the Emigration Companies to cause their extra teams to meet at the Masonic Hall in the morning where he could dictate the loading thereof and also ordered me to collect all the extra men in the different companies and organize them into a body of troops ready to March (on foot) whenever they were needed. I was engaged in executing the above orders until one o’clock and then went with John Scott to see Brother B. Willis about his daughter who [John] Scott was engaged to, and Willis was opposed to the match. We then went to my house and took dinner and then went to the temple and was there at three, and met the guard as usual and also had quite a large number of men besides assembled, who were ready to be organized as above. After giving them the necessary instructions I came home and prepared to move until bed time.

[February] 7, 1846, Saturday. Met the guard as before and regulated it for the day also at the same time the troops met preparatory to their marching and after giving them some more instructions, I went to the Hall where Brother [Brigham] Young was to meet the teams. There was a very poor turn out of teams. From there I then came home and prepared some more to leave and at three met the guard and troops as usual. There was near two hundred men present. From there came home and after dark a short time John Scott came to see me about preparing the cannon. We then went to see Brigham on the subject. He gave us orders to raise and prepare baggage wagons for the cannon and troops and as all things necessary for a start. I came home at ten o’clock.

[February] 8, 1846, Sunday. Met the guard and troops as usual and returned home at ten and stayed there till three and met the guard again as usual. There was a meeting at the stand west of the temple today, at which the Twelve delivered their last discourse before leaving for the west. I returned home from guard and went to packing my goods again for a move and sent two wagons loaded with my goods and other things for our journey, to the river, under the management of Robert C. Moore, who agreed to go with and see to have them taken care of until I came over. And I went to Allen Weeks and took him along with me and went to the ferry and saw my wagons safe on board of the ferry boat and then went by Allen Weeks’ and from thence to Elizabeth Taylor’s, my wife’s mother, where my wife had gone to stay all night, as all our things were sent over the river. On our way to the river Brother [Allen] Weeks told me that he had been sealed to Brother John D. Lee and also had at the same time had Malissa Bennett sealed to him, also [blank] Bennett to him. I stayed with my wife till morning.

[February] 9, 1846, Monday. Met the guard as usual at eight and was then busy in arranging matters of business until noon when my wife and family started to the river and stopped at J. [Jesse] D. Hunters’ and stayed awhile and I went to Mother Taylor’s and took dinner and then took leave of them all, not expecting to see them anymore until we all met in the west. And then went to Hunters and sent him to meet the guard in my place and I went with my family to the river to cross over into Iowa. We waited awhile for a boat. At length we went on board of an old small boat and started over, the wind being quite high and the river very rough.

While on the water I beheld the most heart-rending and dangerous scenes that I was ever called to witness. When about half across the river there was a man and two boys in a skiff coming from one of the islands with a load of wood. The skiff was loaded down almost to the top and upon coming out in the open water began to fill by the waves running over the top. The man did not understand how to manage a water craft and kept it with the side to the waves. He began to throw out the wood to the windward, which hung on the edge of the skiff and only made it fill faster. The boys were frightened at every wave and would scream at the startling approach of death. At this time our boat was but a short distance below and opposite to them. I endeavored to have him turn his skiff towards our boat and come to us, which would have made him perfectly safe; but he heeded not anything that was said.

In a few minutes after passing us and but a short distance his skiff swamped and drifted on the water, without sinking however. All on our boat stood petrified as it were at the passing scene while the screams of the boys for help thrilled through every heart. We expected them every moment to go to the bottom. A short distance behind us was another larger ferry boat coming over with two wagons, two yokes of oxen and about twenty people on board. This boat saw the situation of those in the skiff and turned downstream a little and took them in and saved them from a watery grave. About the time that we thought them all safe on board the boat and felt relieved from our anxiety and was going on our way, we were called to behold a tenfold more melancholy event transpire. We were alarmed by the shrieks and cries of the men, women and children on the boat. All seemed to scream and cry and beckon to us to come to them in the highest state of alarm. In a moment we saw that their boat was sinking in the middle of the river and were imploring us in the fear of instant death to come to their rescue. They made every sign, token, cry, scream, gesture and manifestation of distress that I had ever saw in my life and would rise on the wagons and edge of the boat and continue these distressing tokens of their situation until they were disheartened and their voice would pine away in the utter hopelessness of being saved. They gave themselves up to a watery grave and all was hushed and the boat went down.

In a few minutes we saw them scattered on the surface of the water like so many wild fowls in silent and frightful anticipations of soon leaving this world of fears and disappointments. Some were on feather beds, sticks of wood, lumber or anything they coud get hold of and were tossed and sported on the water at the mercy of the cold and unrelenting waves which seemed to vie with each other which should treat their frightened visitors with the most rude and deathly reception. Some climbed on the top of the wagon which did not go quite under and were more comfortable while the cows and oxen on board were seen swimming to the shore from whence they came. It was some time before any relief came to them. A boat, which was crossing over empty, came to them and with some skiffs and sailboats succeeded in saving them and not one of them were lost though some were so near gone that they could not speak. When the boat first began to sink we attempted to turn our boat and go to their relief but on attempting to turn our boat come very near sinking and we were obliged to desist and abandon the idea of rendering them any assistance. We were coming into a part of the river where the waves ran higher and instead of saving them we found that we were also near going to the bottom also, whereupon we made for the shore on an adjacent island which we made just in time to save ourselves. Had the shore have been much farther there is no doubt but we must have sank in the deep swift current which swept to the very shore.

I succeeded in landing my family on the island to my great joy, though in a very bleak and cold island amid mud and a thick underwood, my wife and oldest son both just able to walk. We stood there and contemplated the sad spectacle of our brethren and sisters struggling in death and our own narrow escape from the same fate. Fatigued and worn out, with my family sick, we proceeded down the shores of the island to the camp which at length we reached in a desolate situation. The brethren rendered us all the comfort in their power, while those from the sunken boat, also landed almost chilled to death, excited the liveliest sympathy in every breast. While beholding this melancholy scene I remembered the revelation [D&C 61:4-5.] which said the Lord had cursed the waters in the last days and said in my heart it was verily true.

This was not all the disasters which were in our midst, for in the time of our difficulty in the water the [Nauvoo] temple took fire in the roof from the center stove pipe and came very near burning down and the news was spread over the city that a boat had sunk with me and my family on it, and that we were drowned and the temple on fire at the same time, which created an unusual excitement. The people ran to the river and temple in confusion. By great and uncommon exertions the fire was extinguished; not, however, before the roof was burned about twelve feet square. And after the people had learned that no one was drowned, the excitement ceased and the city was again quiet.

It seemed that the destroyer brooded over the land and water at this time and was in a fair way to be triumphant. I understood afterwards that the way the boat came to sink was by a rude boy spitting ambear in an ox’s eye which cause him to jump overboard and his mate in his flouncing, kicked off one of the bottom planks of the boat, one yoke of oxen, which were fastened to one of the wagons, were drowned. When I came to the camp I stopped at the tent of John S. Higbee where he was encamped with a company of ten pioneers and there prepared for the night by erecting a temporary tent out of bed clothes. At this time my wife was hardly able to set up and my little son was sick with a very high fever and would not even notice anything that was going on. About dark Captains Charles Allen and Elam Luddington, with their companies, came over and camped. Nothing more of importance transpired tonight. The fever went down on my boy and he was better.

[February] 10, 1846, Tuesday. This morning I arose before day and went to the city and again met the guard at eight o’clock. All was right. I made more arrangements for sending other companies across the river and appointed D. N. Repsher, Sergeant of the guard, as I could not be there to attend to it myself. About noon, I returned to my family and continued with them until morning without anything of importance transpiring.

[February] 11, 1846, Wednesday. This morning I was very unwell with a sick headache. Remained in camp all day attending to the affairs of the troops. Nothing of importance occurred.

[February] 12, 1846, Thursday. Went to the city early and met the guard at eight o’clock and then went around to see to matters pertaining to the companies until noon. All was well in the city. Returned over to camp. At two was informed that some of the Carthage troops were in the city with writs for some of the brethren, and me among the rest; whereupon I called out all the troops belonging to our camp and agreed that if any one of them came across the river after any of us, as we were informed they intended, that we would put them to death rather than be harassed, as we had been after we had started to leave their cursed and corrupt government, and also established a line of skiffs across the river to receive the intelligence necessary the more readily. I remained in camp making the above regulations until evening. In the meantime, Brother Jones and Less’ families came to my tent, which we had just raised, to the great relief of my family who had been to this time in the open prairie exposed to the wind and weather. I then regulated the guard for the night and stayed in camp till morning.